my 20th year on Earth..
in this tiny Singapore is about to arrive. hoho? (i wanna get out of sg!)
LOL. i hav got so much to blog! and it is 11pm right now. i bet after im done wit this post, it will past 12. haha

i shd start frm last friday..
my colleagues celebrated my advanced bday~~ ^~^
hehe, together with my papa ( LinLe) lols. his bday was yest, and mine? tmr =x
they ordered PizzaHut, KFC and bought each of us a cake! SO SWEET yea?
im so shocked when i saw 2cakes XD feel very elated :D :] :) teehehe~
we took pics tgt, finally got this whole clique pic! hahas~
oh, i bought my papa a coin bank, cos i saw him throwing all his coins in his top drawer =/ haha, then he treat me bubble tea. so cute!

our tea, with our names. hehe


haha, my blackforest cake ( their fav). lol


yumss, this is only the first round!


mango cake, his cake, lao pa's fav


OUR CAKES, hehe


:]:):D =]=D ^^v






that night, my dearest ahma and shar also celebrated my advanced bday. XD
went K~~ lalaala. 3HOURS IS TOO LITTLE FOR US BIG MOUTHED GIRLS! LOL. our waiting list is still looooonnnng, and at 11pm, it jus got cut off. ARGH. i still wanna SING! same for ahma~ T.T
lols. half way thru, a surprise? popped out. a birthday cake! haha~~
ahma, yur cake cutting skills very zai hor? LOL.
HA.HA.HA.HA. (PUSSYCAT DOLL TUNE) =)
went MAC chit chat after that heavenly 3hrs. chat till our eyelids dam heavy, esp ahma's. HAHA shar got her car license already! so pro la! lol. she even gave us the trainer's namecard, hehe so kind! but i think i am still scared. so i cant! >.< strolled home at around 3am. lol.
now gotta think of shar's bday liao. haha~

my 2nd bday cake =)


watashii & shar


watashii & ahma






ghostly?


look at sharon!
i beat her after i saw her doing tt! lol












saturday is tiring cos i have to leave hse earlier to collect my
taiwan spree PGMALL bags @ SengKang. OMG. i dont even know how long it will take to reach. so i estimate. but not bad eh? i reached on the dot. ^~^ 2lovely bags. haha. i addicted to online shopping already!!
i bought like contact lens, tops, earrings and even shiro's top. LOL. crazy shopper, currently "going-to-broke" status still shop so much! haha
SATURDAY IS ALSO FUN! lol.
cos i finally getto see my yuki! =D she looks slimmer but as fair as ever, just like yuki (snow) ^^
then meet up wit my maple buddies plus my didi. went to AFA08. ANIME FESTIVAL ASIA '08 (i bought 2day ticket =) wooo hoo..
the cosplayers, some dint disappoint me, especially CODE GEASS! haha!
but i feel like kicking the ass-es of those who are so dam lousy. its like we are cursing ourselves for spotting them. LOL. it is really _ _ _ _.
LUCKY I NV SEE MY KANAME SENPAI! otherwise i bet his perfect image in my mind will crack and shatter! >.<
then my yuki spotted "yishijie"'s main vocalist. so cool la. dam funny. cos i dont dare to turn back to look at him. i thought KEI is with him.. and that thought set my heart racing =x then finally i turn to look at e vocalist, he was facing right, but his eyes moved and look down at me. OMG! hahahaha~ he is dam tall! exciting.. but i couldnt find KEI anywhere around him, so i dint even bother to take pics wit them =( KEI~~~~
we went ard snapping pics of figurines, cosplayers and mangaka drawings by whoever that feels like drawing! lol. i seriously feel like drawing, but i cant make them wait for me, unequipped too >.<

SUNDAY is the worse for me.
my original plan of : 1-3pm @ AFA'08 ( COSPLAY COMPETITION) and 4pm @ Popular Bookfest ( ENERGY ).
this initial plan was messed up by shiro, well mayb not him but his fam? or mayb mus blame it on him not informing me before hand or blame myself for deciding things myself? no idea. its jus dam complicated. in the end at 2pm, i m stuck at his hse. and he is stuck in btw me and his bro. zzz. i offered to go AFA alone, i really dont wanna miss that competition! in the end he chose to go off with me. BUT after his dilly dally this and that, it is already past 3. i m totally not in the mood for rushing there anymore.
i dont know how to describe my feelings. its is disappointment? anger? sadness? and full of REGRETS.
whatever, might as well let him hav his hair cut. in e end, we got thr at around 4-5pm. and aint many cosplayers around already. DAMN. and i dint getto see my fav CODE GEASS cosplayers. but snapped afew of new cosplay.
sighs. then went to bookfest, ENERGY is on the stage!!, having photo taking session! i wanna join in e queue, but the staff says the opportunity for photo taking is already over. Argh. my kunda.. so long nv see u =(

thinking of sunday sets my blood boiling. zzz.

hope tmr will be a better day.
coming back home right after wrk, cos my godparents celebrating wit me :)
goin to order pizza again. lol.





i hope i'll hav e time to post AFA pics. it is worth the time!





actually i m feeling kind of different now.. since it is like 5mins before the big day XD
make a wish!

