last sat!!!!:
WAHAHA.
Happy me. :) supposed to meet chingul at 3. But i was late... Cos.......... I got too engrossed into dbsk vid! Cos of the mysterious girl clara, i found out that changmin cried during an award winning back in 2008. He's so cute! :X but really heartaching comparing 2008 and 2009 award winning. Happiness.proud.honoured. =2008. Gloom.pain.separation.=2009. Drastic change. Sigh. Anyway saw this fancam of jaejoong after perf. Omg. I got stunned. He looks dam sexy! Wahaha. This must go on my fb. Keke..
My bus went off so i hav no choice but to try to take circle line down to dhoby ghaut... First time taking circle line and macpherson station is super duper uluu. Haha. Then so i reached vivo at.. Erm 330? XD was deciding to take the monorail or bus. Since chingul havent tried the monorail. We head up . Well... Who the hell knows that the place was packed with PEOPLE! Dam scary! The way the try to push their way thru! Chingul and i immediately back out. Hahaha. So we went for the bus ride. :X
Haha. The resorts world is so hot! With shelter = no shelter. Zzz. Went to convention ctr to take a look first. So many fans waiting outside. O.o we lined up for our lightsticks :D then chingul tell me dbsk's colour is RED! Dam. And we cant choose our lightsticks colour. Argh. We bought 2each. And im the one grabbing blindly. And i got NO RED! I see red! Dammit. Wonder if thy cheat. Zzz. Got 2lousy yellows one blue and one green. ~w~ sad.
Then we went out again, time to tour ard outside universal studio. :) came across some special shops. Hershey's and this popcorn shop >-< the things inside are dam cute interesting and super duper sinful. Hahas! Snapped some pics in there with chingul. Hee. Then we head back. Its real hot! Cant wait to see junsu! Only dbsk member tt stepped into sg eversince i set my eyes on them! At first the security says i cant even bring in my empty water bottle. Zzz. I thought i'll be saying goodbyes to my korea water bottle. But when its my turn, the other security so good. He allowed me to bring in my water bottle. Hahas. Sat at block B2! The view not bad cos diagonally is the stage. No one can block us! :D theres a flag on our seats that says' XIAH IS MY KING' WAH. I thought its kinda weird for quest to place xiah's instead of zuno's then chingul enlightened me. She told me mus be xiah's fanclub. Wahaha. Totally make sense ady. :X and I TOTALLY LOVE THE FLAG! Chingul too! Hee. Oh wells i was seated along the aliase. There was this moment when i turned around, i saw several koreans walking up to the front. And one looks super dazzling. With the very glam look. Lols. And i told chingul abt it. Dono if its their mum. Who knows its true! Saw her in the video they played. Lol. speaking of the video... Starting when zuno came out, there were screamings. I think i underestimated the volume. Cos when junsu appeared on the screen of zuno's video.
... The volume. Thrill. excitement. Happiness. Fans cheered from the bottom of their hearts shocked me! Eh. Im also one of the crazy fans shouting. :X then i started laughing! Cos the change is so sudden! The contrast. Too obvious! And i nearly died when they show junsu singing mirotic with his fam! Can you imagine everyone there was singing along! And i am trying to sing and shout at the same time ._. Omg that is the spirit. My hair was standing. I can totally feel the love for dbsk. Always keep the faith. Really. Please junsu, see how we worshipped dbsk and then when dbsk comes back tgt... Bring them here! Hahas! Thats the part i sarang most! Wahaha!
Oh okay. Erm. Zuno speaks chinese. Not really good but at least he understands yea? Haha. He's 1.88m tall. Almost a head taller than junsu. And he got nice body. Only certain angle looks suave. His voice not as good as junsu. Can say junsu's voice is sky? And zuno still on earth. Haha! Think he havent master the singing skills yet mayb. Or he's not as gifted as junsu. XD there's this part thats really funny too. Junho is supposed to throw balls like mini basketball, soccer ball, baseball to the audience. So the fans get chance to take pics with him on stage. Guess what. He threw RIGHT TO THE BACK OF THE HALL! WTF RIGHT! Haha! The ball flew pass us! -.- even liyee started commenting how strong he is! Scary. :X
Then after that showcase, chingul and i went up and bought the super nice aroma popcorn! 2flavours left. Caramel and cheese. We bought mixed :) then head over to coffee bean. Hehe. Ordered my pure vanilla :D ate the popcorn and chatted with chingul. Haha. There was fireworks loh! Zzz. I only saw part of it. Sigh. Nvm there's oways next time. 3RD JULY! :) :) :)
I went to watch the first epi of his new jap drama, Sunao ni Narenakute .-wahaha. His role is so cute. Abit blur and toot doctor. Hmm he's not a doc luh. No idea y he lied. He's a technician and also a salesman for medical surgery machines. His condition quite bad. Hav to feed himself and his sister. Sigh. Somemore he got bullied by the other salesman cos of the bad sale figure! I saw a preview where that effing disgusting uncle poured water on jaejoong's head! Wth right? Zzz. So pain watching that scene. I curse immediately lo. >-<
There Are'nt any epi2 subs. Sad. I also went to search for changmin's drama called paradise ranch. BUT IT LOOKS LIKE THE DRAMA IS NOT RELEASED YET O.O thats really slow! Cos yunho's and jaejoong's both aired ady. Yunho one already completed. =-= lols. I am looking forward to changmin's cos i find him more and more handsome. His features are really sharp. And when he smiles, he looks cute. Yes! The child-like cute. :D
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Restrictions.
