Beneath those alluring eyes.

Friday, March 28, 2008

my sweeties. never fail to brighten up my day =D
loveables~

ever since vin messed with e board i put up, we're on cold war for weeks already.
yar. he knows he did something bad, and no apologies.
this shows how impt i m as a frd n colleague.
this time round, it is my turn to say
"i am disappointed in you"
pls look around. its not only YOU getting disappointed with people.
(if you wanna jio girls or something thats only meant for her, pls don make use of other peep's hardwork. use yur own creativity. thanks.)

full of regrets.
im giving u a 2nd home yet you're destroying mine.

Scythia's chalet.
stayed for a night. the games were fun, it was nv boring =D
and stupid brandon!!
lols.. he looks very emo to me.. dono wat happened to him.
yufei taught me how to make this cute roses ^^ ty swt freshie~
haha. then morning, went breakfast with linyong bao ( my all time fav!)
love him . glee. then i headed to work.

Accion Chalet.
shdnt open 2chalet. yup. i think the cracks can be seen so clearly now. ~.~
pls try to get along with one another, try to understand. avoid misunderstandings. all my freshies mus get along well wit one another ok! love ya all!
hmm i feel like stayin till 6am e 2nd night. but i m sorry for leaving.
i don wanna let my mum worry too much. she dint getto see me for daysss!
i know she worries in slp too, until we're safely back home ><
anyways, Bell's mum is cool. haha. she's funny n kind. haha~ btw, she fetched me home :D

the sudden urge to go back PRSS! its back at tamp. till now i only look at it frm afar.
its actually not tt bad. till i saw this boy wearing the P.E tee. they changed the design! HOW SAD!! =(
and i miss my sec sch days. suddenly feel hollow. and i wanan go back!

then today. shiro wore the tee i bought him way way back. when i m stood there lookin at him frm afar, the top struck me. the feeling sour & cold as the memories came flooding back, followed by sweetness & warmth. i miss so much. hugs like free.

ok, here's my virgin club experience. woots
we ran about like crazy. lols.
in e end, st james rocks yea?
screw the others. -x-
we stayed thr till its close. LOLS.
and ahma! unglam larh! lols.
i tink i might get addicted to liquor. geez.

otc refresh2.
goodness. the mass GL cheer sure is DAM LOONG
how am i gonna catch up man? argh.
this refresh is mainly jus final clash.
but with diff rules. i kinda like these new rules.
they are cool =)
its a GREAT priviledge to hav so many tall guys in our empire! LOVE!
and YEAH, we got 2nd. HOHO.
anyways, i m killed by this guy: my all time fav, linyong BAO!

Dinner & Dance.
its cool. but our tables are located quite far behind yea? and that stupid pillar. sickening! Sabby & i were like standing throughout most of e performances. ahhhhh!
hmm, on my way back frm work. this tall tree collaspe on the road @ damai pri bustop. causing almost 30 buses stuck at e back. argh. most of us got down and walk all e way to e mosque's bustop, another junction. wasted my time and im almost late. cab down to town and met up wan & sabby =) yufei's late cos he forgot his tix!
LOL. if he hadnt sms me, i wld hav forgotten to bring mine too! HAHA. lucky!

some snapshots.
but.... wassup wit e shaky hands? haha

Edwin

Maybelle

Sean

Valerie!!

Grace

yufei. LOL

Derrek

random

Lingwei! miss her much!

KSKS

Sabby =)

end of storey.
miss Energy, the hav this session @ kallang this sunday! lols.

DOLA shiteru @ 11:43 PM
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

not hardworking enough?
did i not work hard enough?

my grades looks okay to me this time round.
but my GPA.. it looks stagnant. its so dam hard to pull em UP once it falls.
my GPA did hadda hard fall last sem.
seemed like its unable to recover and stand up once again.

all i can say is i tried my best.
dont stress me.
there are alot of things.. better not to know than to know.
after you know, things may jus hav an abrupt change.

my world seem darker ever since i stepped into A&F.
life seems livelier & happier during sec. sch.
mayb expectations by others are suffocating me.
those freedom and carefree. all gone.

where the hell can i find those feelings again?

