How should I start? This looks like an abandoned blog all bcos of me. LMAO
And I realised I tend to hav the feel to blog only when exams are near. Oh wells. It is like….. 3 mths away?
Mock exams is coming Monday.
Okai, suddenly there is so much info flooding into my mind. Idk which to talk abt first?

The most most recent case was my brother’s NTU issue.
He is currently in Thailand. For commando training.
And I got really pissed yesterday bcos u know what? Application for admission and scholarship is over.
And he is totally not aware.. whats more, the scholarship is impt to him as well to us (family) and yet he only applied for ONE. YES,ONE.
When there are like 20 listed. With roughly 5 under well-known sponsors such as WeeKimWee Foundation. I don’t get it.
He is sooooo expressionless and poker face. Cant even feel a twinge of panic in him. =.= and for the first time maybe?
Scolded him, thou it is thru whatsapp.
Im not even aware if he enrolled for admission. But LUCKILY he said he did accept the offer.
Seriously. But sigh, what is done is done. No use ranting on for days……….

Oh and how well im prepared for my exams yeah?
Intend to study half of every subj, but does not involve Micro (for I did not sign up for the lessons)
And yes, fml cos im taking 5 subjs this year. Srsly need to buck up.
And the reason for failing micro? I found out. They changed the paper setter last year, total new format and way of asking ques.
This time he/she loves maths and every question will involve maths… now I know why. .____.
Audit is tough. Answers are based on common sense. It is hard to grabhold of the angle to look at things. Must be broad minded and ans in every aspect. =.= cold sweat. Sheena had stopped wrking, her contract ended. Cool aye. And something tt she said disturbed me. She says she feel like there isn’t enough time to study up till exam in may. I was like =____=||| why are you telling a FT working student this??? sweat. Makes me kinda freaked out. But after much thought, I believe if I set my pace right, I shd be able to do it. Whats more my leave issues are already settled. Hope nothing happens whereby they break their promise to me. Idk what I will do. Maybe I will disappear frm wrk and fk care them? If they want to fire me, just go ahead? LOLS. #JustThinking #JustSaying


As usual, Shiro always disappoint me.
Ok not him, BUT HIS EFFFING JOB.
I told shakwon, I shd list down every single time he made me sad cos of his job.
Recent was the airshow. Police got to be ON STANDBY. And no one is allowed to apply leave ( thou he applied like a mth ago)
Every applied leave will be automatically cancelled. And guess what? our photoshoot needs to be cancelled.
So much for looking forward to it. God, now tt I recall this issue, it sets my blood boiling.
But nvm, he says he is gg to compensate me a photoshoot, and so I told him I want IDO-wedding photoshoot in Korea. Which costs ard 3k for package. Lets see how he die. But he dint reply. Idiotic much?
And an update of his size, he is growing fatter each day. Now he has a huge round tummy.
No more skinny waist. =( and he blames me for wanting him to fetch me aft class where he shd hav gone jogging w his frds. W.E.M.

CNY was boring.
None of my FRIENDS are able to meet up TGT. Pretty saddening.
At least I got to play blackjack w my sis’s frds =D
They are much more ONz people. Haha
I mean some of my frds are on, some don’t even care or effing reply us. U hack care us, u don’t complain that we didn’t jio u next time. Full stop.


Application for tamp BTO UNSUCCESSFUL AGAIN.
This BTO is like super duper near to Shiro’s hse BUT, we still dint get it.
I think the ballot system is corrupted. If not why first timer + living near parents priority cant even get a queue no?
Still bullshit with us says we are priority. Talk to my hand.
Like fated…. Maybe it will be as the fortune teller said. I will get married late 20s. must be cos of the damn bto.


My new love is ZELO from B.A.P.
Wahahhaa. He’s super cute…. I knw I sound like some tiko, but who cares.
He is fair, tall, handsome, talented and cute!
Likes him even more watchin their variety – Tah-dah its B.A.P ^^
Very innocent kinda cute. Hahaha

No worries, Jaejoong is still my no.1 wahaha
I forgo SUJU 4 concert this year. Cos my Heechul is in NS.
But sort of regretted. 4hrs of laughter and fun. =(
And I also forgo Beast’s concert. Time to save and spend wisely.

But im gg for a fanmeet in March for BAP. They are guests for secret’s fanmeet. Cant wait to see zelo, jongup and bang upclose! Weeee~
Don’t worry, it is cheaper than those 2 above. Much cheaper.



Went on shopping spree yesterday w my yeobo. =D
She is so sweet, she knws tt im in bad mood and acc me eat Lena’s wahaha
And acc shop whole of bugis street. xD
Hyper mode, bought so many stuffs and one fave loot was a navy green cardi w heartsprints. ^^ and my baka sissy just have to comment tt I look like xmas tree. =.= that will not change my perspective on that piece. Hehehe
Actually yeobo and I saw a pair of shoes tt suit both of us. So wanted to buy cos the colour is pretty unique! But then as we tried on both sides, we find tt it looks too much like running shoes. Shooo sad!! Lols.
Will have more shopping dates w her aft exams. And swimming dates; movie dates as well!





Lets end here!
Will try to type some in my mobile on and back frm class…
But my galaxy eats batt like how we eat sweets, super fast. =.=
So I will try ya!
Anw my galaxy S2 was bought by Shiro back in Dec =D
Love it max. He loves it tt I own a smartphone and also lovessss whatsapping me. Hahha
Like what yeobo says, we are both childish. LOLS. VERY.
Like honeymoon period huh? Lol.
Yokata ^^

Been months i know!
bet u saw the prev post tt i mention there was some stuffs i saved in my mobile? here it is! enjoy reading. =x
sometimes wonder y i blog. i think my future son/daughter can read them aye?
let them see hows mummy's life like? sounds crazy. that will be erm yearrsss dwn the road.

22nd may 2011.

Went heartstrings walk at MBS today! 4km walk! Shiro came to fetch me at 630 and knw what? It drizzled before we reach the highway! Omfg. We stopped and hide in the shelter till it stopped. So worried. Cos once we're on highway, there's no turning back if it pours. Scary thought!! Anw its very smooth there. And we're kinda noob cos we dont knw any motorcycle carpark there. Asked the security and he lead us to an open spaced carpark. :3 shiro says it is 2cents per minute o.o like? Exp!? So many people participated! And our so called starhub booth? There's no one there, excuse me? Call us to report there then? -.- hack. Slack ard till our PM LEE ARRIVES. 2policemen approached us they're seeking volunteers for the policeforce. Then so shiro told them he's also a police. Their smiles are so bright then. LOLS! Anw they wanted me to consider and gave me a brochure. Being kind hearted i took. But deep in my heart i know i do not have any qualities for police :x shiro knws also. He told them that i cant. Wahaha. Anw after they leave us, guess what? I opened the brochure and i laughed!! The minimum height requirement is 1.57cm! And my height is 1.56. LMAO. Not only do i not have any police traits, i do not qualify for the basics too. Srsly face palm! So funny. And something worth being mad at? Shiro decided to give the goody bag a miss because of the queue! Dammit. He's as stubborn as bull when it comes to crowd. Disappointed but still alright cos starhub paid for my share. Haa. So we went off. Its like super early ard 10am!

27MAY2011
OMFG. BTO JUST LAUNCHED. What to do? Suddenly hadda very weird feeling. Pit in the stomach!

13june.
Yes it is a big jump from abv! BTO RESULTS IS KNOWN. They say my queue no. is too far back. 3x more than the avail flats. Like wth. So it was unsuccessful. Fk. And my sis's bestie got queue no.37 for 5room! Wth sia. Is it surely due to luck? If thats the case.. I dont think shiro and i will get it. Our joined forces luck somehow repell each other zzz.. Been tgt for so many donkey years, of cos we both knw what isit like.. Dammit.
I've cursed and swear. Felt very unfair and made shiro rather mad at me. Was supposed to cut off contact with him so i can cool down.. Who knws, we met up the following day -.- will touch on that later.

Met jess last sat :3 like finally! She's my beenox friend! Can you believe it? Beenox is still living! Haha! Gilbert, jess, dan and me :D beenox is my first precious empire! It is the source of me being enthu and friendly xD am not like that at all last time. Lols. Thats my freshmen year. Hahas. Jess taught me lotsa things that day! Exposed me to gmkt sg. Actually it is same as taobao, just that we can buy directly instead of thru a middlemen. She's experienced thats why she knws. (: think soon enough, i'll become a gmkt addict. LOLS. Somemore with time and patience, shd be able to hunt some cheap loots. Cool! And there's this something that i've never known in my whole life. Something called 'mr.niceguy' syndrome! Omg it fits perfectly into the description of a guy i've ady given up on. And totally disrespect. Mayb i shd pity him instead? For having this illness? Or shd i pity people ard him? Not everyone will get the illtreatment, unless that someone go against his ideas or did not listen to his advise. He treats everyone nicely. (thats why its called mr.niceguy duh), therefore ppl will have this perception that he's hlpful, kind and reliable. Thats why only the victim sees his true colours. And no one will believe the victim, BUT ONLY THE MR.NICEGUY. Yes like wtf. I live for myself, not for you! Thats why i only listen to your advice. Got it? LISTEN! Not change bcos of your words! Heated up now. Angry again. I always got so agitated when it comes to this. Luckily im not the only victim, therefore i have people that stand by me. And with this syndrome, im even more confident that this is totally not my, but that bastard's problem. Jess case is worse than mine, cos the grp of followers apparently left her out. All those blind assholes. Zzz.

Anw, find jess really courageous! She wanted to go backpacking wit frd, or alone. God. -.- i can go korea free and easy! :X yes the backpack taiwan so tempting too. 2weeks of exploration. Wow..

