Beneath those alluring eyes.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

hot sunday afternoon, hated most.

tried my best to Lunia
but Eir is just too weak
to even complete stages. ARGH~
buddies arent online, and was lost.
there was very little who is willing to chiong wit healers.
yup. mayb i shd choose Dainn instead.

wandered around aimlessly in Lunia
wandered around aimlessly in Maple.

i dono how, i dono when
feel hollow. and super alone.

since when i feel that way???

DOLA shiteru @ 3:02 PM
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Saturday, September 29, 2007

i found the deep beauty of Dolls.
how pretty perfect and complete can they get?
they caught my attention, was lured was betwitched by their stunning beaut.
and i wonder, are they real?

here, my fav of fav.
i like it cos the girl was Gothic
and the guy was...pretty. perfect combination.
did i mention before? i love pretty guys

this's actually a guy.
Tyler, if am not wrg...he's pretty handsome. i like.

blinded.

gothic & i love her clothings

real?
gave me a kinda peaceful feel.

well, this, i like e girl @ e back
her eyes are dam nice. alluring

and this shows that the person watched NANA!
LOVE! salute!

well, got these frm deviantArt, one of e members, lols.
he/she bought dam many Dolls.
koganemouche (DOLL master)

i admire, but will not own them. =)

but cant deny the fact that i feel like holding them.

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*beautiful girls is a cute song with cute voice. HAHAs

*apologize, i feel alot for this song.
cos i happened to watch "do you think u can dance"
and this couple danced to this song.
sadness, darkness, broken.
fell in love e v first time i heard.

i got my lovely sweet candy pay le!!
was happy =)
i haven go drop e cheque =x
hope this time round, i can create an a/c in whichever bank other than POSB =D

my Aikuromi turned 16, and made a new buddy ytd.
said i sound like a small kiddy boy =,= lOLS?

here, lyrics

Beautiful girls
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 2:
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

Refrain:
See it's very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

Verse 3:
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightin'
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal

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Apologize
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

almst forgot this.
my new pinky kawaii keyboard~ loves

DOLA shiteru @ 2:28 PM
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

HAPPY BDAY VIN VIN~~!!

lols. he's finally 18! ^^
and we're same age, for like 2mths? HAHAs..
i goin to reach 19 in ard 2mths' time =D

this bday.. mayb its e most warm hearted bday he ever had?
hope so.
with sooo many kiddies blessings, MY BLESSING, teachers blessings
and even a kiddy's mum blessing!
she made him a bday cake!! 0.0!!
even those wrkin there almost forever de dont hav! LOLS.

see? xing fu nan hai.

ilove e chocolate layer, so cute >.<

2nd bday i spent wit him. WAKAKA
but this time, nv buy any present. =x
jus treat KFC (share wit jas) yea~
he treat us CoffeeBean, lol.

well, happy happy bday! live yur life to the fullest!

children's day cards for my BUNNY grp =)

HAHA, i love to draw kawaii girls.
brushin up my skills

LOOK~ my Aikuromi in LUNIA ^^
just turned lvl12 gg on 13 ytd =D =D =D

lOVE her prettiness
and her short skirt n her magic =)

DOLA shiteru @ 5:51 PM
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Friday, September 21, 2007

so not in the mood to blog. LOLS
cos of my new received comments, by Vin, jacky n ah seng.
kan le jiu QI.
mayb its my bad for ji siao-ing him first,
anyways, whatever that he wrote is really hurtful.

mayb i shdnt b a kind soul, see him so tired everyday so i gave him e templates of my childrens' day cards so that he can rest more.
and i tried to hlp him wit a math ques today, which failed. >.<
and i actually wanted to add another comment telling him to jiayou for that ques
then decided to abort tt idea COS WHO KNOWS he will turn back & said i pollute his testis again, telling ppl he dono how to solve?
yea who knows.
am sucha fool! argh~
(dont talk bout it le, he's jus showin off his true colours)

hmm, today, a fakeboy, student
made all teachers jump! LOLS.
he scold his PE teacher vulgarities in sch .__.
i cant stand him & i really hate him
cos he's jus so FAKE.
i dislike fake ppl =.=
and i jus cant shake that feeling away. T-T
he's really messing wit us.
and he can cry(fake de), without any tears
and stop his "Crying" within a second?
i go like "WHAT THE??!!!"
and i refused to stand near him.
er xin si le.

