yay, finally i complete editing the shots frm CHINESE GARDEN!! ^^
but goin to upload those close up shots i edited only,
cos i too lazy to upload ALL >.< teehee~
nxt time thn upload ALL. xD















anyways, shiro says he hadda SURPRISE for me o.o
i guessed it correctly, soooooo, its not a surprise anymore (blame it on my smartness. HAHA) but he's sweet =) WE'RE GOIN TO SINGAPORE FLYERS!!! WAHAHAHAHA! cant wait! i wonder if i'll get jelly legs up thr. xD who cares? with all the scenery and him, im not scared!. =D

hmm, i realised the guitarist in YiShiJie ( frm superband) is super hot. his name is Kei (Ken). sorry ya, but i like this kinda style. LOL >.<








hehe, this is my new wallpaper. my laptop still cant go online. boring!
so i drew this, again using paint.

something i saw pisses me off.
sometimes its hard not to hold grudges.
what u hate others do to you, please dont do the same thing to others.

i hate myself for missing you once in awhile,
for i still hate you.


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went chinatown for lunch today! haha, 12peeps, 3 cabs =D we ate near People's Park hawker. ate "zu chao" the kangkong dam shiok ah! lols. so long since i tasted such nice kangkong =x Claudia fell in love wit it too. lols! ordered fried&steam dunmplings too. so full!
then we all went to the beads shop, all the girls chiong for beads! they wanna make accessories~ i wanna make earrings. and i fell for a v small cutie angel. haha! Esther crave for it too! guess we'll go back thr someday after work. teehee

took own swt time choosing the colours and we were goin to b late! (2hrs break)
rushed to taxi stand and no cab at all. finally one came... thy say those that sit near big bosses mus board first, claudia spotted me, cos i sit right beside a big boss. XD who knows one of e lady said something.."you are temporary so it does not matter at all, those that are permanent must go first" i dont know whether its right or wrong. of course am thinking, intern must complete their sip with good impression .. aint tt impt? my blood's boiling, and kept quiet. in e end, i took the first cab, cos no one wans to take e initiative to go forward =.=
then on the way, i calmed down. then i realised, if im a permanent staff, i will have same thinking as her. LOL.
mayb they old ppl are like tt. when they feel pekchek, things thy say will go nasty, but when thy're in gd mood, things thy say are like words of enlightenment, HAHAHAHA



~end of story~

totally a mis-perception!
am having doubts bout what i think of ahling.
wells. she is actually a nice person! haha.
i dont know whether its too early to tell, but i find the family thr really fun, and thy are so fun to be with!! laughter after laughter~~

and last fri, i went partyworld with them. hehes, been so long since i go sing XD
claudia's voice dam nice!! oh, she's my fav colleague so far ^^ she's pretty, strong, cheerful, helpful =) and she sings dam well! omg O.O so perfect! she gives out this kinda aura, like you'd want to be something like her in the future. haha, but too bad she's married. lols. =D

continuing, they like to sing hokkien & cantonese songs! im the noob! i dont know how to sing both! so i'll just stick to chinese. >.< they dam entertaining, make me laugh till stomachache. hehe. i like the way we sing out loud together. ^^
we sang till 12mn, that system abit dumb.. i know thy wan us to stop exactly at 12, but thr's no need to disable the remote!! omg.
anyways, took cab home, thy're so swt, let me flag cab first =) then claudia wants me to sms her whn i reached home, so cute~ then i recalled that several people in my life did the same thing as claudia, i find it so sweet, heihei~

