After 6years and a half.

We seldom meet recently.
As you know his wrking hrs sucks. Hardly getto meet plus now my class started.
Its gonna be tough. Was chatting wit shannen sis, and realise quite alot unknown feelings, sorta buried within and were abandoned by myself...
For example. We met up once a week during poly years. That is cos i wanna concentrate on my studies plus i needa wrk parttime to feed myself. I thought this will end when poly is over. I jus realised tat i need to meet shiro more to sorta gain back the time we lost thru the past 3years. Well... Dont think thats gonna happen for now, for next 2 years. :(

Hmm. Then shannen sis made me feel much better. But i really wonder if my life will be similar to hers. Her past is much like mine currently. So broke that i cant even see the future. shannen sis advised me to wait. Well at least her life is one living example, i could always look at it. Revive my dying hope and diminish the fear and uncertainty. Haha.

Good news. Or bad news? Jaejoong ranked 1ST FOR JAPAN'S MOST WANTED LOVER!! Can you believe it? He appeals to almost every girl out there. Im super happy for him. But at the same time i dont wan to share him wit others. Buahaha! The news relighted the fire in me. Glee! I really wanna watch their concert or just let me see him once! I'll be so grateful and die of happiness. :X haha since i will walk past the temple everyday, i shall pray for this day! LOLS! :X


Haha. This is bad news for my chingul, cos shinee will be in singapore on d 13th. Which means they wont be in korea when we're there. One group down! OMG! Thou im not a fan of shinee (yet), as long as i can see one of d groups, i'll be super contented can. XD

Tues, shiro made me so mad!
He woke up at 1712.
After i bombed approx.
20calls to his hp and house. Roar!
And we're meeting at vivo. The show starts at 635. So rush!
Its free btw. Miss abit shd be ok yah? Lols.


I have got super duper piece of bad news! Its disaster!
Rmb im speaking of jayden's very first bday party?
I dono who to curse. Myself? The course? The exam?
My Amaths bridging test falls directly on jayden's bday celebration!
Wat the hell right!
So much of helping her out or even thinking of getting helium for d balloons deco! Argh. Its all gone... This test seriously F me up with a GIGANTIC LOSS. zzz. I really wished to be there to witness everything. Right frm start till end! Guess that aint gonna happen yar?
Grr.... The more i think abt it the more it hurts. WHY MUST IT CLASH? There are 365days! SO, WHY MUST THE EXAM FALLS ON THAT DATE? Zzz.


Im still not decided on what to wear over in korea. 8days! Omg. Cant win rui unni, her trip is like 1whole month away and she already had in mind the clothes she wanna wear. Not for one day but every single day! >-< was racking my brains. Well i had lotsa patterns in my head. But they will add on to my luggage's weight xD hmm but i made up afew combis ady. I shd go back and examine my wardrobe again. Im scared tat i had actually forgotten some lonely clothings. Lol. Well. Can you believe it. I rmbed some of em but i couldnt find them sometimes. Haha! I really feel tat im super slack in my dressings nowadays. And whenever i look into the mirror. I cant help coming up with the word- PLAIN. yes im v sian of it. But my workplace is so dam near my house. At uluu location. Not much handsome guys. Its like if i dress up. No one will see. LOLS. :X :x


Okay. Chingul went to hav her haircut yest! I told her not to. But she v tempted. I knew the outcome. She's d only one i can take pics with over at korea leh! LOLS. Yups. So in d end. She turned back into shindong2 ..again. Haha! But she like it. Ok luh. At least she's not depressed till she wanna hide frm camera. Wahaha. Her hair is shorter than jaejoong's and key's! OMG! >-< .