its been long. sashiburi~
i have got alot of stuff to update, but i really dont hav the mood to blog. haha
when i thought of the time going to be consumed to upload those pile of photos, i feel sian. =x
at least facebook is much much faster than blog. lol.
well, im back to pet society. trying ways to find cheats. its kinda hard. since there are really ways to cheat, it is still time consuming! LOL. yest went to visit 91friends for hugs =.= took like 30mins or more!
been watching DBSK's vid. there's still so much to go! >.<
saw jaejoong's ear piercing.. looks like a couch. but the vid is v unclear! i wanna hav the same piercing as him!! i bought an earring with a cross. similar to jaejoong's hoho. but it is so hard to put it on! i almost went mad!
im starting on bleach too, the last time i watched, i think im somewhere at epi146? so far back right?!? and i needa complete the taiwanese drama- MIT so that my sis can return the dvd back to her friend. haha
oh well. i went to weiling's bday last sat. happy birthday girl~ bought her a jacket. hanmeng's family bought her a cool new cashcard monopoly~ lol. dam interesting oh. =) and hanmeng got real jealous. =.=
played with those kids at stadium yest, my first wrking day.
played badminton with hanmeng, daowei and boonping. it was fun. hehe, just that the wind was too strong and the sun was so hot&bright! whats more? i forgot to bring my cap over to e stadium. lols. ahh, i hav no idea thy were planning to head over to stadium, so i dint bring xtra clothing. hhaa, esther wore sbl uniform with me! so funny XD we look like students! XD
dono y i feel so lifeless ever since after my exams. my results not good at all. after my last battle, after so much studying, i still lose out =.= my schedule are messed up. actually could start working frm march, but due to my camp which took up 2week during apr, everything gotta postpone. i must find a job much later in apr. well, seemed like my fam dont understand my thinking. nobody would want to employ someone who will be taking 2week leave not long after employment right? so i chose to wait. but my mum and my sis nagged at me. my sis kept pestering me y m i rotting at home, y i didnt even take initiative to find a job. she tried her best to get me one, im thankful for that! but luck aint on my side. the job she reco dint call me for interview... too bad. well, my paycheque for student care is being postponed too, as the accountant is unavailable this month- due to an overseas accident. the compulsory meeting for Nexo was dated tmr, and i dono due to whatever reasons, it is changed to today. so i missed that meeting. my mum keeps staying at home, both of us are sorta jobless. i feel irritated cos of the naggings abt my messy studytable, my wardrobe, my dressing table! OMG. ahh, and she found out about shiro being a smoker. yup, his image immediately kena tarnished. too bad luh, he keep saying he cant face my mum anymore blablabla, what can i say other than: "YOU BROUGHT IT UPON YOURSELF". my mum is pretty unhappy about it.. she nagged at me too! she asked me y is he a smoker at such a young age. i want an answer to that too! its his life, what can i do? i tried to nag, threaten, quarrel. its still the same. i even state v clearly with him, if he ever contacted cancer, i wont take care of him. He is the one that smoke, he is the one that wanna spend money to kill himself. so what rights have he to bring trouble, unhappiness and sufferrings to people around him? make us spend money on him? that is immpossible. Quit before you make any promise. i hate empty promises. SHOW ME.
sometimes i wish i could stay alone. so that i can do the things i want.
not being restricted, questioned or nagged.
janeh
sorta sad, Dol.