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went ikea & giant with my mimi and didi jus now.
we wanna get another com table, cos, my previous CPU was repaired, and my aunt gave us back..
well, with other things, like LCDmonitor, Mp3, samsungmobile(my didi took as he lost his own somewhr on e bus), mooncakes.
and today, her hubby & her bring a LCD TV and com table over. WOW~~~~ LOL
basically, everything in my hse was given by others!! LOLSS

that tv is real cool, and i cant believe it, such a big tv, it belongs solely to her daughter. omggg. good life!! T.T envious!!! haha

hmm, so its quite a mess in e living room, 2 computer tables. Not only my mum, i dislike it too. lol. hmm, and so, there's some shifting of furniture n stuffs, my mum wans me to transfer frm my study table to my didi's .__. and she wanna remove the storynook shelf!! wat a bad idea! b'cos all my past year poly text and paper stuffs are stocked up thr =(

im done watching honey & clover anime. last epi of partII is dam touching! OMG. i love hagu-chan with straight hair, she's so kawaii. 3guys fell all over her! well, she's worth to fall in love with, lols.
this is another story that speaks of life. its meaningful, but i find nana more interesting. =x
ps, only ss hagu-chan, glee





kawaiineh?









i wanna sing again

i waited for around 2hrs today again. =(
i read all my newspapers and i even started to use paint to draw random stuffs! omg.
so long! its so weird sitting thr doing nthing when the others are so busy with their wrk. felt kinda guilty =x

i received my DBS login ID & pw today, it was sealed up in a envelope, so secretive! and i thought i can finally use internet! and it wont b so bored anymore =)
who knows, that personal setting of mine caused e laptop to lag like hell! i cant even get into intranet, wats more for internet? argh!!

in e end, i chose to stick with the default settings, then huiling laughed at me. LOL. xD anyways, today chatted with ahlian on our way to take-away lunches. glad tt i went. hehe. we talk bout Taiwanese drama series. my JOE ZHENG YUAN CHANG! haha~ she currently watching 'ming zhong zhu ding ai shang ni' (i planning to watch tt after my honey&clover anime ^^)

when i got off frm wrk, just right, ahling aso goin off, so kind of her & weijie to wait for me while i xchange my pass =D then i saw Charlie! LOL. He says he worked OT today o.o so i guess am wrking OT everyday? haha. my dpt alot of very chiong these few days, cos of that AIG crisis, some wrk till 10pm =.= so scary~
thats y, when i leave at around 630pm, i feel kinda embarrassed, so i leave slightly later today. xD
then ahling & me chatted bout earholes and tattoos. haha, she seemed extremely kind today.. i wonder why... lols.

went to meet shiro again. his mates dam funny again! playing this really cute SpongeBob Monopoly computer game!!! it aint online, so i guess its frm some disc. but its really adorable!! every land u stepped into, there's a game u have to play to determine e amt u paying ( mass pressing e button!).. so cute!! and shiro super lousy. no land at all! lol. but he has e most amt of $$, haha.


yay, tmr is FRIDAY =D =D =D
dress-down day~ and weekends right up!! hehe

hehe. just went to shar's place.
i FINALLY went to see her nephew xD (actually wanna see him b4 exams =.=)
well, he was passing motion when i gt thr, what gd timimg! LOL.
so i gotto see him bathe =D
he so chubby, and got really HUGE EYES! haha. 3mths old ady. so big~~



supposed to go Chinese Garden today. then that blardy tutor of shiro's stopped him frm goin off. zzz. and she promised him she'll let him off tmr.
at first i was okay with it. then again, i got mad when i re-gathered my thoughts.
am dam worried that it will rain tmr. i bet i will cry.
SIIIGHHHHH

the view.



anyways, am working at DBS tower currently. my SIP =) heihei. everyday face that laptop and keep doing stuffs like an admin =x my colleagues are friendly, are thy really that friendly? lol. just chat & laugh is enough, better dont go too deep~
wrk frm 830 till 615. and my leg hurts everyday. lol.
i brought e pillow jas gave me and a new cup i bought to tt office =)
its slack work luh. im glad, but on the other hand, i craved to learn more new things instead of sticking with spotrates for DAYSSSSSSS.
well, like den & jas say, im new, i shd take things slowly. >.<


ohyah, i bought shiro's fav durain cake over to his lab ytd. its a Surprise!! teehee~ his mates dam funny luh! thy started sucking up to him cos thy wanna hav a taste of tt cake too. haha. then i saw this pic. LOL.
well. actually i got shiro's personal one afew weeks back. i was so shocked and i dont dare to look at it! i bet i'll abandon him if he ever become like tt! LMAO!!!
i showed ahma too. she say im heartless! HAHA
(shiro's one is like the best of all? it fits him completely. OMFG)



