my didi is leaving for ShangHai tmr morning. and i did not take any leave.
my shiro is booking in NS on tues. And i still did not take any leave.

Heart pain to see my shiro booking in ALONE. his parents nt going. tt made me feel even worse still.
i 101% wanna go see him off. but if i took 1/2 day for shiro.. shdnt i take 1/2 day off for my didi too? =.= ( which i seriously cant afford)... actually i already planned to go see shiro off, but thn my sis again!! she told my didi i sure chose shiro over him de. T.T im sad over those words. i feel tt shiro is so diff frm other families. he sure feel lonely, going in alone and looking at other guys with fam members seeing em off.

my didi told me he dont mind me not seeing him off cos his frds will b there to see him off. and he encouraged me to see shiro off.. so good right. initially i was thinking if i HAVE TO CHOOSE ONE OVER THE OTHER, MIGHT AS WELL I DONT CHOOSE AT ALL. TTS Y I THOUGHT OF IT WHOLE DAY AND DECIDED NT TO APPLY ANY LEAVE.
Anyways shannen unni is on leave monday, i guess it is all too late aint it?

okay im worried. but not dam worried abt shiro. jus worried abt those minor minor stuff like writing name on his belongings, purchasing all the small stuff like batteries, socks. AND TO TEMPLE TO GET SOME PAMPHLET. cos he lost his wallet like 2weeks ago. all those pamphlet gone with his wallet. seemed like we had too little time for too much things. hope we can complete em all by tmr...
i wonder if i'll cry if i ever getto send him off. mayb i'll jus regret for life for nt sending him off. i hate all these sia. i shd jus follow my heart. dam what thy wanna say la. i very sick of it already.


went shiro's big sis hse today.. i seriously LOVE HER HSE!! IT IS LIKE MY DREAM HSE SIA. HDB, but interior looks like condo. even bigger than most of the condos. 3bedrooms, 1 study, 1store,1 BIG KITCHEN. so rare to see such huge kitchen.. so far she said no one upstairs or downstairs her sold their property. i think tt is the ONLY kinda of hse i would go for 2nd hand. in sengkang btw. i think it is seng kang east. :D :D well if i ever buy a flat it will be like hers. not some tiny squeezy flat. lol..
Anyway, we went there cos she wanna cele or rather a farewell party to send shiro off to NS.hahas. his whole fam was there. and his dad drove us there. =) his mum and dad dam funny sia. his dad depends on his mum for directions.. then he kept on going the wrg way or missed the turn!! so he blamed shiro's mum for not giving DETAILED DIRECTION such as "left/right turn" HAHAA. stupid shiro kept laughing at them =.= cant wait for shiro to learn driving so he can drive me ard too. hohoho.

lunch was great! so many things his big sis bought. beehoon, fried rice, curry, bread, fishballs, otak, fried chicken wings, porkribs, broccoli. so dam full.
yangyang is so tall now. he is 7years old le. pri1. o.o studying at POI CHING!!! lol. my natalie & dallen's sch ^^ well yangyang is sucha good boy!! rarely can see such gd kids liao. he listen to his mum words leh!! if his mum says he cant accept a present, no matter how much he wanted it, he will reject the present. so cute! plus he super shy de. hahas.

i left my phone at shiro's so i cant take any pic. plus he just changed his hp to a non-camera one to adapt to the phone features. =.= so yup, no pics =(
then went back to take my phone and head out to buy his necessities. we tot we bought all liao, who knows we missed out afew. argh. so meeting up tmr AGAIN. then we came back. to my hse. my mum called me specially wanting me to bring shiro back for dinner o.o
she combined my didi and shiro's farewell party tgt. omg. a feast AGAIN. =.= we're still so full!!! haven digest yet and we started eating again!! fish, broccoli (again), vegetable, braised chicken wings & eggs, corn soup. GOD. I THINK I NEEDA DETOX MY BODY LIAO. GODDDDDD~


then yest, we went ION. finally. but only for B4 and B3, cos i dont think the rest hav any tt interests me. ahaha.. headed to far east.. in search of my shoe. jus wanna add to my collection. =x but none.. lol. then i wanan get a specs. shiro says e style i chose NOT NICE. wat the, so funny lo if not nice y thy sell so many similar patterns ?!? and i saw natalie!! my dear nat!! <3 hehe. oh and i bought a dress :D
we both ate our dinner @ION FoodOpera. And baka shiro kept telling me it might b e last dinner we can hav tgt. so he went ard & bought ALOT OF FOOD. argh. Feast again. -__-