Is that all I‘ve got?
Living in this world, right now.
How many years can I live here? 70? 80?
I have always wanted to live my life to the fullest but y does it seem that im living up to people’s expectations instead?
I have always wanted to pierce my tongue or lips….
Was having this topic with my shiro when I came across a girl on the bus with lip piercing.
Sigh. And I was complaining to him how restricted I am.
If I ever pierce, friends will comment, family will comment, colleagues will comment, esp my student care. OMG.
Can I live well with all those negative comments? Zzz.
And then that BAKA IRRITATING SHIRO TOOK MY WORDS FOR HIS OWN USE.
He said. “ yeah u’re damn right, and here I am living in this world and all I have got is restrictions TOO.”
Well he is referring to his SMOKING habit. Of cos I flared up.
Totally different thing. Mine is not puffing on cigar killing my cells, going towards the path of suicide, absorbing the high risk of getting CANCER.
And making family and people around u suffer cos they would have to take care of you.
If u wanna smoke, and anything happens to your health, dont make others suffer with you.
Piercing is jus a tiny hole, for decoration purposes. Argh.
Then he says its UGLY. He dont appreciate luh.
He says if I ever go for tt piercing, he will label me as “UGLY”. Wth.
Who cares, as long as I like it. HAHA
Its so nice!!
Yes that’s y im feeling all these restrictions and made me think abt life…..
One yearns to be recognized therefore chose to live up to other people’s expectations, losing freedom as the result.
maybe… only when I overcome this thing……………………..
MAY IS GONNA B A BUSY MONTH. =.=
My bro’s graduation.
Jacky’s 21st birthday party.
My econs test on 22nd!!!! ( this will take up like most of my time before 22nd.)
Mothers’ day
Mummy’s Birthday~
Shiro’s parents flying off on 28th.
All these need preparations. Gakkk!!
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Shiro’s mummy super funny,
she come and tell me in a v serious tone “Minghui ah, I am going to China with ZL’s papa from 28thMay to 4th June, when u’re free must come and accompany him okay” 0.0 I thought what happened. Made me laugh. LOLS. I think he will be damn busy tt week a lot of duty after wrking hrs, EVEN ON HIS BDAY ITSELF.
YES ITS VERY SAD.
But its kinda sweet for his mum to say that. Think she realized how impt he is after he got enlisted…
They both kept going overseas. Goodlife huh.
OMG chingul told me abt this NEW MV by XIAH JUNSU. – “Intoxication”
Okay. He’s real sexy in there. Don’t look like him at all. I couldn’t recognise him.
Cos the cute junsu is nowhere to be found. I only saw serious emo and stress out junsu?
The makeup abit weird. No wonder when I saw him at the showcase, I find his eyebrow weird
Mus be the japanese doing. =.= I hope jaejoong will make his stand and avoid letting them touch his eyebrows. Haha.
And the make up make him look super pale. And the hands, don’t look like his own. HAHA too much veins ady!!! Exaggerated.
And I read some comments in one of the web. i bet I laugh till u cant see my eyes. HAHAAA
The fans are totally over him.
Cos junsu wrote the lyrics himself.
And the lyrics is really………… seductive? Sexy? Arousing?
LOL. I dint expect that frm junsu. O.o
That’s y all the fans went gar gar over him and say wanna rape him. LMAO >w<
And others say” how can u seduce me like that!!!” LOL!
Super funny sia.
U can go read…. Go to this link:
http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/2010/05/02/vid-xiah-junsu-%E3%80%8Cintoxication%E3%80%8D-pv-full-ver-4-35s/
Some parts of the lyrics which those xiah fans actually heard (maybe they hav much much imaginative mind? LOLS) from the MV:
“tell me what you want.. hey 4x
tell me do you want me
u say baby now, i know that u want me..
ima zettai yo, baby now
kiss and touch me, cares and touch me baby..
would you like us make love?
pry and touch me, feel and touch me baby”
“squeeze you baby, let me feel your madness…”- well I sorta heard this part as well. =.=
Cant wait for the lyrics to be out so I know the REAL lyrics… see if the interpretation of the lyrics are right or wrong. HAHAHA :X