Omg. This whole blogger's layout has changed. =- = Feel kinda handicapped with all the weird layout.
I CALL FOR FREEDOM! OFFICIALLY SELF DECLARED GRADUATED. MUAHAHHAHAA
Here's the summary of my 5 papers:
1. Information Systems & Organisation.
am dumb at attempting the questions without elaborating MUCH. like dafaq. srsly dont knw what am doing. Studied so hard, it is all in me and in my head YET, i did not put in ALL of my effort to gain those marks. IKR, call me baka..
mayb i will feel better w/o looking at the multi pgs the rest of the students wrote. *Facepalm.
and yes, i repent after that paper and made it a point to tell myself "MARKS ARE FREE TO GIVE, AND YOURS TO EARN"
tell them you are worthy of the marks.
2.Management Science Methods
Expected topics such as Network Diag, Inventory to be in this paper but NAHHHHH. lols
i think 3/4 are all on mathematical programming. those matrix-es and graphs. well i USED to hate graph, srsly, when im back in sec sch. but after exposure to MSM, i began to LOVE IT. hahahhaha its so fun. omg.
and MSM is one of the "great help" subjs- assist you to obtain the degree. lol..... told siew geok and yan ting tt MSM is a MUST take.
3. MICRO
Please. this is SO effing BETTER than last year. dangs. Last year was a killer bcos there was a "new style" of asking questions. lucky this year having mastered some of the techniques, im clear on the questions. but as usual section A is tough. choose 8 out of 10. and the 10 not really easy eh, thou each ques carries 5m only.
4. Audit.
This paper....................... aint really sure how i did. it is totally up to the marker's "Auditor's expectations and thru their perspective =.=" full stop.
5. Management Accounting
As expected this is a DAMN TOUGH PAPER. it is one that will make you feel like crying srsly.
questions are 1pg or longer, so much info to digest and still hav to do calculations? might as well kill me.
i did the simplest 2 cal ques, bet 99% of the students did Q1 and Q2. LMAO. having turned to Q3 and Q4, my mind totally blank, and like a blockage. =.= therefore i proceed to 2 theory ques instead. srsly F those cal questions. they sucks! not worth to attempt, i swear. if i attempt, i think i will lose most of the marks. cos there are 4 parts to ques and every part has new input, further mind fk. zzzz.
okays here are some of the stuffs that i've typed out before my exams and before my lessons ended. roughly 1.5mths ago? haha. cant even rmb what i typed. gonna just paste them here. lols
and guess what? i need to continue penning my diary. srsly. last entry was MAY2011. Dafaq. missed out too much. i need to pen my life down! lols!
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Constraints. Limitations. Restrictions. Never ending. Life is so short, YET we still have to face endless of the above.
And there are times of regret which doesn't allow for 2nd chances.
What is done is done.
How i wish im living in a world that revolves ard me, w/o meeting any of others expectations.
Anw bap cat2 tickets were sold out!!!! Effing mad at myself for not purchasing earlier. I knw for sure 100% tt im gg. But why am i such a baka??!!! Hav tried means and ways to get hold of 1ticket but hopes are slim. Thr goes my chance of close up distance w zelo. Mad.
Oh previously i typed a real long post and due to some event, it was deleted! Low morale eh.
And i just gotta read this yaoi manga. The storyline is gd! And the mainlead super handsome. Lmao. Oh btw yaoi means guy love. Ya knw what i mean aye?
I find it super interesting and sexy. Call me sick. I told shiro tt am v into this yaoi manga and he is pretty upset and felt disgusted. LOL!!! Thats bcos he's a guy!! Oh well he can nv understand what i see in em.
Anw this manga is actually a korea production. Not that it is bcos it is made in kor tts y i like it. No such thing. Initially i thought it was a normal jap manga. Then i came to learn tt it is Korea prductn.haaaaa. the title is Totally Capitivated (if u're interested).
First time reading yaoi and it really seeps into my brain, somehow trying to fit those pretty boys i came across into my mind. Die. Zzz Idk if it applies to all, but i find it rather hard and rare to pinpoint who you love and how deep you love. And for that someone to love you back as much, it is quite impossible isnt it?
Of cos the manga express in such a way that love is scary. Very. They need each other too much, way too much. The level of possessive -ness at max already. But still, no matter how possessive you may be, you cant ctrl another's life. It only depends on whether he/she is willing to stay by yur side.
Oh and the author is a girl wth. Thought she was a male!!! Dont ask me how she knew all the hentai stuffs lols. quite scary how she can draw all those images. but both guys are handsome. 1 standing at 195 cm, the other at 180cm! i like the 195 cm. He's a leader of a gangster grp. his name is Mookyul eun. and the other pretty boy is ewon jung(Fox Jung).
haha enough of these hentai stuffs, guys reading will feel like killing me i knw. wahaha! anw it is that time of the year again!! BONUS YO! ^^ dint hav much planning for it. so wanted to dump all into savings and joint acc. but i cant. bcos there is family. am obliged to treat em gd food lol. oh and speakin of joint account, it belongs to shiro and I. we went to open tt acc together near the end of 2011@parkway , on the day he bought me my galaxy S2!!! :) kinda shock? he signed for Giro but i dint! cos am unable to commit. of cos guilt is in me. i will try to save as much as him into tt acc. this bonus is a gd chance! he's the only one that knws my bonus exact amt lol.
