Here to send my deepest condolences to our nation father, Mr Lee Kuan Yew.
I know this is kind of wrong, only to recall, appreciate, show gratitude towards all of the things he did only when he is gone. Sometimes makes me wonder if it is a Singaporean thing. Take things for granted. Only thing we don't forget is to complain, whenever something bad happens and blame others for it. When things are good we enjoy.

I do have hell lots of thoughts and prayers I held in my heart.
The more Shiro reminds me of how much he did for us.. (Practically everything, from education, safety, our home, transportation, to where we stand today ,our economy, our strong buying power.) he made me feel so much like to just rush down queue just to send him off.
But I can't :( due to personal reasons.. The fengshui shi says am forbidded to attend any funeral/wake,  irregardless of how close that person may be to me. It's kinda sad. I hope my thoughts will reach him, and help him advance to the next level, Paradise.

Some feelings are hard to put in words.
If u can feel em..

Yes and I heard a meaningful quote over the radio. "If you want to know what LKY did for us, just take a look around you. " because everything you see is his effort, his vision to bring us to where we are today. Thank you, Mr Lee. You must be elated to join hands with your wife now. You did enough for us, please rest well and be happy. We will do our best to continue uphold n improve this city you held so close to heart.



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Anyway, back after 2yrs or so?
Have been constantly thinking abt this blog.
How I wish I can be transparent here. But yea I can't sorry
I have a personal or rather private blog to keep my thoughts.
I need to rant type or write to reflect on self. But some feelings are nt for sharing.. Paiseh. Lol
But I will keep this open, who knows 1fine day.. Will be back here blogging. Ja neh.

Since am already here, lemme just update few things in life?
-  Expanded my world vision for past 2years. Hav been traveling ever since I started this me career lol. To Taiwan- Hong Kong + Macau- Beijing - Germany (Munich)- Bangkok- Phuket

- Bidded BTO back in early 2013. Gotten Tamp  BTO. Like a finally pls. Coming in 2016

- Agreed to ROM this year 26th Sept 2015. Because Shiro and I dint want a clash of huge events. Will be too financially burdened. So yea, will hav to live in his rm . As of current, we are shopping around for bed (just bought) , book shelves for our mangas, drawers, quilt n blinds. Will be getting most of em frm ikea. Lol.

- went for photoshoot earlier this yr. 1mth back, totally enjoyed ourselves.

- so currently we are busy planning for the wedding. Ok maybe only me. Haha

Alright tts all folks.