15th june
Mika says she missed me! How can i not go cosfest now? LOLS its a miracle via jess will be supporting her frd at cosfest too! What coincidence! Love her! Got company now! (: anw she's going as photographer hee. Cool! Was thinking to dress up nots. I've went to collect my wigs. And they are disappointing sobs. I'll try to straighten one of the wigs, maybe i can wear that? Hope it works! And another great news! Gary's booking out the day before cosfest! Thought i'll be rather lonely w/o him :x and i will dig his recent target out! Planning to keep everything to himself! Hmph. T.T yay now i cant wait for 26th! Wahaha!

Didi came back frm brunei, w/o losing any weight!! Seem like he's been eating well. Thou they are stuffing themselves with maggie and not-tasty-cookhouse food. Lols. And he says he's heading to hk end of june -.- that was fast! Not working but rich huh o.o and am going tioman with chingu, xuan and their cousin, shu fang :3 quite exp thou! Almost 300bucks. Dint know its so exp > w< anw first timer always must buy thru agency, subsequent ones, can free and easy. (:

17thjune
Our club meet up was postponed. Cher fell sick, get well soon! Changed to next fri, after ms ouh's pasirrian's gathering. Hee!
Smsed gary last night, rather sad conver. My aim is not the cosplayers! But he dont get it :( kept giving me warnings not to stalk them. :( means i cant follow him ard! Cant be like last time. Wont be able to revive the past ady huh? Sigh.

And then i also quarreled with shiro last night, i cant hlp it, am starting to pity myself for having a policemen as boyf. And thats not the worse part, he says it will surely get worse in future! Many says the first 3years is the crucial part. To me, more like this is the crucial part. Whether i can go through his ib period, is still a mystery.

Went steamboat with unni chinguls (: much laughter! I like being with them cos i can totally be myself. Teehee. Then we went mos for drink till 11. Requested shiro to come fetch me, and he really did. Mayb it is like what he said, he'll make use of every opportunity to meet me. Yups. Anw he posted a status on fb for me. Haha. Everyone says it is damm sweet. Oh wells. Not really, after much scoldings and naggings frm him. LOLS. He says he found peace when he sees my face. Is this really? Like true? I thought i have a 'i wanna complain' or 'troublesome' face instead. :X oh yar, then sharon shoot me with her cold arrow saying i'll take him for granted if he treat me too good. Wahaha. Super true :x lols. Anw shiro's rope burn is getting disgusting. There'll surely be a scar!! Took few pics of that wound -haha call me sicko > w<

18th june.
Got up early today to straighten my wig. Hardworking eh? But it is still very cmi. Sigh dont knw what to do with it :x i forgot to book appointment for hairdye again. OnO.

Went korea bbq with fam, ahma and 4th aunt tdy (: super sad cos there's no mushrooms! Omg! Overall not bad, but kinda not worth the price for me. I dont eat pork o.o wasted :x took lotsa interesting photos with my new specs frame! Got it frm taobao :D glad that so many ppl had fun with it hehe. Love my mum's. She totally looks like my elder sis seh! Haha! Anw I'VE FINALLY BROKE THE NEWS TO HER!! And expected, she nagged. :( lucky sis was there to hlp me. Hahas. And my papa too, try to distract her. She kept quiet when my sis told her i've bought the tickets teehee.

21st june.
Completed secret garden in 2days! Pro huh! LOLS. Yoo In Na is so pretty! Thou she's not the main lead. :3 hyun bin looks kinda restless, as if there's no soul in him! Omg. Thats why dont really find him attractive lols!! Now moving on to dreamhigh taecyeon not handsome one :( watch for only 30mins and start to feel tired. Visited daddy at tts yest aft work. Bought a get well soon balloon for him! Haha. Cheer him up. (: he looks lively, and still jokes ard. Yokata. :D then mama brought mum, uncle john and me to nearby chicken rice shop. Omg it is really nice! Even the kang kong is superb! Bringing shiro there next time. Teehee. Oh shiro is sick. Down with flu and he still wants to go work! Very stubborn! Working his life away, not worth it really.

28th june.
Otw to meet poly mates. Shd be planning for upcoming chalet. (: think i'll reach dam early. Our secretary is so crazy. She pin point mok and me and says that we're the ones taking the files and left the empty box there for her to clear. Like wtf? I dint even go near the files. Is she blind? For accusing us like that? Like some crazy women. Even told us that she's not the maid. -.- like i care? Go catch the culprit then.

Anw i've started watching dream high! Left with 3 epis :3 but not going to watch any time soon cos im MAPLING ONCE AGAIN! WAHAHA! The whole maple was revamped. The mobs levels all change, there are new jobs introduced. And the maps all changed. Currently playing wild hunter. Very nice and fun char. Something that i nv try before! Both chingu also same job. Even myyuki too. (: great to have frds in there. And my cutepink, the skill changed for bless! Wtfs. My bless looks so fking ugly now zzz. Totally cui. Damm sad.

30th june.
Dyeing my hair now. (: hope it all goes well! Need to trim cos the hairdresser says my hair too dry! T wT Work is bored max. Shiro is down with fever. Called in the afternoon, told me there's free tix to transformers coming sunday. What great timing, i'll be dinning with angel and shihui! Roar. Bad news aye? Anw my maple is lvl 38! Very happy abt it. And yest, there was this guy that stopped me and ask me to be his maple gf. He ask for my age. And i told him, the real one of cos! And he told me he's 23as well. O.o i thought wah such coincidence to meet such age in maple. Haha. Then he followed me ard o.o kinda irritating sia then he admitted to me that he's 11 going on 12. Lmao. No wonder he type soooo slow -.- he can be mymaple didi. No wait, i dont want such didi. :X my prev maple didi dam good and pro, gave me so much things! Bring me explore too! Dont think this kid will LOLS. AND I GOT MY MUSHROOM KINGDOM MEDAL! Wahaha!

2jul.
OMFG. Didnt regret going for beast fanmeet! Omg totally killed by kikwang! Hankyung really handsome in rl and dongwoon has such sharp features! Handsome! Knw what? During the encore, i rushed to section A2. Stood by the chairs and started snapping. Lucky the ushers are only stopping and napping those standing or rushing to front. And omfg. Ppl start to rush to the front! Its so high and i joined in too! Gikwang is right infront of me singing dancing so happily. Omg totally electric-fied! So happy putting on that sweet smile. :D mesmerised! Then he took off his top and threw to the crowd. Towards my direction but landed behind me. And omfg. They lunged for the tee and i almost dropped my cam -.- they look like tigers fighting over a small piece of meat wtf. Wont go fight with them. Better to snap pics! Lols. Shiok. Super happy! Kept replaying in my mind. ' you, you, you, you, you, you beautiful my girl, my girl' (: yes kikwang is the most attactive!
yoseob's face is as chui =.=
JunHyung looks better in real life
our maknae, doongwoon features are real sharp- prince charming hehh.
as for Doojoon, he's mischievous! made us laughed alot~
and the last one, i cant even get his name right. =.= ps ah.


3rd August.
yesyes im back maple. and myyuki told me edwin has been eyeing my cutepink lvl. made me so stress. wth. so i leveled her :) thanks to my pt yest. (there was 2x!) they are real nice people. 1 frm msia, 1 in NS. both 20+ like me!. OH NONO, we're all 18. young at heart :DDDDDDDDDD HW is so nice to gimme 3mil!!! cos he pitied me? gt hacked previously. and i wanna buy my blue bazura. lols. soo kind~ and HM offers help to help me get helm~ :)

maple is now fun, no longer hav to face so dao and rude xmm and xdd. talk to em like talk to wall. dam pissed cans. anw maple is down now. damn sians....
oh they gave out free hair coupons! can u believe it? and i got a cock-ier hairstyle than chingu =----= mine is all cornrows + tied in 2 buns like chun li. cornrows chun li hairdo. sucks big time = n =
gg to use the 30k ACASH shiro bought for me soon. *HE'S SOO NICE RIGHT?!!! actually recently i find tt he's really a nice guy sia. super understanding. hahaha glad to have him! mayb its bcos my sis kept psyco-ing me saying tt he's the best. if it is others, i would hav been single half of my lifetime. cos only he can tolerate me = 3 =

okay. what else happened?
my class started, monday 1 Aug. i paid 1mths worth of salary for one subj and im daydreaming in class. =.= i really shd buck up man. srsly need to adjust my mood from holiday to schling mood zzz. Laura is even worse, she dint realise tt it is Aug already thrfore she missed the 1st lesson. LOLS. super dry okay, Information Systems. lols.

