Wednesday, April 27, 2005
WAT THE HELL!!!! i already 101% confirm to go out wib yee and her friends to sentosa le...last week i missed it...then actualli wanna go town mit em de rite?? then how?? he spoil my whole plan..ok..i didnt sae anythinn..then now..i wanna hav e things tt i wanna enjoy! i don wanna miss it again!! of cox i wanted to live life to e fullest! i wan to enjoy as much as i cannnn...hais..but i don tink tt he sees wat i see...he is only scared tt i will leave him..plsss lorrr..I WON DE LOR!! AS LONG AS HE STILL LOVE MI ONE MORE DAE..I WON LEAVE HIM..i will still love him if he still loves mi...
i now donno whether to be sad or angry wit himmm...i sad cox i don wanna feel like i'm betrayin him when i am not..he keep acccussin me 4 wanna mit new guys..i nv lorr!!! i jus wanna play volleyball n suntan all dae...but he cant see y i love it so much..sucks...i realli wonder y he alwaes sae mi until he very ke liannn...then i will give up moii trip and pei him...he alwaes makes me feel sad...then my heart will soften then i will decide not to do e things tt i actualli wanted...hais..
i feel like i'm lettin moiself down...i alwaes giv in to him n let my friends n i down...lots
y he alwaes sae tt i like my friends more>?????? i neva ok?? i treat all fairrrrrr...siannn..onli i prefer to be wit my friends more cox they are more fun..they alwaes laugh at my jokes...piggy won do tt de...sometimes he scold me for laming! can u belive it?..hais..then my friends understand wat i want...wat i enjoy doin and wat to do to make me happi...
haissss...i jux wan him to be able to see wat i want and be dere wit mi...to e places tt i wanna go and e things i wanna do! y cant he see wat things can realli make me happi? dont pull mi back..i wanna move forward..
DOLA shiteru @ 12:36 PM
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