O to ke?
Time just passes like that.
Its is Shiro and my 6years 11 months anniversary.
I know. WTF.
Means im left with approx 30days to prepare presents/surprise (IF ANY)
I doubt I have the time to plan all those stuffs.
Its is kinda frustrating looking at my calendar.

My timetable sucks.
I have to sacrifice most of my SATURDAYS for classes! For goodness sake!
There is so much opportunity cost, too much that im scared to list them all down and make them all stare back at me.
Im sad, and I have yet to overcome this wave of despair.
Some of the lost.
. MONEY. This is definitely the main point. NO MONEY= NO STUDIES.
You know how much I need it. I can actually earn more. But my classes are in the way. *curse.

. Kill me please. I going to miss this festival. I had never attended one before these 21years of my life!!
And I planned to go this year. And MY CLASSES are again in the way. Pls fkin get yur ass out of my way can!??!
Event: 夏祭り2010 NatsuMatsuri 2010 (falls on 21st Aug 2010)
* u couldn’t imagine how torturous and heart aching it is to see these impt events gets removed; Phhoooom, gone, just like that.
Everytime I recalled any special occasion that falls on a sat, I think I might get heart attack everytime I check my timetable. This is called HELL.

I really don’t feel like listing down the next.
I have no idea when is it held and this is the event im looking forward to FOR WHOLE OF THIS YEAR.
. AFA 2010 and EOY2010
Well they fall under the same category.
It is known that they ALWAYS FALLS ON SAT.
FML. Seriously.

I wouldn’t want to know what other IMPT occasions im going to give a miss ( for the time being)
This is too much. *bleeds

Anyway this sucky timetable drags from Aug till MAY2011.
Am I going to survive? I have to, right?




Anyway im trying to enjoy as much as I could before my class start.
I caught a MIDNIGHT INCEPTION @TM GV.
Cool enough, the show set me thinking. Thinking and decoding those scenes.
I think Leonardo’s acting skills not bad. When his wife jumped down the building, his expressions were the best. LOLS
And in his dreams, there was this eerie feel. That’s how dreams feel like isn’t it? lols
Enjoyed the movie! Just that I was quite uncomfortable in my seat close to the end.
Sunday stayed at shiro’s hse and we watched BIG FISH.
Not bad! The stories told by his father are actually TRUE. I thought they were…u know, just stories. LOLS.
The weather is WEIRD! The rain is fine but the breeze wasn’t!
It was so freaking cold and the breeze wouldn’t stop
I was having lunch, shivering =.= and it totally reminds me of KOREA.
Drizzle and breeze every night. I MISS KOREA TAT

Then I watched this Japanese movie on Sunday night.
僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu I give my First Love to you. Something like tt?
I fell for the female lead. YES FEMALE LEAD, not male lead. HOOOHO
She is the same lead from Hana Kimi, HOWEVER, she looks so much cuter and fashionable in this movie.
Her actions, dressing, hairstyle and all totally brings out the manga sch girl kinda feel. I LIKE! Lols.
Oh and I seldom see such tall guy in Japan. Rare species for the male lead. LOLS.
And it is yet another sad ending.
Japs do love sad endings huh. LOLS
Made me cried so much……..as usual
And the funny thing is, when I woke up Monday morning.
I regretted watching tt movie. I mean I did not regret watching that film AT ALL. But I shdnt do it on a Sunday night yeah?
Cos I’ve got very serious puffer fish SWOLLEN EYES
It is like im single eye lid and just went for a surgery. SWOLLEN. LOLS
Wore my contacts and with the K specs. Make sure my eyes are hidden behind the specs.
Totally remind me of the past when I only have one double eye lid. HAHAHA.
Ugly.
It took half a day for the puff to subside. Till almost 2pm.
You can imagine how much I cried. BUAHAHA =/








LOVE HER HAIR









In sch uni~ (her hair!)


in class :D


Okay here are the pics I saved yesterday.
Had quite a hard time searching. Most of the nicer ones are from china web.
Their database is much fruitful than ours. Haaaa.
Anyway I wanted to direct screenshot MAYU (the female lead)
And I managed to capture only one pathetic shot. The pic looks totally fine with her cute hair and cute face. xD

my one and only screenshot so far!


Know why?
Cause I have no idea y my mouse and keyboard lagged when I play youtube videos.
And thou I d/l the whole film and played using RP, it was the same. LAG.
So I couldn’t catch the part I wanted to SS. It always lag like 5secs? I can just watch the scene pass by.
I have an idea. To use my didi’s desktop for screenshots HEHE.
I shall do that tonight.
And also to continue my NICHKHUN -WGM. New epis. My sweetest boy. Teehehe.

OH did I mention that my didi helped me reformat my desktop upgrade to Windows 7?
Not only that, he can be the sweetest bro.
He helped me set up Flash Player and other essential progs to watch and play my games!
WAHAHHA. Nice yeah? XD


As im not really aware of it,
Lunar month is soon reaching.
T.T if no one reminds me of it, I bet I can live peacefully.
Anyways our Starhub once again organized the praying session.
And this time im joining! O HO. For last year we missed the “enrollment dates”
(Organizing committee=the aunties in SH. LOL)
It costs 12bucks and im broke.
Yeah both my unni’s bday falls in Aug.
OwO
And I still owe panda unni like approx 50bucks?
I still have to go class. SOBS. Can 12th or 20th approach right now?

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okay i think the slack life i got used to.
the very relaxed life; videos, manga, pictures, idols everyday had eaten into my brain.

i almost lose my self to SLACKNESS.
and of cos my original self wasnt like tt.
I CAN SEE. FINALLY, AFT MUCH THOUGHTS.

those slack and nua life is really hard to resist and they condemned my brain.
making me weak and afraid of CHANGE.
it is over now. im back to the active girl. i shall learn more things to keep my brain wrking, to fight those evil thoughts outta my mind.
im sorry letting shannen sis worried.
i will do my best. and absorb as much while training!