AHHHH i went TIOMAN on 13-15 jul!! :)
with chingu, MX & Fang, both her cousins :D
snorkeled like crazy, at first i thought i will be scared of fishes but its ok. cos they wont come near you. lucky i dint encounter any water snake, shark (vegetarian), turtles. that will be real scary. the corals are all so PREETTTYYY ^ ~ ^ i dont mind gg back there again thou its bored at night, but we turn in dam early cos the day activities worn us all out hahaa.
sporty trip instead of a slack +relax one. we even trek abit to the waterfall up a hill/mountain? lols. shioks. and the experience on the speedboat is once in a lifetime man. cos we got soaked cos of the heavy rain!! LOLS. eyes cant even open o___o

coming sat will be our PICNIC :D
celebrating Rui & panda unni's bdaysss.
we have pretty cupcakes & twinstar cakes. =)
bet they both will love it. hehe
anw im buying the groceries today, im incharge if mashed potatoes, brocoli, mats & i wanna add mushrooms (a new recipe i learnt frm sharon! hehe)
cant wait for sat!
but at the same time sad cos i cant go sylvia's bday. the theme is cool. zoo theme. so wanted to wear the kitty ears hairband i bought frm korea sighs. and take pics with my bimbs! T___T

speaking of sharon, she is getting her car after nat day! so cool. can hitch a ride soon. buahaha. eggcited~

another colleague tendered. nt surprising anymore.

some revamp to our workscope. O-O does it matter?

yes our D&D was last friday! our table theme was BASEBALL> YAYYY
so nice to see every one dresses in same uniform ^^ super happy that day!
but the MRT srsly pissed me off big time. im sure tt i wont be late if tt dam MRT dont cropped up. i waited 20 freaking minutes for a MRT train to arrive! WTF. fking pissed pls. until the 3rd train then i managed to hopped on. FYI, i reached at 650pm. and i bought mart at 723pm. like WTHHH. luckily my mood got lighter when i saw my unni and chingus. haha. had great fun. thou dint win any lucky draw items AGAIN. T nT

heeeee. we met Charles sometime in Jul at Bugis. so long nvr see him and true enough the leopard nv change its spots. he's stillll as.......... BHB as ever! its like i cant really stand but to SHOOT him back. he says he earn alot more than starhubbers. of cos luh. we're all underpaid. wth. and keep saying he's handsome tts why the employer converted him to perm. arghs. so i purposely suggest him treating all of us a MEAL. make sure we suck his money dry. BUAHAHHA so evil, ikr =x
and he's pretty serious abt it! LOLS. invited us to an even called "FEAST" in FB. decided on 3rd sept~ which is MY 8TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY + CHINGU's BIRTHDAY. LOLS. anw shiro is wrking tt day so i can attend the buffet. cant give that a miss xD


oh and fri will be bimbs outing again~ we caught monte carlo in jul. (that was our v 1st movie outing) hehe. and nw i suggested Bridesmaid, coming fri :)
hehe. eggcited yes!

caught HP7-II last sunday :3
not bad but feels like it was pushing the plot.
Harry's son: Albus Serverus Potter is such a CUTIE! totally mesmerized with him!
Blue eyes, dimples. so perfect! hahhaas

next up the list will be Captain America. yayyy.

Long time no see!!
it is SHIRO'S BIRTHDAY TODAY,dint bake anything, instead, bought a durian cake or him. hahas, gg to get him a pair of sneakers too. most prolly will be getting them later.
such poor thing, was posted on duty on his bday. worked frm last night till this morning, ard 10am. and whats more?? it was raining cats and dogs this morning!!! so he cant get home with his bike. = n = and im also stuck at home, wanted to head to office to clear some stuffs before heading to shiro's sty ( since he needs sleep).
and amazingly, the aircon in office was omg stuffy. and i was kinda dumb, i actually brought home the cake yest and then bring back to office tdy. stupid or what? shd jus leave it there overnight. LOLSSSS.

now im stuck at his sty, wanted to continue watching Paradise Ranch (Oh my sweet Chang Min!!) but his asshole lappy's earphone plug has gt problem, sound is only out thru speakers. =.= so wanted to see Changmin!! sighs.
intent to get Alex and his frds out for steamboat tonight, but seem like they cant make it.- ___ - y not smooth one? pissed. nvm, we'll celeb tgt then!
and i just wasted 3 polaroids instax!!! FML. got scolded by my sis. sighs. totally dint knw! heart pain.

some updates
APPLIED TAMPINES BTO. the application was jus over on the 2nd June.
it is effing popular and high demand. the ratios were 4.3 application to 1 unit. FML.
i really dont wish to pick low level units. T A T

caught up with so many shows like Caribbean, HangOverII, Thos, Beastly.
Hangover II is totally worth to watch! (thou i've gotten free tix frm my sis. hhaa)
it is funny + thrilling, cos it took place in Bangkok, super dangerous place! some nude scenes too which i kept eeewing, cos not nice at all! not like Ashton Kutcher's ass.. wahha oppps. Caribbean not bad at all. still very Jack Sparrow! her mermaids are the hot topic aye? beautiful but lethal. cant stand their jaws and cant img them eating males under the sea. yucks. find the mermaid called "SELENA" pretty! haha guess he killed the lover in the end too huh??? there was no ending to that. aiish

exams are over!!! thats like the impt part yes?
i actually typed some stuffs in my mobile meant for blog, but they are somehow stuck in there cos i cant connect to shiro's wi-fi. =.=
anws. the hardest paper in my opinion was MICRO. killer paper. the past year papers and ques are of no use pls. not sure if i can pass that. *curses
guess the other 3 are alright? not sure thou.
just made my way dwn to SAA to enroll for nxt year's modules.
took 3 like how they suggested to me. just in case i failed any of the curent ones.
the payment is the troublemaker. dint knw my UOB Nets card has a limit at 2k. i dint have enough funds in my POSB bcos i've jus purchased 5tickets of BEAST fanmeet tickets few days back! (will touch on that later) so funds running low in POSB.
so last resort was to deposit cash into my POSB and get them to swipe both cards.
and oh what the shit, they actually calculated wrongly and actually i have enough funds in my POSB card. difference was 300bucks. dangs. wasted time and shiro was nagging at me non-stop zzzz. sighs.

okays back to the Beast fanmeet! yes we are going! 161bucks per ticket. LOLS.
and i managed to secure the "best" seats amongst unni and chingul thus i used my card to make payment. lols. heartache to see such huge fund deducted, will be covered up soon. im using my kim jaejoong fund to buy beast tickets cos JYJ failed me. sighs. jaejoong is once again unreachable for me. D:
anw the fanmeet will be on 2nd July.

unnis and chinguls are all preparing for their exams these few days/weeks.
going to meet them on 13rd june ( their last paper) to have dinner at airport, since exam venue is expo. hehehe. BEST OF LUCK TO ALL OF THEM, HOPE THEY CAN CLEAR ALL PAPERS THIS TIME ROUND! :DDDD

saw so many people gg overseas. and impt point is they are all full time students!!
here i am a part time student, slaving for job and studies, no extra funds to make any overseas trips. rather sad yar? no idea how thy get the funds to enjoy. i also wanna enjoy :(

meeting myyuki up tmr and she'll be bringing me to hottest wings. heeeeehe.
she's so kind to always being this noob here ard SG for goodfood. wahahaa. i need to learn more abt goodfood aye? since shiro hadda bike now.

buddies are planning a chalet in july!!
i think we need to meet up to discuss the food, activities and stuffs soon.
will it be like last time? not sure if i can stay for both nights! still need work sia. or to apply leave? lols.


AND LASTLY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAINIE YANG AND MICKY YOO CHUN!!

JUST THE END OF 2ND PAPER WANTED TO BURN ALL THESE. BUAHAHA







23rd april.
Oh god. Found a guy almost as perfect as my jaejoong! His name is YUTAKI :D But too bad, think most of his photos were photoshopped :x but his closeup shots are all so nice, hmm pretty i mean. :X he have got so many photoshoots! Envy sia. Maybe he's a model? Not sure too. Dont have the time to stalk YET. And saw a perfect girl super pretty and cute. Jap style ttm! She's yutaki's ' twin': MIYAKE both are so pretty and perfect! Her double eye lids are effing nice! Wonder how she did it! And surely there're falsies. Wonder what type she uses. There's make up tutorials, havent watch YET ! See if i've time tonight. Currently writing notes for micro. And tmr, am attending star awards! Glee! With sis and her frds. :3 FANN WONG! Hehe.

Omg myyuki just told me that she saw yutaki before! He's very tall. I like tall guys! Wahaha. Thought he's short cos most japstyled guys are all short, but he's exception. Happy. (: will keep a lookout for him, might just bump into him in town or something. Haa.

Things that i wanna do when exams are over? I've listed them down in my diary, around 18things. Lols. Like very little aye? O.o anw clubbing and diet are on the top of the list! Time to have fun man. And also i have to catch up with my frds! Been so long! And i felt like am more of a geek, only studies, no outings for 1whole month, wait, isit more than that? O.o

I cant stand my fringe! Have yet to trim it. I wanted to pend everything till after 18may. Hope im able to tahan till then, very ugly! Dont like to leave em down. I want to try long fringe again, cos i've already lost that feeling. Lols.

27th apr.
The dates are getting nearer! Am currently on my micro notes, completing soon... Last lesson of micro tdy. Realised there's much not known! -.- cold sweat. Need more practice! I like a tweet by bao! "gain weight, bad complexion, smelly hair, lifeless eyes- these are the doings of exam period." yes dammit.
Alright, i've decided to purchase the polaroid cover frm myyuki. :3 gave sharon the site, and she's tempted as well, lols. The sky blue one totally looks lovely! Love the colour much! (:

I dint eat laksa for lunch, but my tummy is super bloated. Zzz. Uneasy. And there was this girl that sat infront of me with perfume. I almost died.