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yay, goin to botak jones wit shar nxt fri. =D
is ahma free?

i will know my location for attachment tmr.
hmm tansicheong is my SIP in-charge :) lucky its not some unknown tutor. lol.
then.. i mailed him asking whether we needa wear office wear during tt few mths. and he replied "yes". =.=
this is so frustrating! this YES will surely use up approximately hundred bucks frm my pay. ARGH~

shd i go buy those stuffs today?

i wonder where is e location of the co.
thats my only worry.....

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i really feel like going on a trip with shiro
but there his mum goes again, i think he wont b able to go again this time round. ~.~
its so stupid, he's goin to get his passport made tmr!
and it clashes with my briefing on SIP! zzz

i wanna change my blog add. and am still thinkin of it.
dont know what represents me anymore.

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ytd KL bought ice-cream =D its nice vanilla with very thin chocolate chips. ^^
then we chatted bout our friends.
yea brought up lotsa memories, her friendship's also very dramatic! lols.
suddenly so many people enrolled, its like thr's total of 29peeps.
b'ox some of e parents brought their kids (around 5yrs old) here, KL and me ended up baby-sitting! OMG! haha. lucky i tot of letting em draw. and the noise level decreased dramatically. phew.
we gave out sweets, stickers and cute erasers. haha
worse thing is one of e boys called us AUNTIE! 0.0
the rest all followed him leh! DISASTER!!
then i stopped him immediately! i told him cannot cannot! must call us "jiejie"! HAHA
but it keeps slipping off his mind. lucky in e end, all of em bid us farewell using "JIEJIE". hoho ^w^

neh, Shiro-kareshi,
5YEARS omedetoo~~~ >w<

O3.O9.O8

actually dint wanna bake this and was lazy, but i still ended up making this for shiro. haha!




yay~ congrats ^^ time files, its been 5years!!
things we had done,
memories we had created,
times of happiness & sorrow,
we share it all together
there are still so much to discover and experience
lets walk this path together hand in hand :) isshoni
never to let go.
so...
please take care of me, shiro-kun. haha


hmm thou our day wasnt tt good, im satisfied. lols.
the weather is so bad, guess the gods really really dont allow us to go Chinese Garden ~.~
the rain was so dam heavy for a moment and drizzling for another! =.=
so we decided to head for e-hub for movie.
owells, the cathy sucks kay. not much movie & timeslots. argh.
so in e end we dont feel like watching and dine in at this HKstreet cafe.
lucky. the food we ordered this time round really taste NICE ^^ yokata!!
hehe. so glad. cos had some bad experiences e last time we went.


with shiro there, i feel like as if, without celebrating is also fine... as long as i getto stay by his side. its all that matters.

and sry about the big puddle of water... i know it dampened your mood, but you are still cute. lol~~
sayang, cannot b angry!







look @ e weather~




he taught me this on O3.O9.O8 xD


@ e cafe~









i told him abt Den's video, how great it is to go explore the world with the one u love.. and he told me he wanted to do that with me too. and take many many pictures!! haha! i was touched and happy ^x^ ( cos he dont like to take snapshots )



how can i forget unhappiness?
i know what is done is done
i know the past is already the past
i know i must let go
but.. i know a scar is always a scar
i thought i let go already? does it appear that am still clinging on?
i dont know anymore, mayb worse situation can help?


gome if i misinterpret the words.


i told dragon that its no use crying b'cos it does not change his situation at all.
the things i told dragon, i did it myself.
suddenly just dawned on me that we are alike.
i cant believe it.