Not bad, thats y u dint see me complaining wahaha. Shall do up a list of stuffs i wanna buy e.g yukatas. but currently cant think of anything else , jus so wanted to save em all.
mock exams are over. so little ppl turned up. only 2, including myself for ISO. thought msm will be diff, everyone seem excited abt msm. bur only roughly 8attempted. lol... FA is super duper hard. hav to brush up on FA ady... -.-
anw watched John Carter wit shiro last sat... wasnt as nice ehhh. the princess not pretty one! lol.
oh and rui unni made me rmb my Taiwan package. Sorta freaked out.. seem like the packages now all includes accommodation! honestly speaking, i dont find the style nice eh... my fav is still ido wedding's!! but no choice, we still hav to go ahead! Joined a fb grp created for all Cannes wedding customers. the girls thought of so much stuffs and thr's so much to consider!!!! stressed ￣﹏￣ a noob like me, knw nthing abt tw, how to as settle all these issues????? Accommodation/ Flight/ Confirmation with Cannes/ Hairstyles/ Makeups/ Themes/ Extra props/ Planning for free&easy ? really mad. Thats why i told Shiro i can only do this aft my exams. Too much for my brain.. ︶︿︶
and come to think of it, our package only consist of like 20pics only =___= sure nt enough! and am bringing yukata thr as well. oh god.
Just took back my MA paper. expected, flung badly. cant hlp feeling down. It really isnt enough just doing the practices in the study materials. Proven.
OMG just went BAP fanmeet last fri!!! reached IMM at 11+am with yeobo. ^^ there's some stupid construction gg on... we walked like mad. took a real long route. pissed !!!! lucky cat c, thr is just ard 10over ppl infront of us... yeobo has gt korean lang test the nxt day , she was mugging for it and she thought me as well!! hahaha! and she's really cute! learnt hangul using pri sch chinese 习字 style. hahas anw it drizzled so thy shift us up at the staff corner. lucky! no need to stay under sun. lols. ard 4+, thy shifted us into the open plaza... this time, they hav super tight security!! doesn't allow dslr, food or drinks!!! damn. and hav to throw my bottle away. we gt the first row of cat c :) shiok. helped my yuki booked a place. there are some issues so she reached only ard 3... bcos jayden and edwin were with her, got her to acc them outside till close to 7 hahas. anw i made new friends there!!! both are 18! one of em told me thy bought their tic on disc like 41 only wtf. directly frm launch entertainment!! and whats more, that PIC asked em if thy want cat A & B (WHEN SISTIC REFLECTS SOLD OUT FOR BOTH CATS !!!) FELT SO CHEATED. i wanted cat B!!! wanna be close to zelo and bcos of that dam cropped up, i hav to struggle so much, shout so much, get pissed so much. bcos all those effing inconsiderate fans whom kept holding boards up. if im at the front, i will be sure to snatch the board and throw it backwards. grrrr.
cant really see zelo!! damn sad. but they look just the same. haha. need to watch fancams. bcos i cant really see frm the back. kept snapping pics. main focal point= zelo lols. he's really lively, kept laughing ^^ and there was this fan whom gt chosen for games, she was paired w zelo. at the end of the game, ah ken allow em to hav a hug w BAP. that freaking girl hugged my zelo like a koala bear and wouldn't wanna let go!!! wtf. screeched like mad for her to let go. argh. she clinged onto zelo for ard 40freakin secs!!!! zelo was so shocked. and tt innocent boy find it funny and kept laughing, moving backwards+ holding both his hands up. #Facepalm. the other members shd pull tt slug away sia. zzz then when the fans need to get down frm the stage, she hugged zelo for another 5s!!! sucks max.
the singing, the rap all same as what we see on vids! and Bang's voice is really sexily deep!!! lols. can see all of them enjoy here in SG. hope thy hav their own fanmeet aft may! oh and as for secret, thy look normal!! all 4of em looks dam different! height, size, looks. all diff sia lmao.
requested for shiro to come fetch me at IMM.. he was late and edw drove and suggest me takin his car to mrt and wait for shiro thr...cos yeobo needa head home! waited some 20mins or so. finally appeared! was worried cos he MIGHT be angry ( cos i changed location) and tt edw wanted to drive off! he said i shd take the car ride to old airport rd and wanted me to call shiro, tell him to head thr himself. #WTF. srsly. feel like jumping out of the car! i dont even knw if he's wrkin early the nxt day! and whether he's angry or not. whether he wanna go eat w us. anyone wld be angry, like boss him ard Singapore -.- scare me srsly, lucky i told edw i cant!!!! need to get to him! but heng he wasn't hahaha. its me, think too much xD and edw so wanted me to take the carride instead of bike =_= yar i knw he really detest bikers but that is shiro. bikes are just him. and of cos i will choose to be w shiro! lols. whatever that he chooses, i will be right beside him ^^
[why do i sound like a slug?]
damn accounting is really not me... i cant seem to fit myself into auditor's perspective. so freakin hard... and driving me crazy. all my paper scored so fugly low. idk what to do now. i need time to think, alone.