DOLA shiteru @ 11:05 PM
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

this is so complicated.
i think vin's presence made me feel like i m nothing.
its a kind of very very left-out and very stress.
i hate to say this, but he make me feel so unhappy.

we're wrking tgt, as colleagues & as friend.
but i feel NONE of either. that is how bad it is.
im jus afraid, if this goes on...we will not even be friends.
maybe he didnt even care.

enough of my rantings. it had been occupying my mind.

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dont talk big. u're not as considerate as u think u are.
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here, HAPPY 8Years Old YUNYAN~~~

that was ytd :D :D
and thats charmaine's tiara. ^^ so cute right?
lucky i snapped fast, scared that she'll cry =x
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hmm haomin & haojie are back in centre!! lols. jus for this short week xD
miss em, even the kiddies miss em. can see much much much more smile on Guohui's and baobei's face =D feel so glad ^^

thy're so cute disturbing me, helping me, making me laugh. lols
thy described the way they pee as GUNS
like machine guns, rifle guns, bazuka guns o.0?
so yellow right? lols
and this pri2 zavier(innocent, know nothing of it) added "SHOT GUN"
LOL! denise and me looked at each other and LAUGHED OUT LOUD! HAHAHA!

well, a very disgusting event happened today.
hmm, i was alone in e morning.
i took this packet of chewy sweets into e office.
i was squeezing/ pressing the sweets as pondering whether to hav one.
i dont know what came to me, but i just look inside that packet.
and 3secs later, i threw e packet on the table.
AND A LIZARD RAN OUTTA E PACKET!
i screamed!!! with my hands covering my mouth! (scared too loud. LOL) =(
trembling. dam scary and DISGUSTING!!
then i tried to calm myself down.. like 3mins later?
i took a very big scissors, pick e packet up and threw it away.
DAM LAH. disgusted! bet that was the first time i m that close to a lizard! argh.
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tmr should be watching stepup2.
if ahma nv change her mind! LOLS.

anyways, Sharon is in HK right now. happily shopping yea? haha
and she told me HK go once is enough already! 0.0
wat the.. means i cant go wit her nxt time? o.o.o.o
how sad!

DOLA shiteru @ 8:08 PM
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Friday, March 07, 2008

hmph. today quite pissed.
the twin stars paper that Dao Wei coloured is MIISSING!
DAM. that's e nicest one ya know!
bad mood cos i cldnt find it.
i even went to search e girls' lockers, hoping tt some admirer took it xD
but still, its no where to be found =(

then Den called!!! was shocked when i ans his call.
he thought i was Jun Jun.. ZZZZ
well, he says he wanna speak to YunYi, later then talk to the teachers.. =(
then Jac came and xfer the line to the kitchen side.
sighs. yar, after YunYi is Jac, then hanged up. .___.
i knew it would turn out like tt, so i walked away frm the line.
absolutely saddening uh.
(anyways, JunJun is vin's sec. sch frd.. aso a new teacher)

i read Den's letter to Yunyi. mixed feelings.
heart pain. cos whatever that he state, whatever his worries was, it all came true!! damm!!! feel so much for him. and i sorta dint know how to break e news to him. lols
see how loh. seemed like he's starting to get busy already.

hmm, watched 10,000BC today.
quite nice leh~ lols.
its some sort bout war... kinda cool =)
i like those "war" type of movies. hehe
been meetin shiro these few days cos he's startin wrk tmr T-T
once he start, we rarely can meet already.
kinda sad. lols.
but i can still go and find him after wrk.

tried cabal the 2nd time and realised it wasnt tt bad! =)
hmm, my didi explained to me some of the thingies
well, the stats system is cool. can pump according to their standard stats. =D
and it wasnt tt irritating as the first time when i play. (getting blocked by unwanted things)

DOLA shiteru @ 11:47 PM
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Monday, March 03, 2008

HAPPY 4.5YEARS SHIRO~ <3

hmmm, currently playing Perfect World. jus started like 2days ago?
and was stuck wit it.

it was really cool, with choice of own looks & all
cool graphics.
elves can fly wit their wings.
beasts can rear fighting pets.
dam nice jiu dui liao. xD
i always like e flying part. hahas

anyways, lucky shiro started out first. cos am like askin him so dam many ques!! LOLS
and he's able to hlp me get items and
he got me a dress. cute one. =)

i wan a fox too. a mage. she's dam sexy. xD

Den called today. guess esther is like hoggin the phone, dint manage to say hi to him =(
and he's offline! argh

DOLA shiteru @ 10:19 PM
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