where shd i start? how should i say? the hope that i held on... it burst like a bubble, disappeared into thin air.
REN, IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FK IT. and nana is the last to know! why must the author torture nana as well as the readers? of cos i cried. alot. and i cant think straight. Life w/o ren is....... damn. it is a car accident. he was on his way to bring layla home.. before setting off wit hachi to osaka, to give nana a surprise. shattered. everything is shattered. means nana & ren can never be together. how can he be so heartless to leave nana alone in this world?
i know its been long... lols pure lazy to blog. lols. am glad tmr's holiday! yay, getto stay by shiro's side all day long =) most prob are goin to eastcoast, cycling =D (been so long since last scythia's outing =x) with his classmates and all.
went ahma's hse today. saw bryan~ sucha cutie, his eyelashes are DAM LONG! its like of all babies, this is the longest! lols. kinda amazing! too bad i left my hp at home. charging -.- so didnt manage to snap any of his chubby lill face. haha. owells, my mum says we're gonna stay thr only for awhile. to my dismay, we stayed till 7++ and not only that.. we still head over to AMKhub for window shopping. urm, not exactly, cos i bought a new n'polish. hehe
i was reading my new book for whole of today! seriously, since i woke up, i snugged in my bed and started reading. lols. its so so so dam dam NICE! TWILIGHT its e movie that will be in cinemas SOON. thanks to chaijing =) its bout VAMPIRES of course! i dont read without those blood drinkers. lols.
so i m half way thru e book. cant wait to finish it! so gonna head to Borders tmr at PP. and mayb purchase more of her series. =D
hmm ytd, shiro & I chatted over e phone. its rare nowadays, since i got him his psp. i think we chatted for over 2hrs? REALLY RARE. about our past, about how we got together about his feelings which i had not known before yest. about realising myself how much i wanted him back then about how the crave for him wont ever stir.
the love. so strong. yet the future. so uncertain. yes, he is right, no one can see the future for certain. cherish while we can, for we can never know when is the end. i'll remember those words, shiro
YAY! i found it. the song! it is CASSIS sang by The GAZETTE!!! weee~~~ all thanks to a jrocker lover on imeem. teeheehe, e only one that replied me apparently. haaha, such kind soul~ >.< here are afew pics for gazette. thanks for singing such beautiful song =) already set that dam song on my imeem player! LOL so excited! i cant wait to learn singing that song XD
i'll wait for you, shiro-kun, till u'r here to hav dinner wit me! im watching FFX-the movie now. lols. Yuna <3 Tidus
I WANNA KNOW THE TITLE & SINGER FOR THIS DAM SONG! that dam up loader dont understand eng i guess. its pissing me off! i went to listen to Dir En Grey's, Alice Nine's, Sug's and Gackt's song playlist, BUT I COULDNT FIND. SO, kindly tell me if you know kays. thanks! T.T
so sad, lols. hmm, was so sinful these few days! thurs, my fav sip tutor came to visit us =) with 4girls and 1lucky guy. we went to BK's and he treat us all a meal each! so kind! LOLS. so we hope he can visit us more times in the future, so we can hav more free lunches. LOL! (so cheapo >.<) owells, he told me, "Doleries" is a word in Spanish. does it sound like one? then he says the meaning is actually "SUFFERING"!!! 0.0 i was shocked @ first but then, after knowing the 'real' meaning, i kinda like my name more. =x sicko? hahas. ok, that day, my department is half day off, cos we had TEAM BONDING DAY!! we'll play a game like "shi zhi lu kou". and we start with 'hum chee peng' lols. we are all divided up into diff grps. lucky i was wit Zac, Esther, Weijie and our angel(commitee) is Junwei (handsome). lols. it was fun! we spent all on cheapo stuff, a total of $5.45only. LOL! but we walked dam much. frm DBS towers to chinatown then to Central mall. .__. we settled at Merchant court for dinner BUFFET! omg... the deserts are the best man! lol. chinese tang yuan, choco fondue, fruits, durian paste, cakes, steam bread cakes, icecream! WOW. i think i tried all of em xD so nice!! btw, its free, the higher ranked ones forked out $$ to sponsor . hehe
Esther. watashi. Ahling (chantille) thy look so young! only 24
last grp tt came back, punishment is to drink bitter tea >.<
GUESS WHAT? OUR TEAM GOT FIRST OK! DONT SIAOSIAO~~! LOLS
the next day, lunch: BUFFET again! its the department's way of saying thanks to everyone for staying with them all these years. (deductible exps) haha. total of 8dishes, 2 kinda desserts and also drinks. >v< SINFUL!! at last, we couldnt finish the food, and we played "zhong ji mi ma" LOL. Lele kena! he is right beside me! LUCKY! hohoho! wells, hope his proposal is successful! he did a pendant and necklace all by himself leh (hmm, with some hlp frm colleagues?) but its really thoughtful & sweeet =)
i hope i can get the pics on that team bonding day soon. ^--^
o yar, our angel, that junwei looks so young. and i heard he is already engaged and he recently got the approval for HDB flat ady! OMG!! i wonder if that is a bliss or what. ~.~ i dont think i going for early marriage o.o
i feel so empty suddenly. cos today and tmr, i'll be staying home! lols. mayb i got too many things i wanna accomplish, and i couldnt figure out which to start first. -__- i miss reading b.o.d.y =( i think its gonna take monthss for the next release.. sighs. i cant stop thinkin bout it.
today denise and esther told me bout the trip thy were planning to go for the weekend to deepavali. i wanna go too! lols. i heard its most prob thailand, but by coach!(by coach?!?!) lols. i'll join anyway!
i got addicted to online shopping XD i already preorder taiwan bags and korea contact lens. just trying out. if they're really reliable, i'll go all out for it. LOL. so i chose cheaper stuffs first. but my total add up to 53bucks. (still ok right? XD)
kinda hearts jrockers now. lol. but i still miss you jaejoong oppa! you'r still the most handsome dude i had ever seen :D :D :D
currently reading online manga: B.O.D.Y lovey dovey love, pain, tears its almost same as Bokura Ga Ita. the guy left his girl without a word, there, the girl's suffering so does the boy. and they are still in love with each other! dont get why they like this kinda story line. i got pisssed. currently updated till book#12 argh, i hav absolutely no mood for other manga! Fuji&Sakura's images ara all over my mind right now! omg~ .baka.baka.baka.
ohyar, im down with flu. went doc ytd and got myself a two day MC =)=) am bored at work, and its also a chance for me to rest. lol. i miss my colleagues thou xD will be heading back to wrk tmr. catching PaintedSkin right after work & joining Alex, his wife and some of e comicshop staff for steamboat ^=^ i'll be looking forward! teehee~
later meeting yanjun for Accion's bbq. omg, seemed like all peeps are bz working! ganbatte! haha! enjoy~
DOLA shiteru @ 10:34 AM
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