Losing hope. All those dreams I once held when I was 18…. were shattered. For real. Realised im getting tired from all these hassle. I don’t knw what I want anymore.. those things that I’ve yearned for so much are now unattainable and unreachable. Am trying to get as much advice as possible, hoping that I can see the light. Yet to no avail. Deep beneath, am aware… that no one can save me… but myself. I need to save myself, lift me out of these misery. But it is not time as of yet… Patience. Patience. Patience. met my yeobo today! she hadda new hairstyle! permed hair! looks sooo diff! hahahas i think she still look as cute, jus tt with eyeliner, she looks older than the usual "16 self". she looks like her age today. wahahaha Chose a charm for her Pandora bracelet! Really glad to be part of her precious bracelet... at first,was having a hard time choosing, was rather puzzled cos am nt sure to choose something that represents her or myself... then it suddenly strike me that i shd choose something that represents BOTH OF US!! that will be............ a Luggage!! v cute one hahas! not one bit of regret! Yeobo loves it too! Happy... hehe! Naise chat w Yeobo, laughed so much thanks to her. hahaha. yeobo really likes to praise me... but I think am nt worth of her praises. I should be stronger, firm and clear minded. Hope my mist will clear up soon!