(well, mayb it aint his fault, cos we realised his eyes keep rolling whn we talk to him... suspect that he's havin some mental prob o.0)

anyways, even his blood sister warned everyone not to go near that fakeboy =.=

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planned to d/l Lunia today.. but Gary disappeared~ lols
cos i dono e webby! HHAHAHA...

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another attempt to update my genting trip pics failed. LOLS
i already xfer em all alright~
sadly, my sis's using com today. =.=

DOLA shiteru @ 7:04 PM
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Monday, September 17, 2007

-blank-

dumb dumb dumb

y u all think its always my fault?
y cant it be him?

miss him so much & bet he miss me much too.
just wanna spent longer time wit him...
and whatever that he decided to do
he shdnt LIE alright?

the Truth doesnt hurt as much as a Lie would.

its complicated. love is emotionally unstable.

DOLA shiteru @ 9:48 PM
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Sunday, September 16, 2007

heeheh!! got back ytd around 9pm!!
i came back with flu & sore throat & a cut on my right leg.~ LOLS?
it was really really cool back there~
the FiveStars bus was totally cool.
i watched serveral movies and played almost all games ^^

well, wanna upload e pics, unfortunately, half way thru, connection lost! argh.
anyways, enjoyed 3days over there, thou sometimes, its quite boring..=x
mayb we didnt know e place well enough & didnt make a trip down to KL...

But all those playing part was FUN!!
viking, roller coasters, bumper cars, motion master, thrill rides etc.
some didnt even hav e chance to play, cos it rained. lucky enough to catch some of e rides. ^^

and i LOVE CLOUDS!!
this time round, i m oways in the clouds~ am super high n happy =D =D =D

First World hotel aint bad at all.
dont understand y some ppl cant stand e "squeezy-ness"
well, mayb i haven been to better hotels, since i disnt hav chance to travel..
but it is nice enough le...
i m not satisfied wit e toilet cos it keeps flooding. LOLS.
but i kinda like e bed~ ^^ and i slept in e middle evry night =)

we played "Donkey" using poker, HAHAHS
and AHMA kept losing! LOLOLOL~ sway lah u!
that game is FUN, and we can jus play for HOURS. >,<
(trick: ahma oways pick cards close to my right side. LOL!)

was worried throughout my trip cos unable to contact home.. sigh.
so whn we reached sing' checkpoint, shar phone received signal, so immediately call hm =)
and who knows that my mum is on e phone AGAIN. cant get thru. LOLS~

and gary's really nice. knows i m back & sms-ed me immediately. lols
updated me wit e Earthquake thing, he tio! and he was jus a few bustops away frm me. lols, scary
but i asked my fam, thy say thy didnt sense any... lol?
mayb thy werent home.

wanna watch my why why love le.<3<3<3

if i ever go again, i'll surely go all e hotels to stroll. lol
AND a trip down to KL! ^^

DOLA shiteru @ 12:59 PM
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Thursday, September 13, 2007

HEY.
setting off for Genting in 10mins time~ =D
im scared, cos i hav no idea if my tempo passport can make it...
its jus a piece of paper!!!! =,=

hahas, my bag is heavy =x
girls trip~~l0ls

wish me luck!
and miss me badly

i'll miss my shiro de.........

DOLA shiteru @ 5:57 AM
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Friday, September 07, 2007

ppl make up their own stress.
Me? yah. am stress.

my mum is super duper worried,
i know she wish tt i wont go...
i know that she really love me.

but she doesnt know... if she's unhappy,
i wont b happy either.

i m confused... and its dam complicated.
Dont ask me whether the trip is still on.
mum sad, dol sad
and its not confirmed yet... no ahma frds = no trip.
cos we're in Odds.

herbeingsadalmostmakemechangemymind.
herworriesworriesme.

ilovemymum.
&iwishedtoRespecther.
alot.

