Saturday, March 05, 2005

wateva
haisxx...me now feelin veri very de down sia....sighs...my dearr now at K wit his our friends...hais..i donno y i let him go n still feel do sad..quite don get it y i like tt...hais...i realli disappointed wit mi..and i kept thinkin of stupid things..its not tt i wanna go n think..it jux come to my mind now and then naturally...like when i am free..i will hab lots of stupid thoughts in ma head...so useless...hais..i let him go bcox i on wannna control his freedom..i really tryin very much le...but still..i feeel sad..and so...here i am....in this lonely room and he wit others enjoyin..great...tis ishh how it shd be...i shall alwaes b e one in wrong..
ya noe..the person tt i hate and despise most is myself
DOLA shiteru @ 12:34 PM
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