These are from my SII once again. haha. Dont really have the time to sit down, relax, think, type.
It all happens on train/ busride/ waiting time. LOLS.
29.08
So scandalous pls.
Seem like V is not single for all these while. But doesn't concern me as it is his priv life. Just not lies, like what J did can already. Still can take it.
Met up with panda mummy, chingu, Charles, Adrian. Not a v full dinner but enjoyable night.
Feel kinda bad not tellin em about my plans. The time is not right yet.
Need to wait for the clouds to clear.
Cant even start my papers as of current.
And, i cant wait to start studyin for those papers. wanna clear em asap.
but still i have to wait for Friday. The battle between the mgrs.. Truly hope it will turn out to be the outcome i want... hwaiting.
Im addicted to B1A4 Baby goodnight and firefly.. catchy song and baby gnight nv fail to lift up my sprirts.
am quite busy, haven't been watching any shows except RM (w sis).
Went Gardens with my fam last sunday! Flower Dome is so so so so pretty!!!! snapped like mad. haha. my mum is soooo humorous. She stated that she dint wanna take pics w the fresh flowers bcos? She will look older beside em. lmao!!!!! Its a really joyous day! My papa is pretty hyped up all the way, chat and talk non stop, its really funny.
Glad that he is happy ^^
Had so much pics in my cam. NEED to upload em!
Shd organise more of these outings. And will bring em overseas when I hve the financial ability to. Will work hard. hahas.
anw im heading back to Gardens comin sun ^^ This time, will get the chance to eyefeast on the nightview and pretty lights. hee.
omw to swim alone. First time thou. Shiro is lazy and he hates swimming now, cos it will expose his fats. -.- v irritating pls. Wanted to swim more. lemme try out swimming alone. hahas.
30.08
A very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYYUKI!!!! Pls bless her with happiness and laughter.
Am still waiting for friday..
Shd swim more next time. And time to get a new normal plain dull swimsuit. To avoid attracting unwanted attention.
Something was on my mind yest which made me feel like slapping self. Thats why i got out of the pool earlier.. zzz.
was supposed to meet Shiro tdy but he actually took on taekwondo coach role (replacing kn's bro place)
but its okay. am kinda excited for him. It was once his dream to be taekwondo instructor. hahas. and am going to watch him ^^
I think its time to change my blogskin and pics on the left division. So outdated pls. but just thinkin of removing my NANA banner leaves me kinda sad. It is really my fave, and dedicated in memories of Ren莲 . Of cos I still cant get over him thou the author somehow stopped drawing... I will think of my next banner... meanwhile I'll update my new likes +new selcas. muahaha. oh. and new skin! Time to find skin first. Flowery? Naise?
okay change of plans. its raining so cant meet Shiro anymore =3 = boring.
31.08
Super impromptu change of plans and followed by me celebrating myyuki's bday for her!!!! ^~ ^
Bought a surprise mini bday cake left it at Ichiban. Went to get the movie tix (Step Up Revolution ) and then queue for Ichiban :]] Like so much done in the evening, love this kinda fulfilling feel.
Wanted to make that day as special as possible... since she cant celeb w tt guy... chatted abt so many things! I told her my plans. and surprisingly, I have nt told her abt Shiro &my story. hahaha. She says its cute. But to me, its kinda cruel, hurting others in process... anw dint knw it is so fun to meet up, jus the 2of us. been yearsss since this happens. Hope there's more to come :D
oh anw, movie ended ard 1130. Asked Shiro to come fetch me. LOLs. He actually agreed! Good boyf. wahaha. He described how he coaches the kids, laughed so much. He actually taught em how to tie their belts -.- and jus get em to kick and run. cos they are hyperactive, so they love to do all those meaningless stuns. haha! anw they are too young to rmb and learn patterns. lol. and Shiro cant rmb his patterns. He used to practice patterns infront of me back in sec sch.
Today is such a scary day. Esp lunch hours . Hate the kinda feeling. Awaiting anxiously for news/ results. What u can do is only to trust. Heart is racing, mind is unfocused. Pls let this be over and let me knw the outcome.
Pretty sad. Thou I had expected this outcome, still feel extremely sad.... maybe it is not the end. Why isit that one wrong step. Wrong timing led me to such path w/o a choice??? Just like the song in phantom of the opera. "Path of no return". Where is the human rights? Does policies overrule human rights? Le sigh. I mean, I will have to think it through. Think twice, trice, whatever.
