this is so complicated.
i think vin's presence made me feel like i m nothing.
its a kind of very very left-out and very stress.
i hate to say this, but he make me feel so unhappy.

we're wrking tgt, as colleagues & as friend.
but i feel NONE of either. that is how bad it is.
im jus afraid, if this goes on...we will not even be friends.
maybe he didnt even care.

enough of my rantings. it had been occupying my mind.



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dont talk big. u're not as considerate as u think u are.
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here, HAPPY 8Years Old YUNYAN~~~



that was ytd :D :D
and thats charmaine's tiara. ^^ so cute right?
lucky i snapped fast, scared that she'll cry =x
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hmm haomin & haojie are back in centre!! lols. jus for this short week xD
miss em, even the kiddies miss em. can see much much much more smile on Guohui's and baobei's face =D feel so glad ^^

thy're so cute disturbing me, helping me, making me laugh. lols
thy described the way they pee as GUNS
like machine guns, rifle guns, bazuka guns o.0?
so yellow right? lols
and this pri2 zavier(innocent, know nothing of it) added "SHOT GUN"
LOL! denise and me looked at each other and LAUGHED OUT LOUD! HAHAHA!

well, a very disgusting event happened today.
hmm, i was alone in e morning.
i took this packet of chewy sweets into e office.
i was squeezing/ pressing the sweets as pondering whether to hav one.
i dont know what came to me, but i just look inside that packet.
and 3secs later, i threw e packet on the table.
AND A LIZARD RAN OUTTA E PACKET!
i screamed!!! with my hands covering my mouth! (scared too loud. LOL) =(
trembling. dam scary and DISGUSTING!!
then i tried to calm myself down.. like 3mins later?
i took a very big scissors, pick e packet up and threw it away.
DAM LAH. disgusted! bet that was the first time i m that close to a lizard! argh.
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tmr should be watching stepup2.
if ahma nv change her mind! LOLS.

anyways, Sharon is in HK right now. happily shopping yea? haha
and she told me HK go once is enough already! 0.0
wat the.. means i cant go wit her nxt time? o.o.o.o
how sad!