Beneath those alluring eyes.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

HAPPY 19th BDAY to YONG, love <3

ytd went to Fish&Co. after e lec... (broken promises!)
thats when i realised, 3 dated 20++ November babies~ LOL =D
lucky e others nv get us into trouble >.<
haha, anyway, thnks for e treat~ vin&nigel
well, i kinda dislike e rice in e platter. weird smell it has.

then i saw this family. sorta like my dream family- parents with a boy & girl
the girl was so cute!! sweet and all ^^
at first, i thought e daddy dotes on his girl, tts y keep patting her head.
but something's wrong, he's like touching her back and all, touchin her non-stop! Diaos.__.
disgusting freak.

took cab to TP, haha. SHIOK.
GLs briefing~ yay*
saw so many familar faces once again~ INCLUDING MY FRESHIES!
standing at e top of e spiral stairs, i was shocked to see LAODA-yisheng!!!!
so long!!! LOLS.
the feelings came back. i miss e feeling much XD
and i love linyongbao ^^ hope we'll get into same empire! yes arhh~

7++, still.. .shiro & i went to suntec... to buy yong's present. haha
the Toy'R'us. .__. i saw kuromi capsules!!! LOLS
one egg for 4bucks =.= i immediately xchanged 8bucks of $1coin. hehe
shiro made some bad comments and i NV TIO KUROMI! DAM!
think he felt kinda bad, so he went to get me another 4 $1coin. -3-
outcome? one word. unlucky.
tried e magnet capsules and i got kuromi's frd--> a mouse -.-
i got pissed. and abandoned toy'R'us. lOLS
anyway, i got 3 DIFFERENT MELODY set. =.= BUT NOT KUROMI's!! ANGRY!

during our spree @ Carrefour, shiro and i hadda tiff. =.=
i already call him to have his dinner b4 meetin me, cos i'll b havin Fish&Co. but he didnt. dam, of cos i wan to shop! but he kept grumbling that i don care for his feelings and stomach. ZZZ. almost strangle him there. HAHA.

in e end went MAC. and he ate a meal wit 2burgers =.=
we were havin cold war all e way back in MRT. this time is cos of e lateness. LOLS, we're both selfish. haha
well, im in wrong too, being so selfish.

hmmm, after that donation, i m down with sorethroat n cough =.=
am i tt weak? 0.0

that sicko vin. play this new bought UNO pile up. its dam shaky
and twice i lost to him! ARGH. u're e one tats sick lah! eeeek
the kiddies went excursion on fri. we nv getto go T-T
tutorial at 1100 V.V

say hi to my new pinky bottle ^^

-i dreamt jus now tt my baobei passed away! damn.i know i cry alot in my slp-

its time to do work! submit proj definition to vin by today! don scold me!

DOLA shiteru @ 7:45 PM
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Thursday, November 22, 2007

Remember this? ^~^

hahas. tpsu balloons on CCN day. wee~
i'll confirm support =D
help out one of my freshies and aso didi's booth. haha
well. i brought 2 ballooons into LT. then boonboon itchy hands slapped one e balloons outta my hands! GOD LAH.
and so, this wandering balloon of mine sorta deflate abit and it followed e air circulation in e LT. distracted and made everyone laugh!!! LOL
so cute lah, still can land infront of girls, waitin for them to pick him. hehehe

shiro&me =D

TODAY TODAY
went blood donation! for e 1st time :D :D
i was rather disturbed by e weighing machine. >__<
cos its spoilt. and its reguarding my weight! god.
hahas, boonboon says i m e only one tt freak out & was depresed bout weight .__. hehe
anyway, i hav no idea if i m scared of those thick needles. so i was kinda worried =x
then my keai de yong keep trying ways to calm me down and fuyan wo. LOLS. so kind of her =D she knows i m worried. haha~

anyway, i overcome my fear. ^^
first is prick on my middle finger. that is with after effect which is kinda painful!
after seeing my worried face, e nurse said "the withdraw of blood aint tt painful u know" =.= OKAY LA. giv up. HAHA

