past posts:
Cant believe that someone out there shared the same feelings and thoughts with me. Im super glad and i felt much better letting those stuffs off my chest esp to someone who can totally understand it. And of cos not taking the other party's side. XD see? This means am not alone! But kinda pissed cos there's yet another victim like me. And that chat refreshed those buried memories and those sickening scenes. Feel kind of worn out after i alight frm train. And images, conversations kept popping up in my mind. There's no way to stop it. I smsed shiro abt this with lotsa vulgarities in it *cough. He dint reply. Think he hate that subject as much as i do. So i shall do away with it. To eliminate the other party out of my life. This is going to be a very long,and time consuming process. It might even cause pain... May be giving up some stuffs to achieve this goal.

Anyway i've started my training. Okay i can disclose some of the info now.. Im changing portfolio.. And im under training from panda unni :) :) huge vendor which needs alot of time and preparation before uploading into the system. Still learning. Haha. Panda unni's mood is real good these few days. Happy :D i hope she stays this way so i wont feel scared. Opps.

And yay. 2more days to national day! FIREWORKS! And my SPICY NUGGETS! Haahaha! Looking forward. Lets hope shiro wont get deployed on that day! (this will be a worry for all future festive seasons. *frowns)

Anyway one of my wigs arrived! Omg. Its like i think i shd buy brown or black instead. Treat it as my own hair. Haha. Inexperience putting it on. I need practice! T.T

Didi is coming home tmr :) botak! Cant wait to see! My mum sure cooking up a spread! welcome him back. Hoho. Wonder what she's cooking. Glee. I got some questions for him too :x cos i downloaded jaejoong's DVD video in JYJ concert album. But am unable to watch them! Lols. And i haven d/l msn and skype YET >~< I promised mika that i'll d/l skype. Haa.

Damn there's some change of plans! My mum says my didi will reach home late and he's heading out with his buddies for supper. Sian. So she's cooking on NATIONAL DAY. The wrong thing is: SHE WANT US TO BE HOME FOR DINNER! Means am stuck at home? Cant catch a movie, cant shop before i catch the fireworks. Super lame! Her request is ridiculous leh. Who will stay home have dinner on such occasion? Faints. If i dine at home, i'll head out after tat just to go marina for fireworks? Thats so lame!! I dont know what to do! O TO KE?!?? Sigh all bcos of my didi luh. Booking in mon night. So shit. Zzz.

Lets change to some happier topics :) was online yest. Tried to look at taobao web. And access to some pretty cheap and nice clothings. And did some research to do away the middleman (bloggers) and i want to go directly to the agents for help. They will be charging 10% fee. Better than blogs i guess? Will be trying after im rich enough. Coming 20th most prob? Glee. Anyway if it is succeed, i'll proceed with my wigs and even some lolita dresses. Hoho!

Just met up with angel and sihui yest! It was fun! We went cityhall, to winter clothing shops (for angel's trip to Finland. ) had alot of fun there! Just found out that wintertime sells LEATHER GLOVES! Wth! Shd just buy frm there when i went korea. -.- it cost from 23to39. So cheap! Damm! Then we spotted beanies! Gosh, the beanies are so nice! I totally fell in love with the white one! I can imagine myself in it when i make my way back to korea or even japan. Wahaha! Bet im getting it real soon. Even sihui says it is nice. Glee. Hmm i planned to purchase any trench coat that has nice design and reasonable price if i see them online. Cos i will go back to korea im sure. Or else it will be to japan to watch jaejoong. Wahaha.

Okay back to topic, we went to watch SALT after that. I really like it! For your info, im an ACTION-PACKED LOVING PERSON. As long as there's fighting scenes or high technology graphics i'll feel very contented. Whats more, angelina jolie's double eye lids killed me there. Her eyes looks perfect! Hahas. Then sihui gotta head back home. Just right, jacky called me when am in theatre. They were at raffles city! So close to each other :) :) so i went to meet my poly buddies after i split with my 2gfs . :D HEHE.

So long! Really miss them lots! Jacky, nigel, ahboon, yong. Tim. Glee. Yeah and then boon says that his friend asks him ' why is your friend this way?' he was referring to my dp. Gothic style. Its my life. I mean im quite pissed with his frd. Thou i dont know who is he. he aint my friend. Why shd he care? And he dont understand a thing. Dont like or feel weird then dont see. Click the cross at top right hand corner. It is that simple. Or i'd recommend you to go view some other ' normal' chiobus in fb. Even better right?

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I hate to say this cos I promised that I will respect whatever decisions that he make.
That I will support him throughout his career path.
But right now, I really hate police job. The morning and night shifts, the call-backs, the don’t know what is letting staff off “ON TIME”.
They are rubbing against my patience.
Yeah of cos the stories are nice but it still sucks.

Uncertainties. Not even knowing if we are meeting OR NOT.
It is like I cant meet him on EVERY OFF DAYS that he have, CAUSE I have got classes!
My classes are real random and most of the time, his off days just wont match well with my free time.
Yeah it sucks.
Sometimes my mind went wild and was thinking it will be so much better if he is in workforce.
Like u can meet up whenever that u want, after office hours.
(anyway, he should be still in NS anyway, serving police force. So there’s no diff)

This is my rant for today. Bear with me huh. It is like a very tsunami-like emotional rush. Scary.
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today:

hehe i trying out new pattern for my nails.
hmm will try to post some pics when done yea?
actually wanna get them painted yest, but myyuki suddenly suggested steamboat at Novena, so i went xD
poor jayden hit his head when they were all preparing to head out.
he hadda huge blue black on this forehead. and a red scratch accross it.
think he cried like 20mins cause of the pain =w=
poor thing. then he emo, dont wanna walk, dont wanna sit in pram.jus wan myyuki/edwin to carry. like typical kids i see outside. HAHA
both of them very funny! kept bikering and complain abt each other! in a way it is sweet! very funny and entertaining. >///<

the steamboat i wanna go is underconstruction!!
arghs. so we went another. the ingredients for teppanyaki was too little. only chicken some taiwan sausages, so limited. =~~~= shd reco them to go bugis next time hahaha.

then we chatted abt online blogshops.
her bro's gf's friend earns big bucks sia.
earning like 1000+ per month just opening 4 sprees.
the price is ranges from 20-40bucks.
i've spotted some of her stocks in bugis street too.
bugis selling at 19.90? and she selling ard 24bucks. 0.0
some nice ones are selling at 27-30 those i might consider. hahaha.
dono where she get all her stocks from. we suspect is from bangkok. cos they are not from a perticular online shop. she uses their pics for the spree.lol
too bad no korean style!

glee i shall continue my sunao ni narenkute =D
just to watch jaejoong. his laughter makes me melt :DD