10th nov. Class just ended. It was a killer. My head almost burst. Micro class is starting on the 2nd part of notes ady. Dammit. Why must the time fly so fast? I can hardly breathe! And am really freakin out. After afa, will start studying on weekdays. I dint getto slp well over past 2days cos im worried abt my decora and studies :( and yest night i was rolling ard on my bed throughout the night. And i hurt my left shoulder. Roar! Bought my silicon gun today. Shall getto work! I made a promise to myself to patch back the hole in my bank. But this month... Disappointed with myself.. It may be cause of the xmas present my sis and i ordered. Super eff up. I seriously need to put a stop to online shopping. Mayb it will help... Unni wanted me to think of how to celeb for my bday. I really wonder... Why is kbox the only thing in mind?? Weird. I cant think.

My ezlink, my lunch budget, my bank account. Cash is running low. It is so hard, to be leading this life, when money is the thing you slaved all your life for. It restricts, it suffocates, it tortures. And worse, it is the only thing i can see.

Been how many days? 5days. Of not seeing shiro. He needs to work on his off days too. The next time i'll be able to see him, wld be fri. If not, sat.

Yes it is thurs. Today is 11/11! Shd be a lucky day! But i feel normal. Haa. Jaejoong tweeted ALOT tdy. Seem like tdy is an off day for him :D he just got back from newyork.. Well i cldnt really keep up with his tweets. I dont understand em, even after using the translator! Roar! And we ordered nasi lemak again cos it rained in the morning. Super cold in office! Yeah. Happy because charles gave me his ikan billis!! Wahaha. XD anyway they decided to do away with the exchange present this year. Cos we're all too broke! But i ady ordered the mini gifts frm taobao :x of cos i havent buy the 'main presents'. And rui unni wants me to give others :( the exchange thing still applies to other people in the dept... And i proposed to mylene for xmas exchange. :) she's cool with it! Budget is 5bucks HAHA!!

The teachers gave me a mission to purchase yong's bday present .___. So sudden! Was wondering if i hav the time to do that thou. But i'll lookout for it! :)
Goin to get my hair dyed coming tues. The colour at the top sucks. Need to look my best for my bday celeb. Buahaha. Its bcos of the universal studio that am goin so early. XD

Sunday. Afa day! Hehe.
Met up with my yuki yest jayden is sooo cute! :) he's slimmer and cuter! Starting he wouldnt look at me. T.T BUT LATER WHEN SHIRO TRIED TO BE FRDS WITH HIM. He look at me and smiled! I almost melt there. Such an incredible feeling! The smile is so sweet! Glee! Also tried to talk to me using hand language. -.- he die die dont wanna talk. I did carry him ok! And he wanted to cling on to me when i cannot tahan his weight ady. Sorry jayden :(
And myyuki passed me my ifairy lenses! Pink and red! Wow after so long i can FINALLY SEE OBVIOUS COLOURS IN MY EYES! IM SO WORRIED AND TENSED WHEN I TRIED TO PUT IT ON THIS MORNING. Haha! And the pink is luminous. I still think my eye sorta darken the original effect. Keke. Happy decora tdy. > u <

So thirsty now! I think i could gulp down 1.5l at one go! And my head hurts. :( fun day. First time hadda photoshoot by strangers. Jus afew pics thou. But it is good enough. :D thy'll be sending me my photos soon. Hiakhiak. So cool! My decora passed. Hehe rated by vernice. :X she looks super cute in naruto! Well my cam died halfway thru. So i got gary to help me. Hahas. Heng he nv complain. And yes his style of phototaking: CLOSE UP. Im not used to it at the start. But im okay with it now. Cos it is true that you will miss out good expression if the pic is zoomed out. On the other hand, it will sorta waste the good costumes if it is a close up shot. Yea pros and cons. >.< its super tiring walkin rounds and rounds esp when my cam is gone :( oh yar, mika looks feminine! For the first time! Hee. And im right. She's super fair! Her skin kinda glows~ :) super cute jumping ard. Hee. And i saw kamee. Chatted wit her and she couldnt recall who am i -.- but its okay cos she figured out who i am when gary posted the pics. Haha. And she says i look diff frm my dps. (THAT IS A OF COS! I only set nice pics as my dp. Buahaha.)

Myyuki saw me with the pink lens and she complimented it as well! Hoho. So gonna order more. :) we discussed ady. Will be getting more pairs, GLEE :3

today-eve of PH
hmm finally am using my keyboard, typing a chunk in here :3
i wanted to get my hair dyed today.
i booked afew days ago but the auntie forgot all abt me and went out = w=
i even took the trouble to rush to her unit~ and got my leggings and shoes drenched. D=
well its ok if thats the case i can watch my 7pm kor drama. it is getting interesting! LOLS. did a good deed by offering to hlp takeaway food. my didi fell sick. yeah and he jus booked out. OH HE'S SO SWEET! hlping me d/l VOCALOID V.2 game for PSP <3 *loves! hehe gonna start laterr :DDD

ahhh anw, the appt was posponed to tmr morning. means i need to slp soon. hurrr
happy things today: watched B2ST BEAUTIFUL MV =^ u ^= CUTEE SONG .i really love Kikwang and YoSeob!!!! yoseob set me laughin at the scene where he was staring (mouth wide open) at Kikwang while he dances!! mayb mok thinks im crazy laughing at my monitor. LOL
and i love kikwang in specs the geek look stole my heart =x well JH was the main lead. hmmm not bad luh. very like the real him. and really really thick makeup for them. cos their complexion looks way too perfect! wonder how thy do that~ i wanna learn too~ >.< so am waiting for PART II. *heart itchy!!

another thing was shannen sis passed me my bday vouchers (gift frm everyone) yayy. haven send thankyou email yet. lols.
*OMG Y IS THE NATIONAL ANTHEM PLAYIN ON THE TV -- O --*
and she bought presents for me! OMG CANS.
RILAKKUMA FILE & POSTSTICK!!! super kawaii!!!!! <3 really love them :333
thanks sis. and touching words u have hahahha

and i realised sharon haven wrote on the card. will force her to write something for me when she get back. and FUNNY THING: RUI UNNI AND CHINGUL WROTE KOREA MESSAGES TO ME O.O LIKE I UNDERSTAND??? LOLS. THY OWAYS LIKE TO MAKE ME JEALOUS. COS I CLDNT LEARN KOR RIGHT NOW. $ AND TIME CONSTRAINT. ROARRR

waiting for my taobao sprees arrival. and my SHOE IS OOS. the one im looking MOST FORWARD TO! gods just like to toy with me =.=
need to find another shop tt sells the pair of shoes. *yawns.


Shiro suggested catching Harrypotter tmr.
Dilemna. Thurs might b watching- cos of our Finance's "OUTING" to GV.
and my sis and i wanted to bring our dad to the theatres. for harrypotter. he loves it =DD
dont dare tell shiro later he nag again. ~.~ somemore i think im the only one available to watch wit him Buahaha. dont think his ahbeng frds will watch movies. xD