11th may. Wednesday.
Just finish my 2nd paper!! ROAR. I studied like mad for this one. Slept less than 3hrs. And was afraid of the calculation ques. Cause me much stress. Sheena damm zai. Think she can do anything! 3papers straight daily. Power! She woke at 12am this morning, and study all the way till morning. Our paper was at 10am cui. Lols. Anw lucky the theory questions saved my ass. Did 3theory and 1cal. Buahaha. (omg there's this little malay boy, he just splat onto the bus window. Wtfs. )

Anw yups shiro just set off to Bintan today!. He's so cute! Its the first time he's outta the city w/o family or me. Kept smsing tell me he's setting at the harbour and call me not to miss him. LOLS. Funny max, but why so cute!? >~< its good luh, GE must be so tiring for him. Glad he can rest. And yar, our aljunied is no longer under pap! It is uncertain and scary. But exciting too! Wonder whats there for us. My neighbourhood cheered when the results were announced in the wee hours sia. So many ppl shouted outside their living rooms windows and frm downstairs. Wahaha. Something i've not encountered before! Unity? Lols! I need to stock up some food as my lunches next few days till wed. Cant go do paper with empty stomach! And cant absorb the contents if there's no energy in me. Argh.

tiring! was actually thinking of gg backto wrk tdy, BUT i dint want to see a certain someone so decided not to. whats more i cannot miss TongYi ChnU @7pm show. wahaha
so shd giv myself some time to relax relax. i'll read up my FR later.

it is really KNS that people start to say George Yeo is such a talent waste bcos Ajunians voted him out. oh wells PLEASE REFLECT AND THINK ABT IT. WHO THE FK CAME UP WITH THE STUPID METHOD BY COMBINING DIFF GRCS LIKE ALJINIED, 5 DIFFERENT AREAS? so WHO TO BLAME? of cos the creator of all this mess! you brought it upon yurself. anw it is very wrong to be over dependent on him. some other people might work better than him. change is not exactly a bad thing! maybe they'll create a NEW TITLE for him if he is really too big to lose. (they have the ability to do that okay) not really happy abt this point, esp when there's this Jaejoong fan that says Aljunians are brainless people. TO HELL WITH YOUR WORDS. so she like those monarchy style? where the KING RULE THE WORLD? then i suggest she migrate to communist country or something. y stay in this well developed country?
and then tt SMLee says Aljunians will REPENT like WTF? like it is a grave mistake that we must feel guilty and regret our actions? please man, do some soul searching. zzz. step on my tail for nthing. im not interested in all these until he SAID TT SENTENCE. drove the youngsters mad! so then his son came on TV and apologised. oh well??
all these politics tactics. so despicable.


alright 2 down, 2 more to goooo
MICRO AND FINANCIAL REPORTING. AJA AJA FIGHTING!

pics from Jayden's 2nd bday :D
cant post myyuki, protected. AHAHA









another lonnng post here. wahahha\


18th march 2011
Went midnight movie with shiro yest! :D cos he refused to watch with me on tues, got me so mad. So i sorta force him into my plan. Hehheh. Right after my class i went eunos, and he ride us both to downtown. He dont knw the route to my class + highway is too dangerous for now. So yeah. Im still very tensed up as pillion :x when we were walking out frm the parking lot, he suddenly told me there's shooting star in the sky. I thought he's joking, like he always does. But when i look up... YES! IT IS THE LEGENDARY SHOOTING STAR! It is on fire. And part of it broke away and the light gets dimmer and dimmer as it flew passed. Omfg. Lucky! And just like anyone, the wish i made was to see another shooting star. Buahaha!! So funny. And shiro wanted his number plate to strike 4D. lols. We caught RED RIDING HOOD at 2340 :) the theatre is pretty cool. They have tables! Like those in our tutorial rooms. The show is great! Henry looks alot like NICHKHUN! Omg totally over him! Told shiro that he looks like nich and there's no response at all -w -

21st march.
Okay so i got my bonus so what? The amt is so fking little. Not even 2months. Like i say it is either my sup mark me down or our dept is doing real bad. FML. And now there's cashflow probs. Its been months since i saved the usual 600bucks for my schfees! Ever since sbl 'retrenched' me. .. Thought i am able to throw a sum into my savings account. Seem like that is impossible. Sigh. Anw found out from my freshie, whos a contract staff, earning effing 2k per month! And i calculated. My salary + bonus IS NOT EVEN HER ANNUAL INCOME. So seriously FML. The market outside is so good now! Wonder hows the length of contract! Tempted max! Lols.
Jump of topic. Shiro is so nice! Guess there's nothing much he can do too. He fetched me whenever he can! :) to and fro expo last fri, when i went to meet shar at expo. Loreal sales! Glee. I ring him up, and he'll fly to me. Haha! Its quite bad when there's rain. Cant wait for him to get his sponsored car license and he can fetch me ard :3 hehe.

Anw ifairy lenses new series are ALL SO PRETTY! Im so damm tempted to purchase them all. Well maybe i picked the wrong buyer, thou it is cheaper, looks like the waiting time is going to be real long. So i've decided to purchase more frm another fast spree. So i can wear them as soon as possible! Buahaha! (but recently no time to choose em..sad) tmr will be super busy. Cos i went on leave fri and today. Things definitely will get piled up. Zzz. It is already good enough that i didnt receive any sms or calls regarding work! It keeps haunting me. -........-

Micro mock paper is back. I scoped 17 out of 100! Already expected that i'll flunk it but i dint knw it will be this bad! I dint practice the tutorials and thats the end result. Haha! Most scared of micro, god! Anw i saw 2more papers on the table with almost the same marks as mine, guess tats the reason behind the ' extra free lesson' then? O.o

Was chatting with laura abt the photoshoots and told her abt the taiwan package shiro and i bought. And omg. I think we should go already!. But dont knw when! Sudden urge. Thou i know that i cant due to budget and size! Buahaha. And guess what? I found ido wedding on fb! Korean style photoshoots! Oh my! Super tempted! They are the photographers for all couples in WGM! Excitement! Lols.

It is 0119 now. Im a little too excited to go to sleep. Chatted with my freshie and am so glad that i getto know her. Its something that i cant express here, maybe when the time is right, i will. Just in case some bitch comes in here and read my post. My feelings now? I can finally see the light, that my surroundings are no in dullness and frustration. Am keeping this hope and wishing that it will come true.. Be possible and happen for me. Yes!!

22nd march.
Now the fear has surfaced. Fear of losing my glimpse of hope.

And seriously, i look like a devil, a greedy one beside the contented, angelic sharon. = ---= we're totally opposite. Sometimes i cant stand it... We're all in the same boat and she did not even complain abt the slightest thing. -.- easily contented. And yeah, sorry im so not contented and thats me. Wont change for anyone. Lols. Chatted FREELY with charles since his last day is approaching. Was shocked when we heard abt his resignation but yeah, it all makes sense :3 and the thing is, he pitied me. Yes, am really pitiful if you know the situation am in. if you're not experiencing it, it is easy to think positively, speak words of console. And he's good bcos he did none of that. Thanks huh! All i can say is people change. Drastic change, so much that you dont even know if you really know that person. So much that you dont even want to label that person as a friend or someone related to you.

Can my hope not die off?

25.03.11
Charles last day. Dint getto lunch tgt! He went to buy us deserts, something like chocolate cake with crusts. Haha initially we wanted to go pizzahut as farewell lunch. But later found out he isnt joining us! -.- so much for planning! And he's so busy teaching our new colleague so managed to give him short wishes + a handshake. And he went to shake my hands vigorously! Argh. Shd have send my words thru mail, but too bad, i went to shut down desktop! Buahaha.
Anw yest we went to parkway crystal jade to have lunch. Sorta like dept farewell lunch for him. Haa. And i bought a present for my sis! Which is rare! Lols! Bought a melody screenprotector, 19bucks. Mok and charles then went to buy koi. (:

It is mock exam style for there 2lessons of pobf! Tried 3ques today. Everyone left the class. -.-

And i got shiro to fetch me frm eunos again. Hoho. That asshole really skin itchy. Did not meet me yest, instead went to celeb ' getting bonus' with the colleagues. He shd then celeb with me and spend on me eh. =3 = buahaha!

Going to maple clinic coming mon. Its been decided. My back is getting worse. The dryness is spreading wth! Now even my upper back and shoulders are getting dry. Seriously fml. Argh. I need to get rid of it. The dryness is making my whole back so itchy. Damm :(

30th march.
I actually forgot abt my leave today! Wtf. See? Was so busy that it totally slipped off my mind! Zzz goin to talk to my sup tmr see if i can apply some other day... Can she be understanding? We will see.

And i went to maple clinic monday. Shiro was supposed to fetch me there! Cos it is famous for the long queue. And that dumb ass actually brought his black beaut to workshop. Told me he's installing his box and changing handle bar. Zzz. So rich? So i complaint that he did not spend on me. Not even a pair of shoe. haa. He's so late and unable to reach on time! So i rushed out myself. Took the bus that is slow like tortoise. So wanted to get off and flag a cab. But scared that there's no cab. So i dropped at the stop to interchange buses heading to tp. Luckily i spotted a cab and flag for it! Reached there at 630 zzz. And there's like 26people infront of me! Wtf. Was alone so i went twitter. Shdnt have done that? I received a heart aching news. JYJ CONCEPT CANCELLED IN SG. How can it be true! My jaejoong not coming anymore?? I want to see him! Was more like very shock and mass send smses. Lols. Ringed kelsey too. But she's in the theatres not knowing this news! After 20mins of chaos in twitter, they revealed that the cancellation is still unconfirmed. What is going on?!

Anw shiro reached at ard 730 with full black face. Can see how pissed he is with that workshop scvs. Zzz. I was still queuing for my no. at that point of time. -.- my no. was 27. Looked at his bike and i started cursing too. Paid 110bucks? To block his meter? He cant see any of the digital figures, be it speed or tank level. Wth man. Nagged for ard 15mins. He then try to readjust it himself and tryout if it is steady. Then we went tender best (: been so long!! Ate ribs. My fave :3 and guess what? We went back at 830 and? Guess the number. Like seriously? It is no.8!! Yes wtf. We cld have gone to tm shop or something! Zzz so we went up to his pig sty to pass time. And went back before 10. Should say lucky? The no. was 26 :D hee.