DOLA shiteru @ 11:12 PM
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Thursday, September 06, 2007

SWEET Rose~
iloveit,
yet hav no idea who made & sent it. LOLS.

went KBox @marineparade ytd
i m sad.. =( =(
lol, dont think i can sing well yea?
cos ahma kept laughing at me!!! T-T
hurts.

i dono, i jus cant when its in karaOK mode. dam.
SHI BAI.... T-T-T

actually wanna take many shots.
then that dam annoyin ahma press NEXT when am singin my fav "QingTian"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (half-way thru!)
HELL!
it was so dam RUDE lah, so am pissed. ROAR
i know she cant tolerate my singin? ~.~
but thing is,
Respect.

sang & high till 2am!
cab home was bout 2.30am?
and slept for 3hrs? wake @ 5.30 =.=
HAHAH, but i feel kinda energetic now =x=

our drinks =)

alones

xiao mei is so sexy in wenlan's MV
(zhu wo sheng ri kuai le)
dam lah, keep havin kiss scenes in ALOT od MV~
seemed like he's popular for MV (BF)

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was planning to go to Genting!! how i wish to go!
obstacles:
o.o trip planned is nxt week! Gosh.
o.o able to get my leave? since Jac is sick T-T
o.o permission from my parents
o.o MOST IMPTLY, shiro's approval. (HARDEST!)

sigh, now its no longer $$ problem.
if i really really go...
i can sense a really HUGE QUARREL approaching!

well, my parents side are quite ok, since i hav my sissy to hlp me!!HEHEHHEHE
that is y its cool to hav a sis =D =D

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jus bought around 50bucks of Vcds&Dvds! LOLS
-WHY WHY LOVE
-HANA YORI DANGO II (since i boughtI)
-DORAEMON MOVIE, LOLS! (for my kiddies to watch ^^)

DOLA shiteru @ 6:07 PM
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

didnt do much on 030907. lols
cos we're both broke then.
and really busy busy...

caught EVAN ALMIGHTY!! ikinda love it.
but not him, mayb cos of higher expectations..
bought 2slice of cake to light up our 4 year old love. <3
^~^

shiro's so tired, workin & all. ke lian ai~
but still, tried his best to cheer me up =x

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front door

drew everyone! so cool la =D

hehe, my presents! <3

hadda really big surprise whn i got back to wrk~
our front door deco changed
and so many presents! HEHHE
sweet in my heart =) =)
really kawaii lookin at how thy spell my name wrgly
dolerise? doleris? hahahha

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CROSS STITCH
is like our main objective these few days!
its like we're paid to cross stitch? LOLS.
its all cos of some NDP thing (largest needlework?)
feel like a old granny stitchin away!
all e kiddies that hlped us out got aches all over their body! lOL
so small kiddies hlp to massage! HHAHAA, so cute!
since teachers were all stitching away, e kids watched movies whole day long! God.
no choice, since boss is in a rush for this.
its dam hard to stitch 30 by 30cm.. don underestimate it..
tiring! but kinda fun =D

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ohya, our ECP trip was cancelled due to rainfall
so we went dine @Mac & pasar malam
chit chat for really lonnnnnggg! =) =)
i love to chit chat wit em =D
bestie-ahma&shar <3
was chattin bout overseas trip..
thus, we shall save! $$$$$
(is it possible for me? >.<)

ilovehisattention.care&love<3

DOLA shiteru @ 9:38 PM
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Monday, September 03, 2007

HAPPY 4th YEAR ANNIVERSARY,

LOVE!!!!

DOLA shiteru @ 10:36 PM
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Sunday, September 02, 2007

advanced happy bday to
Alvin
Den Den
Kailing

birthday cake~ tiramisu &liquor~ ^^
DAM NICE

DenDen & Vin
Den's dimples are so nice!!

so cute, biscuits <3

my portion. LOLS

singing~ XD

ytd went to Vi'lage(actually is Marche lo)
first time there and was noob & lost .__.
again, 9 peeps- Jacinta, Esther, MYSELF, Alvin, Dennis, Denise, xiang, Ling, zhiming

hmm, tried the all time fav potato wit sausage & egg
it was....errrrrrrrrrr.. sickening? LOL
btw, i get sick of food easily. hahas
and i didnt finish it up.

