Annyeong!
It has been so loonnnggg since am here once again.
I hav stopped blogging for awhile. Hmmm of cos there is a private blog. But stopped since im getting pretty busy with wedding stuffs previously.
And... YES I AM MARRIED!
Unbelieveable but yeap. Tied the knot, vowed.
So now im living tgt with shiro with my in laws.
Life still goes on. Previously i felt like shiro place is like 'his home'
While my home is 'my home'. But after im married. I have this strange feeling like I dont belong anywhr lol. Both are no longer 'my home'. And feel rather strange when I went back to the home I grew up in. Everything turned alien overnight. Like i no longer belong there . And it will be awkward of me to slpover or something.. So strange huh.. lol!
But still can say tt im blessed. My MIL will hlp to wash my clothes *laugh cry face*
I feel happy and paiseh at the same time.
So now it is kinda like an auto mode for me to wash my clothes if im home in the morning. Prev if im free in the morn, i will hit the gym. Now kinda hard. Either wash clothes, wash clothes, iron clothes or vacuum room. Cos i know my hair.......... Hahaha
Shiro started uber
Of cos it is kinda hard. No one said it was easy
Seeing him work so hard abit heart pain :(
Hav to start driving 7am come home nap like 30mins or so around noon then continues till night.
Of cos first 2weeks is like trial. Will learn to be smarter over time. Haha
Cos was in fact quite stressful when i did the excel sheet for his earnings.
But seem like things are getting better... Bopi.
So now we are at around 3-4week.
Hope it gets better!
Oh well it is kinda like a motivation factor. Cos i know he will be home late so theres no excuse for me not to work, RIGHT! So I hav to work more! Lol
Anywayyy we missseeedddd soooo mannnnyyyy goooodddd sshhoowwwss already!!!
Sigh
Thou he had sun off, we hav diff things happening on sun tt kept us occupied. Cant even movie or sing k or go swimming etc . Just no time :(
Still trying to adjust on this.. Dam difficult. Struggling with time.
Even going into JB is like time consuming until.... To the extend we feel that we shdnt waste such time tt can be spent on sleeping and regaining energy. Driving wholeday is like shagness for him. So kelian right. We better be adjusting this time thing soon. Abit driving me crazy liao. Cos i dint want any opportunity cost caused just bcos i wanna have fun. Tt is so not right!
Shiro is still the same.
And im surprised by some of his actions i must say.
Some are good pleasant surprises.
Some are what? Disgusted surprises. LOLS
Ohwells. Lets focus more on positivity.
Im shocked tt he abides by the 10promises rule!
Tt one really i anyhow type one. Hoping.... It is like my wishlist haha
He diedie wants to give me 20% of his earnings (havent deduct away exps) -.-
I really think it is not a gd time to kickstart this. Cos new job need time to adjust first..
And 20%,shd be on his net earnings bahhh.
I must say initially I thought I will have too little me time. Since now we are two instead of one . Lol
Who knows right now, I feel that I am having too much of me time !!! Ironic huh.
I have to wait home till Shiro comes back late on weds, fris & sats.
So bored at times. Omg.