Okay. This is what the doc told me. That my skin is generic. [ONE LOOK AND SHE KNOWS!] super dry. Therefore i have to apply alot of oil to my skin. To lock the oil + moisture in. I cant bathe more than once per day cos water harms my skin. It causes evaporation which leaves my skin drier than before. I have to bathe in oil, apply oil 3times per day. More intensive at night. Not allowed to apply lotion because its water content is very high. Only allowed to apply oil on my skin. And must constantly keep my skin 'shiny'. This skin is killing my life -.- i hope it gets better and heal the scars on my back :( which is kinda impossible given current situation. Sigh. Anw the total bill is 83bucks! So much lower than what i expected :x and shiro foot the bill :D thanked him via text at night. And his replies touched me! He says that i've helped him so much in the past, helping him foot medical bills when he's sick. Esp the stingray incident afew years back. When i've money constraints i still fork out money to help him. [yes thats what i did! And i seriously dont rmb the amt] and he REMEMBERED HOW MUCH I HAD PAID FOR THAT TRIP TO THE CLINIC! He says it is 43bucks. Omfg. He actually remembered and did not forget my good to him! I thought he ady forgotten them. Lols. Super touched cos he's one damm good guy aye??

2nd april.
Was tricked by my sup on april's fool day! My brain automatic searched for survivor strategies. But sharon is again too angelic. She freaked out and on the verge of tears -.- afraid of changes. Lols. Anw i forgot all abt my leave on 30th. Too busy with closing! God. So applied 2half days coming week.

Went jayden present hunting last tues. Found the present but too big a size for me to hold as pillion. :( need to go get it myself. Sigh. Anw i saw pair of shoe frm mondo. Finding time to go purchase it :x

Went ivy's yesterday tried the so called laser thing to remote my pigmentation. The process is not painful. It is the bathing part that hurts the like hell! Omg. Hope it all heals well... Shiro came to fetch me :3 he travelled thru expressway! And made his way u ivy's blk safely + smoothly. :D then i lead him to amk central. Quite a mess! I know the way but somehow abit mixed up and we ended up at my hometown, amk ave10. LOLS. So its like going a big round :x and amazingly he's not pissed or anythin wahaha. But thinking back i kinda like the feeling where we explore new things together and learn through the same experiences. Hee. ^^ its gonna be a new set of challenge when we head to myyuki's hse on jayden's bday :X

4th april.
Movie marathon with my sis yest! Both free thats why we cant miss. There's 2extra tickets for rio. But surely no one wants the tickets except for young ppl like me :x anw caught LIMITLESS@1930 and then 3D RIO @2130. So fun! First at ps, then at cathy. Hee. Limitless is nice. The NZT CLEAR PILL is like everyone's dream! But the side effects are horrible too. Its an action movie and the male lead's eyes will penetrate into yours super nice colour! Bright clear blue! Very nice! As for rio, it is a funny flick. The birds are super cute. Especially those tiny fat short birdies! The eyes dam huge too. Haha. Im laughing throughout bcos i find them really lame. Eg. Birds have club too! The song not bad eh! Anw took cab home. Watching is not tired. The restlessness comes after everything. Haha.

8April.
Received sucha scary news in the morning. Shiro ringed me early in the morning, was walking to work and he told me his father had heart attack at 3am. His mum called him up and they sent him to the hospital. Wtf. My greatest fear actually happened to his dad. Zzz i shd take greater care for my dad. Sigh. So am going to visit his dad in the hospi tmr... Then we'll head to myyuki's hse. It will be totally sleepless for him cos he's currently working. And he'll fetch me to hospi aft his wrk at ard 10am. Zzz. Hope he can catch some sleep later... Anw just nice starhub has yu yan sang sale. Bought some tonics for heart probs and also for my dad. Spent 67bucks -.- and i've once again broken my acc floor.

11thapril.
Time files. I've visited shiro's dad at the hospi and i've attended jayden's bday party. Shiro's dad did the ballooning at CGH. THEY ARE SUCH GOOD LIARS AYE? Told my dad that they do not have such equipment in the hospi therefore have to defer him to tan tock seng. Zzz. Anw his dad seemed well and the blockage is caused by CIGARATTES. Excuse me, shiro please open your dam eyes and see! Zzz. Not only cancer but heart attack too. Really harms health ttm. Then we rode to simei. Bought the wooden clips for sharon. Then i saw HELIUM BALLOONS! The size is just right for shiro's box so i bought it. (: was so happy! And who the hell knows, after we rode 3mins under the blazing sun, we heard 'bomb' gone. The balloon exploded! NOOOO! T.T sigh then i became super sad. Zzz. No special thing for jayden. So am sad. Hope shiro able to get his licence this year so he can drive me there next year. And so i can buy a car FULL OF HELIUM BALLOONS! Buahaha. > w < plus his mum actually told me that she'll change the red car plate to black car plate when shiro obtain the lic. Super rich huh?! O.o

Guesst what?! TAMPINES AND PASIRRIS WILL BE HAVING BTO SALES LAUNCH IN MAY 2011! WTF I KNOW! LOLS! Now im worried abt the ballot number and whether the windows are full length. Argh... My worries are like a black hole. There's no bottom to it. Zzz. Somemore the application is in may. Confirm clash with my exams! Cold sweat. Suddenly so many worries i cant even finish reading my micro! Brain is filled with empty worries and thinking if im of right age to marry nots. HAHA! Afraid that i'll become like my mum.. Complain abt my father that he dont cook, dont wash. Do nothing at home. Scary. Trying to train shiro so he wont be like my father. Trying to avoid!

14thapril.
Time files. Another freakin month to my exams! Shit the time. And classes are still on going! I dont have time to study this week! Took half day tmr till monday, BUT, saturday will be wasted bcos i've got class and i promised my bimbs and freshies that i'll be there. :X too bad shiro working, otherwise i'll surely get him to fetch me back. Roar. Omg. Stress sia. I've yet to complete my micro. Few more pgs to go. Need to start practicing like seriously.. And there's still more, my NOTES. Zzz. Gotta buck up more, no pain no gain! And know what? Im meeting nigel and guys on good friday. Really dont feel like going cos am running out of time. Decided to get shiro to fetch me already. See how. Need to get home early. Argh.

16thmarch.
Sharon actually got angry with me yest. She's human, not angel. Lols. Anw it was over a person thats totally not worth it. Not even worth me mentioning that person.here. I'll skip that. Just say that i've said the wrong words and then i've decided to let the feelings only be within me. Yes life is full of constraints..

On my way to tp after lesson. Reached class super late today. Like 1445. Cos it was raining cats and dogs! Omg so i left house later. :X anw my taobao spree items arrived on wed! Went to tiong bahru before class. And the owner is late! :( and omg, the stuffs are like super heavy. Wth. Thou not as heavy as e prev xmas gifts, lols. And YAY, THIS IS MY FAVE BATCH OF CLOTHING. 2biker jackets for me. 1for shiro and a stripe long sleeved. Loves! And wow, the quality of shiro's jacket not bad sia. It is the lightest among the others. And the material looks nice too. When i showed him, he's so freakin happy! Hehe. Like suddenly, im proud of myself. XD I've warned him beforehand this time. Die die cannot let his father or bro has it. His cardigan is missing cos either one of them took, or rather borrow and never return! Zzz.

Have soaked and rised the jackets. Cant wait for them to dry up! Glee.


today: 17 april 2011
was v disappointed in shiro.
i have done my best to nag to threaten and to convinced.
yet his mindset is still the same.
now tt his father is showing him real life example of the consequences of smoking, he totally have no intention of quitting.
these words even came out of him, saying tt if he's single he can be carefree and do anything that he wants, like wtf.
and even told me to find some RICH and HEALTHY guy instead. whats wrg with his fking rotting brain? pissed.

those words proved many things.
mayb im no longer THAT impt in his eyes anymore.
he's now willing to let me go and rather be ALONE.
i can be easily taken out of his life, no prob with that bcos all he wants now is his unhealthy life and cigarettes. =---= that is the meaning of those words to me.

and for the first time in like 7years, im having doubts.
if his feelings changed, there's nothing more to be done.
stupid bloody fat asshole.

i cant stop myself from blogging this!
JAEJOONG IN ELLE KOREA, MOVIE STILL- PERFECT DAY: JAEJOONG, KILLER J
( AND HE ALREADY KILLED ME WITH HIS LAUGHTER, SKIN, TATTOO, PRETTY FACE,AND SEXY BODY)
and this is one phase that i like from the comments by one of the fan:

"I don't understand why the whole Korean population is not in the streets protesting for JYJ's cause right now. Because it's a human rights violation to deny citizens the pleasure of seeing this damn fine specimen of man everywhere on national TV.

Jae looks so cool holding a gun. His smile brightens my day. I didn't think I'd still obsess over a pop star at my age, but damn he's hot. And so cute under that blanket ^^ "

this is my sentiments exactly.
WHY THE HELL IS KOREA SI SCARED OF SME?
AND THEY ARE RESTRICTING THE VIEWER'S RIGHTS TO WATCH THEIR FAV IDOLS ON TV ESP MUSIC BANK. EVEN HINDER THEIR ACTIVITIES AND SUDDEN CANCELLATION OF AIRING OF SHOWS AND APPEARANCES. SO NOW S.KOREA IS SCADY CAT?
sigh i really want to see more jaejoong and i dont want him to suffer this way D:







haha he look so diff with his hair up :3
all so cool. too bad there aint any eng sub ( so far)
and am dying to knw what he expressed abt the tattoos on his back and "keep the faith" tattoo. xD

some randomees again!


Bday present from my beloved yong! XD love it!!!



Chinguls and my EXCiTE Prog in Starhub!