28th mar 12
just finished shopping aka sprinkle salt at Bugis st!!! wahaha all of us bought something :] bought a special semi long skirt and a special top hahas.... and most imptly, a watch!! it is gonna acc me throughout my exams okai hahas...
oh and i just realised i forgt to indicate dates for the prev paras. its ok right? :x
my jae finally tweeted!! and he's all blonde now, just like zelo!! lmao... no idea why he bleached.... of cos he looks gd, refreshing ! but i prefer black lols. Miss him so!!
You know how how how lucky it is for him to be in twitter??!!! I thought for this lifetime i can nv feel this close to him! IT IS REALTIME. such bliss to knw how he's doing and get to knw things that he like/seen/owns/places he had been to/feelings at tt moment.
05.04.12
stupid zen. deleted my whole tracklist! holy crow. all 327 songs gone. poof. zzz. was tryin to create a playlist ( which appears to be goddamn difficult) for my newly d/l- ed GazettE addictivess! really love Riku's voice! esp slow songs. and also the bass that accompanies the vocals. reminds me so much of nana. and nt to mention the sorrow Riku's vocals can express. Ultimate speechless. ^^ he's able to sing any genre. be it ballad, rock, metal. all sound so perfect but of cos i prefer more to ballad like "cassis" "Pledge" and "untitled " only with that i can immerse myself totally into his amazing voice. you just cant get enough of it!!!!
07.04.12
did soooo much tdy! left hse at 11am to attend Gywenda's 1st monthsary!! First time to wendy jie's hse at Pinnacle!! beautifully designed esp the tinted mirror! loves! plus nice catch up with Shermane! enjoys chatting with her cos she nv fails to fill me in w stories lols..
then left at ard 245 to meet shar at town! she won some buffet voucher at RP hotel. cool eh! we shopped ard town before headin over for the buffet~ and she wore her newly bought pink heels . was hurting so we chilled at old town ^^ and guess who i saw??? gil!!! what coincidence! he was havin a proj meeting with his grpmates haha!
ate so much my stomach was bursting and cant walk straight aft the buffet! lucky we managed to grab seats on busride hm! thanks bff for the treat and offer hehes.
i dint even return upstairs. sat at the pavement for shiro's arrival. we are catching Wrath of Titans at Nex! suppose to watch 1020 shw but left 1st row. awwww. then i recalled tim mentioning abt the premier tix! 20bucks per pax! shiro says ok to try. (*^﹏^*) wahaha. even those studs are different. all silverish LOLs. whilst waiting for the screening time, shiro told or rather update me abt his increment and increase in allowance. he told me his mum says not to let me knw. Dafaq? anw he still told me. -.- he cant seem to hold back as usual. what i can say is, his salary is freaking effing 1+k MORE THAN MINE, EXCUSE ME! So wanted to earn more than him or almost same as him (thats my thinking all along). but the gap is getting wider instead. just FML ty. cant wait to fetch a higher salary elsewhere. arghs. am getting mad and bashful all ovr again, great.
okay anw the premier seats were terrific! shiro says to ALWAYS PURCHASE PREMIER TICS FRM NOW ON! LMAO. srsly great experience! super huge arm chairs, adjustable seats, special menu ( which comes with mini torch for reading purposes), service call with just a button, clean blankets provided! even the sound surround is diff! Like a at home only, with a gigantic screen playing latest movie! happy only!
aft movie, shiro started on the history of Gods once again! can u imagine he had read history on ALL religions?? Frm Bible, Buddhist, Koran( nt sure of spelling) to Hindu's!! He told me soooo much that is hard for my brain to take in! but it is really cool! 1of the beliefs is that diff gods created humans as soldiers to fight against other gods. therefore there are diff human race and ppl worship diff gods. there's prove of evidence for each individual God's existence! things like Mosses 's tabulet ( which was carved in gold) it is missing now but the covenant that is supposed to hold the tabulates remains. and there are proves that the promised land frm gods existed. even there are scripts written by ppl frm that time, whom penned down events such as the God of Greek ( which appeared to be the volcano man in the movie) destroyed a city and the exact location was investigated and indeed, there was a city beneath kilomtrsss dwn deep within! oh and the adam and eve's story, there is mre to it. they did create offsprings and how do they cont creating more offsprings?? thats bcos they venture out of the supposedly restricted destinated area and havin found other humans, they cont producing offsprings!
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oh speaking of religions, Shiro further enlightened me with so much stuffs.
well it is hard to say here. Srsly, i think he is god sent as guidance in my life LMAOOOOO
i love it when he tell me stories, i always have this feeling that im TOO IGNORANT. wayyyyyyy tooo ignorant, living on Earth without any knowledge of human history and the predictions of future. erm, how do i put it? like a living in yur own world, unconcerned about issues going on ard us. ... easily influenced by the devil. if one day, that devil ever arrives, i hope i have to determination and courage to oppose it.
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