moody night.
A song by Brown Eyed Girls.
which i got addicted to for awhile now.
best describes my feeling. lol.
so moody.
my didi left for shanghai already.
my sis smsed me tt my mum cried, followed by my sis =.=
bet if im there i'll surely cry. once i see people crying, it just gets into me. LOL

night... wonder if i can get to slp tonight.
i got half day leave frm shannen unni already...
so i'll b sending shiro off.
then today while alone, walking, alot of thoughts came.
i dono what are the details.. just very random and messy.
feel real down.. i mus learn how to compress the fear and verge of crying frm surfacing.
i dont want to be like a baby.

was msn-ing with zahid yest.lols. shiro told me his reporting time is 830.
whereas zahid's is at 9am o.0
so i guess shiro's shd b 9am too. surely can see zahid there. haha
its good, i can send 2 person off tmr. :)

so crap. i wanted a degree alright.
now im lost. shd i get my ass into SIM UNI. no exemptions @ all. my path would be narrowed into accounting.
i wouldnt want tt. i should wait. wait for next intake with exemptions. arghs.
ok decided to go for UOL cos thy hav accounting&Finance + exemptions. :D


was web caming with jayden yest. lols. too bad my desktop no webcam.
he was crying tts y my yuki put him on webcam let me look at him. who knws he gt excited and was pretty happy.
haha when he cried, i ss. xD he looks dam cute with his huge head near e cam ^^
edwin POP on tues/wed.. =.= SO FAST!! he coming out. shiro going in. LOLS. but shiro's one sure slack de. .__.


baka shiro kept forgetting to buy this & that. even met up today to get all his stuff. yest zahid told me abt them having to bring in certificate and copies of documents. i called shiro lo. and scolded him for not reading his stupid letter... he tried to explain saying tt only those tt dint apply online hav to bring those documents.
ALL BULLSHIT SIOL.
Gordon jus told him thr was another enclosed letter tt state thy hadda bring serveral documents. so FAT!! mus b his eyes too small. missed out the letter. -.- i think he seriously needa get some scolding frm the officers! i'll ask em to scold him tmr. LOL. jk~~

gotta wake up real early tmr and flag cab with shiro and his mum. YUPPPP, his mum took leave suddenly. o.o well at least she still care for him. hahas.

im really lazy to upload pics. plus im tired already, my eyes are closing.
i bought a bday present for shannen unni jus now. it suits her so much. i like it alot too. xD it looks so fluffy and cute! >.< bet she'll love it as well. :D


In the end, after so damn long, i still get to see the person that expresses regrets through WORDS and not ACTIONS.
very not nice. suddenly, i feel restricted again.