Wae am I feeling so lost? Its kinda pissing me off… it is like im standing in the mist. Not sure where am I, not sure what is coming, not sure what is ahead of me. So unsure of everything. Seem to have lost my time management skills. What happened srsly? Why does it seems like im busy everyday and there is no breathing space? Been wanting to travel. And because of financial constraints…………… I cant. Sometimes I hate myself so much.. for the things that im suffering through right now. Jolly well knw that am not able to survive with this little money. And yet, I chose to stay? Hatred. God, Shiro’s bday is like a week away! Otoke???? He’s working that day, and am meeting up my unnis, chingus , Charles and his frd. Am heading to JB on sat. and most prolly meeting Shiro on Sunday (the day which am supposed to prepare present etc). #KillMePlease? Otoke Otoke Otoke Otoke Otoke Otoke Otoke Otoke Otoke Otoke!!?? Feel like baking, but there’s no time……… unless it is a belated present T_______________T Like a useless girlf here please. Sighs. Hope I can come up with something to make him happy. ****AND HE STILL OWES ME A NEOPRINT SHOOT**** Aint sure what he needs now thou, cos he no longer a gamer. LOLS and guess what?? I asked him what he wants for his bday and as usual, expected answer from him. " I want you " LMAOOOO. Cheesy? He's always like this, hahaha of cos i feel happy. cos im priority in his eyes/ world. now you knw why we seldom exchange present? Sometimes it is not items of monetary value that counts. Just havin each other's company is enough and it is also the greatest present. (Well, maybe this ONLY applies to him, i think. buahaha ) headache still............