Group shot @UniVerStudios. Shiro's colleagues and fam members :3


current nail decos ^^


Shiro & i on CNY2011 (Day2)


15.03.2011
Disgusting. SP actually send me 2010 and was blind of me to work on it.
Now im left with 2days. Eliminating today, cos that lady isnt wrking today! Omfg.

Shiro is real funny yest, brought his sis bike jacket for me. It is made of quality material. Must have cost a bomb man!
Super hard I cant even bend my arms properly. And I sat like a ROCK, yes like a rock behind shiro.
Completely stick myself to him. Haha
But it wasn’t scary o.o the wind is shiok! Jus fear that my contacts might dry up. LOLS.
And when it is going at high speed, you’ll have the urge to raise your hands high up in the air and scream! Buahaha
That’s how it felt like! It is not a sport bike, not scary :D

Extra lesson suddenly added in on coming mon, 21/03. Im on leave =.= dam spoiler.
Means I have to waste half day travelling there and back. Zzz.

4th day since didi last called home!
He only rang us up on the day he touched down! And MIA-ed till today.
Wonder if he’ll call today. Cant bear to see my mum so worried, thou she is trying hard to occupy with work and stuffs, it is so obvious tt she’s waiting for his call. Don’t knw whats gg on there man = 3 =
And funny thing happened yesterday. Seriously think that papa should teach/ coach my mum MATHS like how he did to us in the past man =.=
My mum maths FAIL TTM!
She is converting to Full time. And so she wanted to calculate how much she’s earning per day.
She actually went to multiply her salary amt by 30days!!! OMFG. Whats she doing man! Faint! So super funny luh.
Blur mum!!

Japan disaster is so terrible!
Initially I watch the vid mok showed us on CNN News Site.
It is like a toppled glass of water slowly spreading across the fields and roads.
I thought it is kinda slow.
But after watching the vids Japanese recorded over the news, im stunned.
The speed of the water is so damn fast! Appox 1000km/hr? FkG.
They must have witnessed a lot of deaths standing up there.
The cars on the roads……………guess they are all dead, their destiny to meet the water.

Ate my stingray and kangkong yesterday!! Best :D
I told shiro that we will grow fat. Cos he’s able to access ullu but nice places to have popular dishes.
Oh no, disaster man.
Maybe can follow myyuki to the erm hot spicy chicken wing place? Hahaas

urge to shop!
found the bag that i want ( Well sorta) on taobao. gg to order soon. coming fri BONUS DAYYYY wahahahhaa!


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14.03.2010
To learn, explore, seeing different perspective on life, discovering new cruisines, experiencing varied activities together.
Came upon this on the newspaper. Find it interesting cos that is the way I am looking at things.
Anyone knows what it meant?

Sinful Sunday just passed.
I actually let the day pass without studying ANYTHING.
Stayed at home, watched GAIN & KWON WGM.
Touched me deeply at epi 64. Gain was finally moved to tears by Kwon.buahhaha
Both the MC and the guest cried and followed by me. LOLS.
And it ended. Happy things always come to an end.

Today marks the day im riding for the FIRST REAL TIME!
Plan to swim but received an sms from my sis that changed my mind.
The Japan’s radioactive particles are in the clouds and if it rained, it may be harmful.
Can u imagine a pool of raindrops? =.= ( it rained today!) sighs.
But im surely going to get my stingray and kangkong :D

Sometimes I am scared by my ambitious heart.
There is so many things I want to do. But I don’t have the ability to.

Wrote a draft letter for jaejoong yest > /// <
Going to translate them into korean and write them on a board.

Shiro's new bike :3


Shiro and i went Universal studios. this was before CNY hehe!


Val.day 2011


on my 22nd bday ZOUK :D with Christopher Lee.


CNY with Jayden godson :D his bday is reaching! next mth!



it is like decades since im here blogging.
That day i opened my diary. TO MY HORROR, the last entry was stuck at 20th Dec 2009!
isit bcos im getting old???? i shd really continue writting my diary, dint want to miss out any good memories and stuff. time elapse for 1 whole year.

Latest news: didi touched down in Taiwan yesterday evening.
and in office, they switched on CNN news. there was an Earthquake and Tsunami in Japan. it was said that it will hit Taiwan and other states too. and suddenly i dont knw where my bro is heading to! SMSed him but no reply. i knw the tsunami aint tt scary like the one in Bali, cos i saw the news and videos. anw my sis was unaware and she cried over the phone!!!
worse still i was carrying a worried mood when im doing my last mock paper. when i came out at 2130, i saw my sis sms stating that my mum cried TWICE. omfg. knew this will happen.
called her and she told me my mum was watching the news and she effing saw taiwan president stating that taiwan is under preparation and ready to receive the tsunami, they even went to the extend to close ALL SCHOOLS. WTH. so mum cried bcos it sound fking serious. made me all worried. lucky my didi called back ard 2330 yesterday. he is situated near KenTing, in an area considered in the MIDDLE of TW. and shit the hotel/ officers. they are all unaware of the situation. they dont even know taiwan is preparing for such disaster and the hotel does not have a TV. wtf.
i did warn him, but they are taking it too lightly. on the other hand, it is good to hear tt he's all relax and happy. sighs.


Mock exam is over! attended all 4 papers. studied most for PoBF. 8 chapters.
the rest i managed to cover only half. and MICRO is not an easy paper man. = n =

Shiro got his bike license and his bike- YAMAHA r16. :D
need to get my helm soon.
must be all the naggings from mum tts y i dont really dare to get on.
his plate no is 1889. it looks familar. and with the godly sensitivity towards NUMBERS, my mum told me that it is shiro's and my birth YEAR!! AINT THAT AMAZING? 1988 TTM <3

OK gtg. class later!!!





alright i will just paste the past entries from my phone. (most recent at the top)
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10.01.2011
What is my New Year Resolution?
I wonder???! Havent been thinking abt it till I saw myyuki’s on her blog.
Think im too concentrated and headache over my upcoming exams.
My leave cant get thru ( my initial plan) and I came up with a “SPREAD OUT LEAVE” plan.
Which will be spread out from feb till may.
the prob is May.
I wonder if she’ll allow me to take the first 2.5weeks off. (which is very unlikely but I will try my best to fight for it. it is crucial and I even got Charles and Mok to help me out T . T) if this ever gets through, I will treat them to lunch or something for sure!

Anyway my exam dates are as follows:

9th May : Principles of banking and finance
11th May: Corporate Finance
16th May: Microeconomics
18th May: Financial Reporting.

This is stressing me much, esp for my Micro. ( it sucks btw, TTM)


Okay so whats my resolution this year?
1. Save MONEY. This is like top top priority, esp when I break my own rules and broke my bank account floor. ( need to save back at least to my floor amount)

2. Study more. I think im being too slack? I should be more disciplined this year and study when I have free time.

3. Exercise more/ Eat Lesser titbits/ Rice to the minimum.

4. Get my dry skin healed. Hopefully with sponsors from Shiro and mum.

5. FAIRER? I think that’s impossible. Please ignore this no. 5. LMAO!

6. WILL WATCH FIREWORKS ON 31 DEC 2011 ( count dwn for 2012).


Is that a lot? Currently these are the stuffs on my mind.
By right I wanted a KL/bintan/redang trip somewhere in june. But well.
No money, no leave = no talk. LOL

Sissy and I had started watching RunningMan together!
Gwangsoo and gary are such FUNNY PEOPLE!
They made me and my sis laugh a lot bcos of the expressions they have. LOLS.
But Gwangsoo is seriously not bad when it comes to games. Cos he hav LOOONNNGG LEGS.
He run super fast! ( so far I kept supporting the MC- JaeSuk’s team)
And joong ki is in the variety as perm guest :3
Okay he looks super fair and cute in there!
And when I went bugis for him. He looks totally diff on stage!
Tanned and w/o double eye lids. Thinking back, it is exactly like an IMPOSER standing on stage!
TOTALLY DON’T LOOK LIKE THE JOONG KI I KNOW OF. = n =

Nichkhun and Jessica went on the shw.
Sica is sucha weakling. I really dint expect her to be this “isolated, walking at the back, showing tired expression”
she shd be lively and cute right? RIGHT? (abit disappointing)
Nich is as cute as always. And he is sporty as well.
The camera man dint focus on him much but he sure is a gd team player :D

Okay shiro was sick yest.
And I decided not to go look for him. Cos I need to start my revision.
Its gonna be hard on him for the rest of the months.
I’ll tell him my plan when I get the chance to.
Anw I wrapped my NANA mangas. And I realised most of my mangas had turned brown! This is so saddening can!
but I cant get a rack for mangas cos there’s no space + my mum will surely nag.
Cant wait to get my own hse and I will surely appoint a nice and cosy corner for them sighs.
I miss NANA. T ---T

I wore the specs shiro paid for me today!
And it is squeezing my head too hard.
Charles kept saying that im using clown specs!
Feel like ticking him off. But I stopped myself bcos he’ll be hlping me in May. HAHA
Yeah it is those v big framed specs. Hahas.
It is something that I like but it is too tight! = A =

And guess what, I dreamt of a bitch this morning.
Like seriously? She is not in my life, not my friend ( anymore) and I dislike her because of her way of life (super low life)
And y did I dreamt of her? I woke up feeling tired. It must be bcos I was holding too much anger in my dreams =___ =
Then I saw her in my twiiter “WHO TO FOLLOW” list today! WTF I KNOW.
Stupid thing. So I went to refresh the page and got rid of her face + name. GLEE.