okay, here it is. the nurse tt poke e needle into me is kinda like shiro's 2nd sister. HEHE.
thou i didnt see her poke tt thing into my skin, BUT
i did see e thick needle stuck under my skin! and i don feel fear at all! so cool ><
it was all goin well.. me enjoying e amt of blood filling the bloodpack =D haha
then.... things started to change! when my pack was almost to e max, i suddenly feel giddy =.= at first, i tot i was just thinkin too much, so i tried to read e brochure thy gave.
WORSE still. vision chnged .__.
a nurse came and saw e max-ed bloodpack, immediately stop my flow.
i told her "i m kinda giddy" lols, dam efficient de, she directly called this cute uncle, mrAng, and adjust my seat to improve my circulation. well. at this point of time. my vision is already dark. like dark black spots intruding. i cant hlp but close my eyes
then i can only feel my heartbeat so hard, so fast. feel my head spinning and cold sweat. god. i tot i goin to die there =.=
haha, but nopes, i m alright now thou kinda weak. LOLS

i managed to tell uncleAng to get a PINK bandage for me! (tts my main aim okay XD )
yea, he was v worried bout me. so is my yong <3<3
went to see e doc again. lucky am alright, jus tt my blood pressure decreased. hahas =D

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hey.. tpsu got this huge white beach balloons. lols.
all ya hav to do is write yur wish. for the world, for yur fam, for yurself. hahas
saw brandon again! such fate! >.< he's programmer! lOLS
hoho~

YAY. thats tmr! GLGL briefing! HAHA! <3

DOLA shiteru @ 10:30 PM
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

=in perspective of tuesday, 20nov=

OTC results out ytd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bao, amanda, YC, wan, sean, me
(tts all i know for now)
i do hope my freshies all get in =D suki.
GL~ YES ARHHH!!

LOL. got my beaut pay today. ^^
and i feel like spending when i tink of kuromi stuffs
but i feel like saving when i tink of my overseas trips. LOLS
they are waving to me!! >.<

anyway, im happy cos Dec1 goin to meet my yuki. gary. vin. vina?
hahas~ feel so great =D
gary mus find gf le okay
then we 4couple go out! OMG. so cool! XD

shiro&me
edwin&myyuki
vin&vina
gary&xxx (who's e lucky babe? hehe)
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shiro bought new cpu today
and i nv getto see it. i nv go wit him.
and i rushed back to do commskills online =.=
but did chat wit angel. lols~

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recently dam lotsa updates on maple . LOLS

gary created a new guild "StarrySky" =D
thnks to my didi & my angel for hlp <3
my angel & I =D men shen

a nooby guild , it may not b in the future!

WOW, maple 4th job out today
so kind of didi to patch for me, whn am at wrk >.<
so many ppl coming back maple~
my old buddies. =( miss em
Xiang, my angel was dam excited bout it ytd!
he straight call my hp! LOLs. but really pity, kena hacked..
wat a pro okay, 15x .___.
cant wait for him to b NightLod, woots~

then benny? he's 119 91% currently! gosh, another 9%. LOLS
here, his DK(CHIO BU), his twin and me :D

hmm, ytd was chatting wit gil.
zzz. he kena mega-ed. and it was all bout raidin map again! lols
i tink he famous for KSing in aquila liao =x
haha, by e time i went over to hlp, we won e map le~
and its all for ffate- chan =.= like so dot.

HAPPY 18th BDAY to VIN
and grats on 4th job

maple Vin's bday like NOW? today? lols
and he jus got his 4th job too~ Arch Mager i tink =D
so cool lah, so i used e new mega to mega him . lols
and thr was this wuliao guy tt invite me to chat and say
"u donate $$ to asiasoft, waste money!"
WELL... its my $$ wat. i wan donate cannot? 0.o weird ppl =.=

this. blue screamer i bought for my gary XD
glad he's happy ^^

lols. wandered around, and saw this night lord. bought e new set 32K CS overall ridding on a hog =.=. but its real cool. i love e wings dam much! hahas~

hey... my swt nat changed back to blog?? isit?enlighten me!~

think i'll post pics nxt post.

