Saturday, March 04, 2006
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results are out for e JAE.. liang sms-ed me so early in e mornin to check. lols. gimme tt webbie and i went to check it out. lol. i got into accountin & finance @ TP ^^ expected. haa. liang got into TP too, but i forgot which course =X sryy! T_T but he wanna get in NYP.. so he goin to appeal for it =) wish him good luck =DD
prince got into T05- Electronics/Telecommuinications/Computer Engineering/Microelectronics- OMG. WTH is tis? o.0 so weird sia! i hav no idea.. but he's able to get into areospace. tts wat he wants.. so i m happy for him >.< above all.. he's in e same sch as me!! LOLs. if not for me.. i think he'll apply for other polys le. =(
maybe i m in e wrong right frm e start. i didnt know yee need me soo much. T_T its all ZL's fault!! =( he and his super duper damn BIG mouth!! always tell lies too! zzz. its so hard to get trust frm my buds and bf at e same time.. always one will be out! i hate it tis way. its so hard! almost immpossible.. i hav no idea wat to do.. i cant giv up my friends. tts immpossible!! friends in my heart are a little more impt than him.. but in order to let him believe tt he's more impt.. i hav to acc him more. i dono wat i m doin~ but i really HATE to see him alone. i wan him to hav friends. i wan ppl to acc him. i really dont dont dont like him to be alone. i HATE it MOST!
told jac bout nxt thurs thingy. she seemed busy today. so maybe it slipped off her mind.. goin to remind her again on mon. i wanna gooooooo =(
things happened today. i m hlpless. i no need to clarify my stand. jus be the wrong one. don wish to persue things any further. jus end the matter. as long as the centre is ok, i no need to say so much things to make myself feel terrible and to clear their doubts. its unexpected, shockin, messy, accusingly. so wats e point of apologising to me? tts so damn lame. if she expect something in return, y apologise??!
i thought i am strong and i can do it. but things doesnt seem to be tis way..
- i m more weak & vulnerable than i thought -
DOLA shiteru @ 12:58 AM
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