03.09.09- Cupcakes & Sentosa <3

Made cupcakes for shiro. :D :D
Added in cream cheese & blue berry.. his fav :) :)
Deco some stupid looking faces on e cupcakes. hahaas.
Lucky he said it tasted nice. jus abit too swt =(
Overall, i LOVE 03.09.09... our 6th year Anniversary~~ despite him wearing long sleeves & Jeans to the forever smokin' hot sentosa!!! i did nag at him la. for being sucha big baka!! then i forgave him cos he made my day!! LOLS.
First we went on cable car. purposely chose glass cabin. cos i had nv been on 1 b4. =)
LOL. he was so scared. xD so funny~~ wats more. the cablecar took a longer route. frm e tower to Jewel box back to tower then to sentosa. LOL~~ he was so relieved whn e cable car stopped at sentosa. HAHAHA.

we headed to underwater world~~ i love it!! esp e touching pool and my fav- JELLY FISHES :D :D. thr's new stuff for us to touch- STINGRAYS!! omg. dam gross. i dint knw y, but i seriously dont dare to touch them. in e end i pluck up my courage to touch em. e HUGE one is SUPER SOFT!! haha.
(ARGH SIAN, Y MY GOOGLE CHROME & MOZILLA CANT UPLOAD PICS YETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. DAMMIT)

walked ard and took alot of sea creatures pics. and saw my fav jelly fishes~ thy look so pretty in that tank. looks like mushrooms. LOLS... i got a thing for mushrooms xD
after 2 rounds of underwater world, we rest awhile then went to dolphin lagoon. not much people were waiting, so we managed to get settled dwn on the 1st row!! :D too bad the sun was so scorching hot!! we waited like 30mins under e blazing sun =( i saw a totally PINK DOLPHIN jumped out of the water at the far back.. behind the stage. it is a real huge one! dam pretty. but throughout the show, that pinky dint appear.. mayb he's too old and stubborn to perform for us? T.T so sad. i decided to take a shot with e dolphin~~ :D sian la.. tt stupid shiro wear jeans = cant take wit me. cos his legs too fat so he cant roll up his jeans. dam him. but i dont care.. i wan a pic wit he dolphin. hehehe. so i went to take ALONE. others took tg twith their partner only me :( sad yar. but i v happy. LOL, cos i can take wit dolphin and baka shiro cant =)

went back to vivo by cable car again. hohoho. went to buy The Proposal tickets... hadda tiff over the movie timeslot as he wanted to head back home to reformat his stupid desktop(like i care!) nvm abt tt, cos in e end i won. hehe. the movie is damn funny!! both of us laughed like hell, we even grabbed each other hands and laugh terribly. its so lame and funny xD i enjoyed the show alot. :D oh before tt we had diner at kim gary HK cafe. againb its a FEAST.
2set meal, drumsticks& cheesemushrooms as side dishes. =.= bill= 56bucks. shiro footed e bill. heihei.
the movie ended at ard 1130. took cab home. :D im dam tired lo! but really happy. wahahaha.


-----------end of my happy day----------

abt my 21st trip, everything was re-considered. the air flight too exp. the date departing unsure. blabla. in e end shar told me we shd go somewhr cheaper. which is KL. but she's swt.. actually wan take flight thr cos i wish is to take a flight on my bday.. XD then.. realised tt by flight is 200bucks more than coach price. GG. of cos i wont b spending a stupid sum of 200 to make my wish come true. jus take coach bah. ~.~ but i heard alot of comments tt KL is borin la, nothing to shop la.. blabla. nvm la ..nv been thr, jus go thr take a look to widen my knowledge, to see more of the WORLD INSTEAD OF TINY SINGAPORE. haaaaaaaa.