It is now, my battle.
gg to checkout the mini park didi told me abt. im looking for a place to jog. pathetically, there isnt a park ard my block -.- the park tt I went to previously has been intruded by many malayboys playin scoccer. they built a mini scoccer cemented floor. -.- & this park is like 8mins walk frm hse. zzz.
04.09
yeahhhh. HAPPY 9YEARS TO SHIRO (yesterday ).
did a mega change to my FB and seem like everyone has been waiting for me to post or rather set pics on Shiro &myself. O.O got shocked by the no. of likes. -.-
I like the photoshoot pics. filtered hell lot and rushed to edit like madd for past 2days! Too many fat shots and truthfully, Shiro's hair doesnt look gd . lol.
By right, he shd attend trainng. by left, the annoying force decided to postpone the training w/o any notice!!!! So i cancelled the other photoshoot (meant on 3rd morning ). And when i found out we are free on the 3rd , tried to get back my slot, but failed. :( but the photographer is really nice. Put up with my nonsense. lmao.
dint have much plans for tt day. Think i shd let my heart out, singing. Shiro &I loveee to sing. But of cos diff genre. He love to sing oldies esp rock oldies.
K-Oed on Sun w/o completin my edit works cos of the Gardens outing w panda mummy, shak and chingu. Super tiring pls. Even had shoulder ache, can u imagine. We feasted at night at Swensens. And i got Shiro to fetch me once again. lol!!!! He wont reject as long as he's free ^^ (He used not to be like now)
08.09
Some changes within these 4days.
Met E on tues. After conveying my story across, it seem that I finally see light. im not without a choice. E is so naise!!! Very attentive and kind. Tried to hlp me out as much.
And she passed me my 1ST TEXTBK. my 1st paper coming up. aint kidding. 360over pgs.. OMG. and worse is, i need income and study at the same time. Complete self study.. they provide classes too, but cant attend bcos of wrk..
ive extended my stay to mid oct.
aint sure if im able to cope.
so hard to study now bcos bkk is all over my mind!
met up w P² yest. Exchanged $$ at Chinatown. then we went on to discuss our bkk trip. At least there's some improvement! Settled our 1st 4days + last day itinerary. Oh well, we are by ourselves on first 2days. bcos liyi can only join us on Mon wee hrs! She will be missing chatuchak. :( thus we will chiong chatuchak for 2days ^^ then followed by Platinum. Will be taking public transport to hotel and to chatuchak. (Did my research okay!!!)
Now needa research on MBK and Ocean park, both reco by Pau's brother. Also our night mkt, floating mkt and lady boy show!!
wahahaha gonna ooVoo again i guess! it is so interesting to video call! even liyi joined us frm China! hahas. Will try to install the webcam i bought previously later. so i can research while webcam em. hahas.
Songs on repeat: Zea- Aftermath & AOA - Elvis.
10.09
Went facial on sat. and the wounds has yet to heal.
Will be meeting E and J tmr. Pit in stomach...
met up with Jess dear in d afternoon yest, glad that she will be supportive of me :))) thanks so much dear! im gg to learn more of horoscopes xD it seems pretty interesting coming frm her! haha.
Dinner was on mum, at Swensens with many other relatives ^^ was pretty full. lol.
OH! My younger bro was crowned HALL KING on sat night!!!!! Many thanks to those whom had lent a hlpin hand by likin his pict on FB. hehehe. Proud of him hahas.
He's so busy, dint even hav time to stay home, and he needs to go back hostel already.. awwww.
took out my lugg last night!!!! It will be a rather busy week for me.. not much time to pack my stuffs lol. wrote out a list, hope i dint miss any impt stuff out.
Getting all excited!!! esp for this shopping mall called Terminal 21~~ and ocean park. Gonna enjoy much for this trip before the torture comes in. hiak.
Need to start planing after tmr.
No pain, no gain.
Nothing comes easy.
Success comes from the hard way.
am so broke again.
always back to this. Angst.
So mayb i wont be bringing extra cash to bkk? le sigh.
Purchased the admission for Ocean Park & Ladyboy show~~~ haha cant wait. I shall start parking a lill tonight. hoho.
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