DOLA shiteru @ 9:28 AM
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Thursday, November 15, 2007

i got new GF aiai~
Purpleyin88~
my AiAi ^^ she says im her da aiai! YAY~ ^^

here's my lvling sometime last week =D lvl 106 le~ weee

and gary's bday, bought him e friendship star! hehes~
tts his DK. lvl 80 le~ lols
been hlping tis DK for past few dayss. lol
JY oh~

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my life is.........................
SO FULL. maybe too full?
things to do jus keep pilling up.
im really stress over upcoming mon.
my cover letter & resume hand ins.
yea, things i wanna do for this week ONLY (till sunday)
.__. tutorials (tis week & of cos nxt week)
.__. do tuition report for boss
.__. commskills online participation
.__. complete a standard cover letter & resume
.__. thurs after sch meeting GF-ahma
.__. fri meetin shiro to movies
.__. DIG TIME TO FIND KUROMI SALES @ TAKA (no idea still on anot)
.__. find taizi in library on thurs, my xiao shuo~ hehe

isit alot? haha nvm =x
anyways, mayb tues tut changin to mon~
so my mondays will b FULLY PACKED (9am to 7pm =.=)
HOW NICE TO SAY MY BDAY FALLS ON MONDAY! LOL
then tues n wed, NO SCH~ LOL >.<
but of cos, still needa work like 1030 to 1900.

i want kuromi! LOLS, tmr heading to vbtaka, check out!!
today.. is a day that motivated vin & me so forcefully.
LOLS. we were MAD. i m super BU FU QI okay!
thou its my fav tutorial...
and my fav tutor...
some ppl just cant stop appearing n disrupt my vision?
so zuai, let u win first.
i'll strike next time, be prepared! argh.
we wont lose.

Dol is angry le!

DOLA shiteru @ 10:09 PM
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Monday, November 12, 2007

today's crazy~
well.
my gang was making fun of the DISC personality tests! lol
i belonged to I-influence
and my fear most is: kena reject/ neglect
and here it is, vin's plan to pang seh me during lec
and he did succeed. i was late
and no space for me =( =(
how sad. sat on e floor all e way thru, and copied blindly things tt was already printed for us. wth~
after that was e funniest. LOLs
they say i feel neglected, so wans to surround me whilst walkin! LMAO~
anyway, they didnt mean to pangseh de.
its some girl who sat on my seat out of the blue and they(4of'em) were all stunned.
well, its over aint it? so i believe. =D

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haah, shiro no longer angry! ^^
he kept saying " i hate you", LOL (which made me laugh, so cute >.<)
im glad thou~ ^^

for e past few days been afraid to sms him
fear tt he wont reply. =x=
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

scare e holy hell outta me today!
i was stunned by myyuki~
by the things she blogged.
i was soo soo relieved when i found out my predictions are wrong, PHEW*
and seriously i worry for her so much!
and i told tt guy to take care of my yuki le! and he failed!!!
bully my yuki n nv treat her good!
not worth, not worth!
sigh, anyways, what's there for us to say?
i still believe in my yuki~
any decisions she make, i decided to support her =D

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i listen to "when you're gone" for like 100times a day? HOHO~

anyway, feel stress coming right up
al projs startin, and reports. argh.
nuts nuts nuts~~

well, here's a personality test, which i did in shiro's hse.
ITS ACCURATE FOR ME.
was stunned to see 95% bout me in e results, kinda wow me XD
go try it =)

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Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

DOLA shiteru @ 9:48 PM
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Friday, November 09, 2007

Right under the red sky
standing on the sand
holding the hands of love one.

this is the moment i swear i want for my whole life
if i have the power, i would. could. have stop that moment
couldnt believe it thou, that i feel so loved

i love the red sky when it was about to rain
i love to look out at the vast sea, those shimmering lights
i love to feel the breeze, so fresh
i love to hold on to his hand and stare at the sky above

its still there when i close my eyes.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i made him angry =x
its rather scary. how cold.
no idea what i did wrong..
and of cos a girl will always say she's right, yar.
somehow, jus wished to know what i had done wrong.
are u giving up after tolerating so much?
are u able to let go?
mayb u realised what i realised

