pressure is good.
stress is good.
tryin to console this poor me.
Vin says this time round im e one leading th group.
i know he's outto help me learn and all.
i know he's givin me a chance to lead.
its real hard, hav to interpret each character and of cos, be dominant. =.=
without his guidance= dead.
yup, and i know he care alot. he thinks alot.
and he can really b every girl's best listener/ adviser. haha.
yea, he did say next yr i gotto find another lucky person. lols
come to think of it, it is a bless to meet nigel and vin.
they are like my guardian angels. haha ><
today did chat alot wit vin. yups.
discuss bout ideal future.
its been long since i think of those things...
i wanna hav a condo, living in by myself.
ever since met shiro, my images changed.
yar, and i know i wont like it. actually it depends...
i dont like living in his current flat, unable to hav OWN property.
this sorta pissed me, tts y its better nt to think bout it ><
but if i m able to move out, i'll be much much happier~
and i wanna hav my wedding photos taken aboard, preferably JAPAN! LOL
anyway, shiro is definitely not my obstacle TT, and i don want him to be.
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i know i m lag of time, but i m really tired. i can sleep anytime.
maybe i m jus escaping or hidding. fear is the obstacle to success!!!
I LOST MY NANO
happened ytd. i wasnt sad at all, mayb it has yet registered into me.
i was thinking the new wont come if the old dont go.
but still, at 8pm, i still went down to sch's lib...
my shiro and vin described me as naive. thy don believe that TP has any kind souls...
but i do. i believed thy may or may not return,50% 50%. u nv know till u find out!
yea and so i went.
and indeed, shiro & vin were right. its gone...
right until this morning, i then realised how much i missed my dada(nano)
how hurt it felt. my jap songs... T-T
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