TP mail is pissing me off. Big Time.
it is not once, but twice.
well. this time, i typed so much things, ready to send to Mr Tan.
i think i spent rather long, like 1-2hours to type that whole entry... then when i click SEND, nothing changed. it is like i dint type that mail at all! it wasnt sent either (otherwise, it would notify). GG. dam pissed, so i dont want to waste my life away typing that again ( for that day).. mayb i'll retype coming week. lols

Hmm, my neighbour's daughter got married, i dint know tt she's so dam pretty! LOL. lucky groom! hahaa~ just saw her wedding shots. v nice =) my dumb brother wasnt interested in those photos, i was like.. its such a waste not to look at her! HAHA. think im abit sick in the head xD

i found out that there is such thing as TWILIGHT CALENDAR @ BORDERS. wow,yea~ i went right down to PP to get em. and also e magazine!! Entertainment Weekly: Robert Pattison (Edward) on the covers. >.< guess what? both items were SOLD OUT. oh freak!
i can see that twilight is really popular =.= sighs. so i reserved e calendar @ wheelock. well, re the magazine, guess its sold out too @ wheelock. sucha turn off.
going to get e calendar tmr =D hehe~

ahhhhh, Eclipse. im at around last 20pages already.. i hate Jacob Black. hate hate hate him! And maybe Bella too. For hurting Edward! dammit. She just realised that she love Jacob TOO? how can that be? i feel so heartbroken for Edward. i think if Bella ever ended up with Jacob, im so gonna BURN THAT BOOK. ARGH! Bella is supposed to be with Edward! Edward = Bella, Bella = Edward! no more 3rd parties!
if bella feels that way, i'll just curse Jacob to die in whatever fight he is involved. dam angry. I just feel like slapping the book close so that i wont read bella's feelings. so that i wont feel so remorse for Edward,love. Such Betrayal. Such greedy mindset, to love 2person at the same time. zzzz.

argh, talking bout Bella and Jacob turns me off. so bad mood right now.





hmm, i'll have to endure another week before i can see my yuki. would really like to meet her up alone, so we can chat and so on.. but i dont think that is possible yup? it is so sad. But of course, happiness is most important right now. Be happy =)
i'll be waiting for 1st Dec ^^

here is the story of what happened to me last week.
mishap.
well. on tues afternoon, i was already having fever and i stubbornly stayed till e end of work. after Benjamin told me bout e 3day MC, i was worried and sms-ed my L/O, wanan know if its true.

he says tt i MIGHT needa extend my sip. but he insist tt i go ahead and rest if i feel unwell. i tried to rush home, hoping tt after an early night sleep, i will feel better e nxt day.

but i dint in the end. i woke up in the middle of the night feel like puking, which is impossible cos thr's basically nothing in my stomach. and of cos dizziness. but im lucky enough, dint bang into anything on my way back to my bedroom.

in e morning, i woke, and feel like puking again, so i made my way to e living room. then the blackness came again, i could not see anything and my mind was spinning. i tried to walk slowly to e bathroom. and e next thing i knew, i heard loud bangs and i feel the pain. i was slammed to the floor, facing down.

i wondered where i was! darkness and pain. i thought im at the television set. when it finally cleared, i found myself between the sofa and the table. my lips is filled with blood and very tiny pieces of my front tooth. good game. i looked around, the chair and table was out of place. and a wooden plank came out of nowhere. i remember grabbing a tissue, cleaning up the wound and cleaning the ground.

i hold the phone in my hand, not sure who to call.. Shiro? Mummy? im debating btw these two. i thought of shiro, he is surely in wonderland. and the thought of me telling shiro, i can picture myself choking over my own tears and i could not get anything out in e end. LOL. so i decided to dial my mum's phone. as expected, i cried.. but managed to let her know that i haddda fall before losing it. phew. she then say she's on her way back.

yar, then it was shock and nagging. well, until my didi came home, im shocked. my mum cried when she told him my condition.. this is the 2nd time i saw those tears. 1st was at my grandpa's funeral! isit tt bad? come on!?! =.= she blame herself for removing the carpet e day b4 and also to keep such lousy sofa (its e wooden type with cushions ontop). she is so mad at herself tt she wanted so much to dispose the set of sofa right away! LOL. i calmed her down. i told her i was fated to meet this accident. nothing can change the fate. sighs~~

then, soon.. nope, within hours, all my relatives were informed. ( WOW, talk bout auntie's power!) my 4th aunt came visit. and shiro.. oh well, he sms-ed me in e afternoon asking how am i. and i sms-ed a whole chunk of words to him. he was shocked and scared too? haha. immediately called, wanting to hear my voice.. haha, i was alright then, not tt mushy touchy, just a few drop of tears. and he came over in the evening, laughing at e hole in my front tooth and making me pronouncing words with FFFFF like "puFFerFish, muFFin" OMG! he is annoying! LOL. but he made me laugh. haha.

i could not go work e following day too. my body ache like i mass work out e day b4! omg. abit feverish. my uncle came and visit me during his lunch break. he sneaked out way early.. lols. then my ahma & godma & godbro came over in e afternoon. i saw my godbro, my mood dampened. dam him for my precious maple account. zzz. i tink i can never forget what he did to me, for e rest of my life.

then finally shiro came over at night. he looks so dam tired! all bcos of his FYP. his tutor sucks la. i dono y engin's tutor this kinda standard. if it is business tutor, i think they surely tio complaints till fired.

hmm, then, my sore throat! its been DAYSSSSSSS. once u shine a torch into my mouth, you can see 5to6 huge ulcers waiting at e far end SMILING. argh. it really hurts ok! but amazingly, i feel diff kinda pain everyday.. as for today.. they feel so dry, too dry. when thy touch water, it hurts like hell. so i must keep them moisturized. lol.

enough of my story.
i wanna talk about e story im so in love with recently.
series wrote by stephanie meyer. =D
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn. and of cos, e uncomplete master piece!
Edward's perspective.. Midnight Sun.
Simple LOVE IT.
im more than half way thru Midnight Sun.. reading it at work. lols. shhhh
it is really very entertaining to feel edward's thoughts and sees how he sees Bella. it is so interesting. alot more fascinating? hahas

oh, and i m also half way thru Eclipse... breaking dawn is already sitting at my study table, waiting. xD













i hope my yuki will grow stronger
and i can help her in some way, someday...