Tuesday, April 26, 2005

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heeees...=) haisss...actualli todae mornin feel kinda left out...cox i nv go to sentosaa..then e thingies tt they tok bout i don understand at all...i was so sad.. donno whether to blame myself, them or piggy...haix..then i realli sian liaos...cox shar told mi some little details onlli...then yee nv tell mi anythinn at all..i feel sad of cox...then i tolerate until chinesse period...then i pour everythinn out to siewww...she's e onli one tt realli listen to my problems! even when in e mornin at our usual place..i tried to tell shar moii feelings...bout y i cant turn up for sentosa and wat dearr told mi...but about onlli 2/9 through...yee came...then they started to chit chat awae bout e sentosaa trip...hais...e thing ish...even sharon forget my presence and even forget bout our conversation...it realli hurts mee...i wanted to tell someone bout my feelings lo...and dear ish not e one tt can listen to my probs...he alwaes want mi to cheer up...but he cant solve e prob for me...and i nidded some one..a gal hu will feel e same as i do...
then..i donno y ..it jux don seemed rite to be angry wit her...she's alwaes e one by my side...so wibout realising it...i feel muchh more betta tokin to her...and tellin her bout my feelings. i think she realli understands wat i'm goin through...then she console me..of cox..then she promised mi tt nxt time when we go dere again..she'll accompanni me into e sea...hehe..i feel so happi to hearr tis..hahah....
no matter wat happen...me and yee again talk le...she showed mii her neo wit kelvin...it looks GREAT!!! so pretti and cute...haha. then we went to com lab...yee show mi e pics in her bloogie...so nice...e one kel n her back facin us de...looks so romantic seh...notbad!!! then i command her to take e same wae when me and piggy go for e nxt sentosa trip...haha..
hais..i guess tt piggy wun be goin sentosa foreva le...he last time already sweared tt if yee they all go...he will definatelli not go..hais..i realli don understand y he don like yee so much! she's moii frend and his too loorrrrr...real sian..=(
DOLA shiteru @ 11:14 AM
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