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I think i have to meditate and think about my life. And to place out my priorities. This is so confusing. And stress. No idea where to start. No idea which to start on. In need of a clear mind. To eliminate fear, avoidance, lies. Not to get distracted by many wants. I just want to concentrate on one thing and try to do my best for that. Is it that hard? Kept questioning myself the same thing over and over again.

Wonder whats the outcome of my hair colour. :3 went to a salon my sis intro-ed. At first i thought we were refering to the same salon. Who knows im wrong. LOLS. And after much trouble, i decided to do my hairdye with her. At MINE'S SALON. My hairstylist is the first i met who DONT TALK AT ALL. Felt super uneasy, cos normally, my make stylists are very talkative. LOLS! So am like a quiet mouse. Cant stand it :( anw there's this stylist here, his eyebrows super JAP! Heartthrobbed when i saw him. Omg. The thing for jap is forever in me i guess. Thin eyebrows are the best. The charisma is there. > w< he's abit old. 30 i think. And he's fair. Wahaha. :X oh i forgot to mention, my sis is rebonding her hair. And im gonna help her pay for hers. And she's goin to pay me back by instalments? -.- by right the price for hairdye is ard 48. And near new year? It is almost double. 95 T.T Lucky i complained to shiro. Then he agreed to sponsor me 50bucks! So great to have a bf.

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Am so tired these few days cos i stayed till late watching PLAYFUL KISS :3 HYUN JOONG NOT BAD. His smile can melt hearts but not as powerful as my jaejae and nichkhun. Glee! And thou my taobao spree stuffs had arrived, it hadda hard time posting out! Cos it weigh 2+kg omfg. I decide to self collect for next spree cos the postage is exp alright. :( dont know if thy attempt to mail to my hse ady nots. Best is i can collect it tmr frm the postoffice. I might need the stuffs on sunday. Haa. And yeah it is so shiok watching drama on bed! My sis mysterious friend gave us a netbook. Wahaha. Quite book! And my sis let me have it. Hmm. I dont have much use of it actually. Just to watch dramas i guess? COS I SUCK AT USING THE TOUCHPAD -.- Lols!

Acca exams are almost over. Its like everyone is not confident. -.- first time taking paper goin to fail ady? That will be a great disappointment. Sigh.

And yay. We're goin to NEX SHOPPIN MALL FOR LUNCH TMR. :) went with mok on tues. And ate qi ji :D we still hav extra time to walk ard for awhile. Went in this jap 'foodcourt' interesting! Haha.

Okay. Coming mon, sis has got free tickets to tron! 3D somemore. :) but it must be gala premire at cathy. Thy are damm strict can. Dont let us bring ANY FORM OF ELECTRONICS INTO THEATRES! Yar. Mp3, phones, laptops. Zz. Which means they are checking bags, which means they will spot me smuggling food in! Wtf. SIGH. Kill me pls. Im thinking of ways now. D:

Anw our IA or interns arrived. There're 2. 1for our team, shin. And 1for rui unni team, yen (dont even knw if tats the right spelling. Haa!). Well. Shin is kinda quiet. And yen is kinda talkative. Lols.

Another sat, 11dec This time i dint head back for ot. I just completed PLAYFUL KISS! And indeed, i fell for hyun joong, starring as seung jo in the drama. >///< beon-deh, chingul, i am your rival now! Buahaha. Im in love with his smile! And i admit that his smile is better than jaejoong's :x yes. So sweet looking! Melts all hearts! And im watching all making films, BTS, NGS avail on youtube. Hee! I saw hyunjoong actually held a fanmeeting in korea back in oct! He sang the ost(which is stuck in my head!) and some other solos. Omg so goin to get his songs frm chingul when she's back on tues :D

Okay i got a shock when i saw my bank balance yest. Damm it. I overspent 1.2k can you imagine? But no worries people, it is not from my savings account which i set aside for my sch fees. The sch fees is untouched, safe. :X lols. Sigh. Thinking of how to patch back the hole when my mum wants my sis and i to share the new bought washing machine. And she too wants us to share cost for the year end family chalet's bbq. I know. This sucks. Means practically 400will be gone. And another 200gone for suju tickets. Maybe i deserve a slap. What am i doing?! Why do i feel like seung jo? I dont understand myself. Sigh.

Okay. It is 12dec. Heading to EOY :) and i have no idea where isit held :x meeting gary now. Haha. Really sad that mika's hakuouki cos was cancelled. D: pretty sad. But she's still goin. Hee and she skyped me yest. Hoho. Anw i found so many hyun joong smiling pics frm the drama. Melts max. He's very playful even during interviews! LOLS. Cute. His smile is really charming~ he announced that he'll be debuting next year! Will he come to sg? I hope so! Haha. Jaejoong and him are best friends. And both of them are caught in the disbandment of their group. Hyun joong group is confirmed broken up. Same fate? I think most prob, he'll come sg. Cos hyungjun already did. Wahaha. Omg i feel very tired -.-

Watched skyline yesterday. Starting thought it was kinda cool. But then as i continue to watch i feel weird but couldnt really put my fingers on it. The graphics are nice. Then when shiro came out. He said that the movie is CHEAPO. I was wondering why. Then he says the casts are random infamous people, the filming took place ONLY IN ONE CONDO, ONE APARTMENT. And additional casts? One security, one couple & one old man(living there) so lame cans. They force the story into a situation such that the casts cannot go anywhere but stay put in the bldg. Dots dots. And know what? The aliens 'won' in the end. Everyone got sucked into the spaceship. Stupid right!

Monday. Here to complain abt work. Luck wasnt with me guess? And mayb god is telling me to stop being a samitran? I shd just reject all their blocked or not due invoices. Cos thats how they treat me. And wtf, instead i helped. And everything is so wrong. All their mris came out unblocked. And excuse me, the senior in the team does it and has the most unblocked stuffs.. Wth. And not only this, seemed like everyone did not look at the date. And i have to change over 20invoices to adjust the payment term. So super effed up.
And then i downloaded hyunjoong's one more time. :D it suit my mood. Lols. Heard frm rui unni that the drama geun suk starred in recently is nice! Tempted to watch that. Haha. And joong ki is coming. Im scared that it will be like hyunjoong's case if i dint go. Roar. So i shd go right? Chingul is so eager to go. Cos she missed hyunjoong previously. And kelsey asked me too. Oh my sun! LOLS. Dono if shannen wil approve not loh. Leave on 20th and 21st -.- headache.

Oh yar forgot to talk abt yest! Vernice is super cute cosing as sexy no jutsu yest! The hair is damm nice. :) :) gary stick to his studioshoot forum friends all the way thru cans! Im so bored! Walking ard alone. Imagine that! Went to search for mika. And found her in pink hair. :3 wahaha. So happy. But then felt abit out of place. Cos of someone. So i went back to gary's hiding place. He saw my sulking face and asked whats wrong. Isit that obvious? Or he know me too well? Buahaha. Yup i told him someone snatched mika away. Cries. Lols. Then i stick to cute vernice all the helping her with her tangled hair :x she kept losing her kunai! =w=

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Ever wonder why am still in starhub? I have no idea.

Sorta quarreled with shiro after so long. Its abt money again. We say that its cool to get engaged on 11.11.11 yes engage doesnt really mean anything just a title a paper. Not much money is needed. My worries: whether he's able to support me? Judging frm the way he's spending now. And only 200bucks goes to the saving insurance. I dont dare to set my foot into the engagement. Who will dare? After engagement thr will be wedding. Then house! Wtf. It is so so goddamm uncertain that i dont dare to agree to it. Kinda scary. But there's something that shiro told me. I think it makes sense. Ok here it goes.. His colleague told shiro that money will never be enough for anything be it wedding or house. If you want to wait till you have enough money, thats not goin to happen. We wld have to wait till? 40 50? Zzz. Well this makes sense. But the bad thing is, if he kept thinking this way... We wont ever save will we? Therefore this sucks. Typing all these out, my thoughts are clearer. But im still wondering am i rushing? What if he's not the one i like? Like my mum? Infinite naggings abt my dad? Complains abt the other half. Will i regret getting myself into all these?

Mayb i hav a brain of 18. I kept thinkin that im still young. Sorta to young to be engaged to someone. My mindset is stuck at 18! I cant think like an adult. I seriously dont think that im one. Zzz

Anw think i dint mention this. Was out wit shiro on wed, the public holi. And know what? When i mention sunday. Shiro gave me a blank look. *EXPECTED. I know whats coming. HE TOTALLY FORGOT THAT HE'S CELEBRATING ADVANCED BDAY FOR ME AT UNIVERSAL STUDIO. Yes and i mean totally swiped off his mind. He even went to book biking lessons on that day! SEE HOW INSIGNIFICANT I AM? I dint even bother to get angry. Jus told him that i expected that from him. Anw then he went to ask ard and stuff. Told me that sunday will be a family day. At bedok hq at 830 in the morning! And when the event ends, we'll take the shuttle bus to sentosa :) cant wait! Im rather vexed over what to wear that day! Roar! Still thinking = u = i thought my taobao stuffs will arrive. But hope is dead. Its not gonna arrive before 21st. :( and and! Nel unni suggested bbq on my bday! Thats pretty cool. Its bcos her co is holding an event thr as well. I dont mind. Cos it is a new experience for my celeb hiak hiak. :D

ANOTHER THING. UKISS IS IN SG LIKE NOW! They are super cute. Calling fans to note on safety thru twitter. Haha!

Sharon jus asked me out :) been real long hahas. Not sure if we're meetin tmr yet.

Oh and i can like finally get my hair washed! So oily sia. It cant even be styled upwards. Too neat! The colour is not really what i wanted. But its ok. I'll dye again for cny xD and great news. Theres AWS BONUS coming dec pay! :D super huge motivation to work. Happy. I can patch part of the hole. Anw sheena that high pay job, gonna end soon =~= thats bcos it is a mnc co. They are ending part of the operation in sg branch. Zzz. But its cool she ends work in feb and she can study! Somemore get paid with a sum for retrenchment. Good life!

