im happy after reading my yuki's blog bcos she sounded real happy =)
looks like things are going real well and something we're looking forward to is coming real soon! i cant wait too!! :D

but i feel sorta sad b'cos she wouldnt want to meet me up. As our conversation may lead to some sad memories of hers. i really wanna see her. to know that she's healthy and strong. The sad thing was.. she allowed alvin and another frd of hers to go visit her while she's at home T.T but not me eh... (we live at 2 opposite ends of SG)

well, i dont know what i shd do. i dont even know how to phrase it.
She will feel sad when if i meet her, so its a no no?
But i wanna see her!


went TP's D&D yest. dress up party- OCCUPATION. i dressed as a rockstar =) one tt im more familar with.. i mean the dressing n stuff. haha, well not bad eh, most of them really did dress up. TP is the best lah! XD i spent 3-4hrs to draw my face. so hard to! even after watching youtube on those makeup tut! LOL. so lau kui. yups, and its my v first time putting on a fake lash! wooo, inroduced by micky hyung. hehe. i tried to fix it like 6times? omg. terrible yea? haha!
once again, im lazy to upload pics. XD
i dont know y, when esther saw my pics she was so shocked. o.o i thought its quite ME already, errr, she said she discovered another side of me. 0.0 isit that shocking?!? LOLS. all the while i love rocker stuff, just tt i cant wear as a teacher right?!? it'll scare off students! LOL. wats more. i cant even wear shorts now. dam sad, i feel like the chances for me to wear the things i like had gradually fall to 5% of my life??? =.= ahh thats y, i suddenly find my wardrobe SO PLAIN & BORING!! i cant decide what to wear every single day! this seldom happen to me last time! most of the time i'll know what i want to wear the night before and i can even imagine myself looking into the mirror with those clothes on. and now? i can see myself in those tee shirts and jeans/ knee length pants. omg. WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!??? i just hate plain plain stuff luh. i realised i hav got too many of my camps and FO tees! lols.