dont feel well after eatin tt.
bought mushroom soup~ qing ai de.
thn nv eat le =.=
wasted around 4bucks.(20bucks voucher)

Ling's trip to USA was so dam COOL!
he showed us pics of waterfalls scenery he took
EVEN TOOK VIDEO OF THIS ROLLER CASTER RIDE!
it lasted 3++mins!! and it was so damdam cool!!
the scenery was absolute superb!!
then i realised, its a waste to stay in Sing, hahas

but its true, we guys stay here jus for safety. =X =X

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went ard Cine & stroll myself. sob
didnt find my polish. dam.
6pm, meet shiro
it was a squeezy trip home. LOLS
we take-away food & headed to my hse.
and bought COKE of cos~ my sudden FAVE, loves. >.<

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actually wanna 2x today..
ahma called me & say today 4pm ECP o.0
thy wanna blade! T-T i don wan. keke
so decided to cycle instead. =x=x
(iHATE things tt move under my leg after my ice-skate trip. its super annoying.)

anyways, decided to go back vi'lage if i hadda chance to.
try their cute lookin deserts =D

decided to buy WHY-WHY LOVE =) =) =)
(its all bout money actually)

DOLA shiteru @ 9:32 AM
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Saturday, September 01, 2007

Happy Teachers' Day
to MYSELF, Vin, Jas, Esther, Denise, Dennis, Kailing!!
LOVE!

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ytd was... Vina & Vin (maplers) 7th Mth Anni~~ *cheers!*
=) =D XD

SPIDERMAN!
hatching eggs. LOLS.
this sampan to Leafre was so cute n fun!
jump the hell outta myself! =D
(tats gary's DK btw)

gee, Melvin =) still lookin gd!
with a new dragon too! god, and he spent 26k on it =.=

ytd was singapore map's 2x day. WTH? T-T
but i managed to gain 10% b4 i head out. XD
gary so sweet~ pei me to 4th job Leafre town~
DAM loh, e monsters SUPER power =.=
and saw Ossaris hunting for pinkita~ LOLS.
it was a scary trip! >v<
(most prob tmr i 2x)

acc. shiro to driving centre to get his enrolment on motorBike! =)
told Vina bout this, 1st thing she typed "its dangerous"
LOLS! YUP! AGREED.
worse still, i m e one that die first if anything happens! =.=
but its cool to ride =D

went to watch 881~~ LOLS.
honestly, i dont like it. reasons being:
=x its all started by this impossible lame magic
=x and ended wit it too.
=x i hate those durian pokey bra. its jus er xin.
=x and i hate how thy shoot lame magic off that pokey!
=x quite sensored, shouldnt b suitable for all ages. =.=
=x dislike the way the are so OPEN. (weird)
=x the hairloss frm cancer was so diff =.=
=x didnt getto see more of 715. i like him! lols!

hmm, don say i bad alright, parts tt i find it ok:
=) kinda like big papaya over small papaya >.<
=) the scene whr she vomit blood is super touching
=) haaa, managed to make me cry T-T
=) some hilarious part here n there...

well, cant think of more >x<
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i wanna watch
EVAN ALMIGHTY.
THE LAST LEGION.
(waitin for pay & time)

haa, saw quite afew of ppl ytd =D
Sheena (shar's frd)
Darell (Beenox)
one of my classmates on bus (whose name i forgot! gosh!)
and SHARON!!!! wit her family =D =)=)
she's gg to watch 881 TOO! LOLS?
but at CS instead ^^
(miss her!!)
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wonder if you ever board this bus?
it was surprise for me
and i kinda like it ALOT! LOLS
its by F&N
new design, sonmetimes, changes are really cool ><

red cushions.. look like some train seats!

cutest stuff. a seat in e middle of nowhere! LOLS

e cushion =)

the floor carpet =.=

some green & red individual seats. so cool~

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goin to meet em @1pm~
and i WANNA search for my nailpolish!!
n i finally update my frdster pics =.= damm

DOLA shiteru @ 9:24 AM
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