Right under the red sky
standing on the sand
holding the hands of love one.

this is the moment i swear i want for my whole life
if i have the power, i would. could. have stop that moment
couldnt believe it thou, that i feel so loved

i love the red sky when it was about to rain
i love to look out at the vast sea, those shimmering lights
i love to feel the breeze, so fresh
i love to hold on to his hand and stare at the sky above

its still there when i close my eyes.


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i made him angry =x
its rather scary. how cold.
no idea what i did wrong..
and of cos a girl will always say she's right, yar.
somehow, jus wished to know what i had done wrong.
are u giving up after tolerating so much?
are u able to let go?
mayb u realised what i realised

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, after so much
i found a truth to love
love is made for you to find out how much u love yourself.
u quarrel, u cry, u fight. WHY?
isnt it bcos u love yurself and u just cant stand it
when someone treats u unfairly
when someone controls you
when you cant have things yur way?

i just realised this yesterday.
when i was thinking v hard at night
what isit meant by love
and saying "i love you more than myself"
is of course, an obvious lie.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



a song jus right for my mood

When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take



Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you