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, after so much
i found a truth to love
love is made for you to find out how much u love yourself.
u quarrel, u cry, u fight. WHY?
isnt it bcos u love yurself and u just cant stand it
when someone treats u unfairly
when someone controls you
when you cant have things yur way?

i just realised this yesterday.
when i was thinking v hard at night
what isit meant by love
and saying "i love you more than myself"
is of course, an obvious lie.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a song jus right for my mood

When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

DOLA shiteru @ 7:46 PM
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ,GARY!~~~

LOLS.
havin GREAT FUN today!~~
playing 'murderer' wit e kiddies!
*winks winks*
i think i may get sore throat frm all my shoutings! HAHAs ^^

lol. ahma&shar thy all clubbin today o.0
i dont feel like goin.
anyway, thnks for jioing =x
go= ALOT TROUBLE. alot worries. alot of burden.
ALOT QUARREL.
better to stay away frm trouble =D
enjoy eh? hehe

shdnt u hav fun when most of yur life is wasted STUDYING away?!?

my shiro says "you're too playful, thats why i am worried"
am i, am i? .__.

DOLA shiteru @ 10:24 PM
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

back to maple? haha
was hlping gary these few days =)
missed the maple feeling. sighs. lols
and it is gary's 18th bday tmr!! weeee~
mega-ed him today =D
cos tmr i'm meetin sissy after work to take a look at my kuromi planner!! >v<

saw a hairbundle up tt i like.
and i seriously feel like changin cutepink's hair.
hav it for too long, kinda sick of it oready!
but gary says it looks like auntie! nOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
i tink it kinda look cool & elegant~ .__.

got this new hp tone frm didi.
it totally sound like my kawaii VIVIO's voice saying "OHAIYO!"
GOD. so sweeeeet! love her! my adopted daughter! HAHA
and my fav character, hansamu CHRONO HARLAOWN! hehes~
dam sad when i know he married amy, which is like much more older than him T-T
hurts more when i saw e family portrait! AHHHHHH! HAHAHAA =(
wit twin daughters. -.-
anyways, this is "magical girl lyrical nanoha" (3seasons)
my beloved kawaii VIVIO is out in 3rd season- StrikerS =D

my life for this sem.. if it haven reach 6/7pm,
u wont catch me at home =x
mon: lessons ends at 6
tues: work ends 7
wed: work ends 7
thurs: lesson ends 6
fri: ends at 4 (dating after tt) =.=

lols, *cheers~ for next half year >.<

commskills online is like jus needa copy n paste? o.0
i stammered during my peer-teaching on mon.
super annoying. now who cares? its over! argh

was chatting wit edwin (ex-student) every now n then..
he's really enthu to show me his gf..
and i aso kinda look forward to it. lols
saw him a few weeks back.
still as handsome! so cute! ^^
i'll love him if he's my didi! LOL~
do hope he'll b back for EOY celebration =D

i tink vin wans me to grow fat. =.=
mayb he wans ppl around him to grow like the long lost "bui zai" =.=
bought me ice-cream again. lols.
he's being really gentleman (AT TIMES) & all.
but i still think he wans me to grow fatter.
LOLS.

i watched STARDUST wit shiro le.
DAM NICE SHOW!
shd go catch it!! hahas.
saw some trailers of upcoming movies.. we're both out for it! hahas
but i seriously detest e BEEmovie.
that bee loks weird! and i hate his looks =.=

btw, gary told me my taggy board aint working! LOLS
its been so slient =,=
alrights, if i hav time will change lah, hahas

ohhh, bought this new pair of shoes. like it dam much!
however, part of my viewable toes truly looks like pig trotters! LOL~!
but i love e black thick strap =D

the pics i wanna upload. lOLS.

DOLA shiteru @ 9:34 PM
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