Sat. 20th nov.
Jas told me abt sbl's funfair on 21st dec! I wanna go! Wahaha. Planning leave. Not sure if its okay to take. Will have to ask sis when she gets back frm japan. :) heard denise is setting up a tattoo/manicure/face painting booth. Omg sound super cool! Goin to her booth for sure. XD and we're doing xmas gift exchange as well. Hoho. 10bucks worth of present and we'll draw lots. Cool. I have got 2 xmas present exchange currently. The other one is with mylene and jed. Yay.

Wed,24th nov.
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO YONG! :) in another 2days time will be my turn. O.o
I have fallen sick. Am voiceless thou i dont have sore throat. And i have dry cough. Itchy throat! :(

Lets talk abt last sunday! Happy day! Glee.. UNIVERSAL STUDIO DAY WITH SHIRO KUN. An advanced bday celeb prepared by him. :) was supposed to be his police division's family day. And there was lucky draw in the morning. I skipped that event cos i have to doll up. Reached ard 930 by cab. You can imagine how long i took! Hahas. Shiro came out to bring me in. He dint win anything. Knew it man. Lols. Saw the people he's currently working with. His gl looks like a typical leader! The style is there. Haa. Starting i was abit pissed bcos it seemed like he's eager to follow his gl zzz. Even went puff with them. So irritating. Am freakin as the secs passes by. Scared that we might not be able to catch the rides as well as the live perf. >~< we need to queue for approx 40mins for each ride o.o it is that packed! Whats more most of them are singaporeans =3 =
There are several kingdoms. Hollywood, magadasca, shrek, jurassic park, egypt and sci-fi. I love the back streets of hollywood and also the oldfashioned shops and movie theatres :) super cool. Its like we're back in time! And i love shrek castle! Omg it is so beautiful! The 4D motion movie is dam cool too! Super interactive. Enjoyed that one. :) was soaked wet after we went for the jurassic wet ride. Its damm funny. We wore ponchos and the whole way was dry except for the last part. We were brought up a storey or so and pushed down the river. And just right, we're the ones back facing the river. Gg. All wet. Our legs were soaked in a TUB OF WATER. Yes, TUB! Soaked till the float reaches the ending point. Wth please. But it was fun. Cos we're wet! Haha. Exaggerated wet. Shiro couldnt stand the wet feeling so he went ahead with purchase of pants and flipflops. :) as for me. I'll just bear wit the wet foot -.- i even placed tissue on my insoles. So it wont be that disgusting. Haha! Anw i throw that pair away the next day. Am suddenly 3pairs lesser. I need a shoe spree! hee.

Shiro is so dam funny kept wanting to buy something from uss. And kept pestering me if i want anything. I dont want cos they are exp, useless and not my style. HAHA!

Anyway we planned our route. We're lucky at some parts and unlucky at others. =----= lucky cos we manage to execute our plan smoothly! After canopy, shrek4D, then waterworld! :D but then we missed egypt ridess. Cos the locker sucks. Was packed with people and we couldnt get a locker. Roar. Then shiro suggested to go for the lockers at the main gate then we'll head back to egypt for the rides. Thats a good idea. But who knows when we reached hollywood and had our erm brunch. Combi of lunch and dinner, he told me he's VERY TIRED AND WOULD LIKE TO FORGO THOSE RIDES O.O LOLS. Old man! Part of the reason is that he's scared. Buahaha. Scared of heights. = w = but am okay with it. Cos i hopped on the rides i aimed ady. If there's a next time, i wld like to try all the egypt rides :)

Oh super sunny that day. Its nice to see the queues of rides are all sheltered. Mayb thats part of the reason why i dont mind waiting. Glee. Only sad thing is that i dint getto take pic with bettyboop! Cos shiro and i decided to rush for the shuttle bus :( it leaves at 7pm. I bought the kungfu panda pic like super last min. Lols. Overall im really happy. Took many beaut pics! Haa! But he got called out by one of the officers. Escort! Cos the bus too full so got 3of em to take the police car back. :( anw i really smell bad that day man zzz. Then we both went 85 eat some stuff then head back home. Super tired man =~=

Hee lets jump to my bday. Took half day cos am not supposed to take full day. Stupid closing. Met up shiro at noon. Headed to ashton's at the cathy :3 the queue was not that long. And this i ordered double chicken! Buahaha. Cos the prev one no kick sia. Small portion. And i wanted baked potato and thy actually says tt thy ran out of potatoes!?! Lame. Go carrefour buy luh!! Feel like telling them that! Haha. And yups i had my fill and am super contented. Cos the grilled chicken taste so nice! Unlike suntec outlet's. Shiro is crazy. He ordered mashed potatoes and rice as side dishes and he finished it all o.o god. -.- and guess what? It all costs only 24bucks! Wth i know. Our bill always sums up to 50+ at other restaurants which food only so-so. Wahaha! Then we strolled our way to fareast. It is dam far my leg expanded and im too full. Super uncomfortable. Went to look for new shoes! And bought one pair. Paid by shiro. :D saw several pairs to my liking but not sure why i dint wanna buy them tt day. Now that i think of it. I'll go purchase a pair tmr. After our starhub's comm session. :3 totally forgot that such thing exists till rui unni reminded us tdy. *sweats

And yeah i bought that pair and i changed into them. Cos my legs are suffering! I shd really wear tt pair more often :x then we try to pass our time at kino. Bought another egg mag! Buahaha. Seriously love their makeups! I shall go kino more often. > u < then went to walk ard slack ard to get rid of the time. Finally it reaches 8pm and we're on our way to ZOUK! IT IS CHANNEL U's PARTY. :) my sis got me a pair of vip tickets! Cool shit! Im like so dam close to all of them! Right infront of my eyes! Well if you know them, christopher lee, chen han wei, ann kok, lin xiang ping, lai yi ling, lee teng, dai yang tian, liu zi xuan etc. Hahaha!
And then there was this part when they had to play game. To spot their eyecandy. Guess what? Liu zi xuan chose me! Omg. And chris pulled my hand and call me go on stage! Wahaha. And im like squeezing wit chris, zi xuan and hanwei on the cramp stage! HEAVEN! Opps. Hanwei's eyecandy is damm pretty sia! I knw i sure lose :x the judges, lai yi ling and lin xiang ping and another person(forgot who isit) are judges, in the end. I got 2nd with 5stickers. :) happy that day! Hoho. Then at 10, shiro and i headed to bugis sry that i left w/o telling shar :( we wanted to flag a cab to bugis for steamboat, with alex, jac, nicholas and xiao mei. But the thing is there is no cab! And the available cabs dint want to stop for us wtf. We changed locations, we waited. We cursed. Well shiro kept swearing. And i just kept quiet. In the end we went to a bustop and continued to flag but to no avail. It was 1140then. And i bus to bugis came. We gave up and board the bus. Stupid day it is. Reached the steamboat place ard 1205. My bday was over. D: i brought the cake wit me. And alex and guys still wished me happy bday :3 shiro was saying he's goin to make all taxi drivers life difficult. Haha. we ate tomyum flavour and had our fill. Happy. Then i blow plus cut the cake, distributing to the 6of us :) yes 6of us and alex still send us all home! I sat on shiro's lap at the back seat. LOLS. Super scary. Scared there'll be a roadblock! And lucky enough, reached home safely. Glee.

And i rest for 4 hrs or so. Went sbl. Last day working there. Then attended class, and head right down to amk after class :3 i was so tired! I walked all the way there like a zombie. I left my marshmellows at home! I totally forgot abt them therefore i went to purchase them before i head over to pat's condo. XD rui unni came out to fetch me in. Like weird. Cos charles drove there! Dint offer to give a ride!? And whats more, he longbang all the others in loh. Argh. They just started on the bbq. Main helper is obviously charles! LMAO. Then i realised the marination of the food sucks TTM. Basically there's only pepper in there. Pissed. Cos i saw sambal before ordering. Kena cheated. And w/o sambal, everything is tasteless. So i make someyks man. Was abit paiseh. So i called him to stay in his car and i went ntuc alone. Who knows panda unni called just then. Say that they need 2packs of charcoal!? One im okay. 2 i think i cant move! Lmao. So no choice, i gotta ring charles to hlp me with it. :X trouble him again. Hur... We reach back like super late. And started to eat and stuff. Indeed the sotong is much more delicious with sambal. Keke. Anw took pics along the way and had alot of fun. :) bbq and eat. Combo. :D when time reaches 10, NC's babies needa go to bed thats why most of em went off. Then we get time to rest our feets. :) we tried to eat as much but still we had to throw away the balance. The chickenwing is not nice at all. All bcos of the marination! So i cant eat. Then we pack and went to pat's house. :) thats where i receive my surprise! It is a bday cake! Wahaha. Pink cake. Fruity flavour. First time so many snapshots of me. LMAO! Then we proceed to eat it. And never did i expect another round of surprise! Rui unni passed me a really huge package! It is my present! Omg! It is a kuromi pillow and a board, which they printed pics and each wrote a msg to me :D so sweet. Took some pics with it. And thats when i realised there's MORE AT THE BACK! OMFG. JAEJOONG, NICHKHUN, HEECHUL, GEUN SUK AND RYEOWOOK! Buahaha! I screamed when i saw those deco at the back! Glee! I totally love the pics they paste jaejoong and khunnie with me. >///< hahaha. Thanks unni and chinguls :3 :3 :3 saranghae!

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