...gurrrrr...mii now at yeee hse....hahas...so siann..thy all peellinng their skin! lols...then tml goin sentosa le! excited worr...then i still haven decide wat to wear on e wae there...hais...=(...so long nv go le..skin become whiteish liaos la...lols...so boring...then tnl dearr ishh not comin wit mii..speech dae ma..then actualli he wanna mitt moii after tt de...but he jux now told mi tt he maybe goin out wit kel thy all...kk lor...


huuurrrr...todae we play our skid!!! lols...then damn BLURR de...donno wat to do nxt sia...haha...so messy...but it still make em laugh la...e flashback part..keke..so funni...but so sway...we kana criticised...then we redo our skid one whole time..but diff format..so tired...but real fun sia...haha..realli enjoyin it!


sad...todae miss ouh ling ling last dae in schh le...she reall emotional lor! cry until siao...i see le almost cried too sia...lols...she realli gd lehs...she even buy hp keychain for all sec5sss!!!! i so touched...guys de is blue de..then gals one is pink...so cute!!! she even staple a little cute note which contain individual names!!!! so xi xin!!!she veri gd hor??? haaa..then we went downstairs to take photo wity her!!!so mani ppl! ceven piggy is inside!!=) i tink of all cher she best..haha...but veri sad..last dae le...but i still wishh her good luck frm now on...and wish tt she will be able to come back when we take back our 'o'-lvls result...

DOLA shiteru @ 9:00 AM
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***when i'm in GOLD hairrr****

geeee...todae skip maths remedialll..wahaha,,=)..yeah....sat goin to sentosa le!! woopiee...and dearr actualli let mi go le..so gd de wor..kekes..finalli...i will get myself tan tan de! hehe! so excited sia...=) waa..ytd horr..tt toopid jumiyah nv let us off recess!!! PMS ar..do her work will die ar..donno wat she wan seh....sucks de..then tnl goin to do skid liaos..nv even practice once...die le...shd be hav alot of crashes de...can predict..haha..


todae piggy got speech dae rehersal..so sian..he cant leave his tkd...hais..so committed sia..lols..hmmmm...ytd guess wart?? i saw yee de BF le!! wahaha..finalli rites??? heard frm yee tt he sae mii llook like AH LIAN!!! wat sia?? realli meh? hais..yee sae real...shar sae my pattern like ah lian..SOB! they like tt one..hais..donno y he sae mi like tt..look like meh? hmmpphh..=(...ok...he alrite la...among all her BFSSS tis one ish e most handsome de! haha...and i hav to sae "GOOD LUcK" to tis new relationshipp..sweet sweet alwaes!! hehe..

haiyo..ytd...tt ski sms yee...so fake! he sae like he still like her like tt..so SUCKS!!! he now with other gal le still sound like he regrett leavin her...sucks..he sae tt gal treat him betta rite?? then tis kel aso treat yee betta than ski lorr...siao de..its him hu wan to leave yee..then like don let her stead wit other guys..LAME...cant stand it sia..so ridiculous...

mid yr coming le..sad...i not in moood to study...so sian..slacckkk everydae....lols..i now wrkin on my blogskin...shd i change it first then put pic or put pic first ner? i donno lor..then haven put all cute cute thingiess in..haha..=0..hah..me now stomach n leg muscle pain pain de..cox tues 5 item test...then strain muscle..haha..too long nv exercise le..lols...so lazzzii..haah

DOLA shiteru @ 8:07 PM
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WAT THE HELL!!!! i already 101% confirm to go out wib yee and her friends to sentosa le...last week i missed it...then actualli wanna go town mit em de rite?? then how?? he spoil my whole plan..ok..i didnt sae anythinn..then now..i wanna hav e things tt i wanna enjoy! i don wanna miss it again!! of cox i wanted to live life to e fullest! i wan to enjoy as much as i cannnn...hais..but i don tink tt he sees wat i see...he is only scared tt i will leave him..plsss lorrr..I WON DE LOR!! AS LONG AS HE STILL LOVE MI ONE MORE DAE..I WON LEAVE HIM..i will still love him if he still loves mi...

i now donno whether to be sad or angry wit himmm...i sad cox i don wanna feel like i'm betrayin him when i am not..he keep acccussin me 4 wanna mit new guys..i nv lorr!!! i jus wanna play volleyball n suntan all dae...but he cant see y i love it so much..sucks...i realli wonder y he alwaes sae mi until he very ke liannn...then i will give up moii trip and pei him...he alwaes makes me feel sad...then my heart will soften then i will decide not to do e things tt i actualli wanted...hais..
i feel like i'm lettin moiself down...i alwaes giv in to him n let my friends n i down...lots

y he alwaes sae tt i like my friends more>?????? i neva ok?? i treat all fairrrrrr...siannn..onli i prefer to be wit my friends more cox they are more fun..they alwaes laugh at my jokes...piggy won do tt de...sometimes he scold me for laming! can u belive it?..hais..then my friends understand wat i want...wat i enjoy doin and wat to do to make me happi...
haissss...i jux wan him to be able to see wat i want and be dere wit mi...to e places tt i wanna go and e things i wanna do! y cant he see wat things can realli make me happi? dont pull mi back..i wanna move forward..

DOLA shiteru @ 12:36 PM
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heeees...=) haisss...actualli todae mornin feel kinda left out...cox i nv go to sentosaa..then e thingies tt they tok bout i don understand at all...i was so sad.. donno whether to blame myself, them or piggy...haix..then i realli sian liaos...cox shar told mi some little details onlli...then yee nv tell mi anythinn at all..i feel sad of cox...then i tolerate until chinesse period...then i pour everythinn out to siewww...she's e onli one tt realli listen to my problems! even when in e mornin at our usual place..i tried to tell shar moii feelings...bout y i cant turn up for sentosa and wat dearr told mi...but about onlli 2/9 through...yee came...then they started to chit chat awae bout e sentosaa trip...hais...e thing ish...even sharon forget my presence and even forget bout our conversation...it realli hurts mee...i wanted to tell someone bout my feelings lo...and dear ish not e one tt can listen to my probs...he alwaes want mi to cheer up...but he cant solve e prob for me...and i nidded some one..a gal hu will feel e same as i do...


then..i donno y ..it jux don seemed rite to be angry wit her...she's alwaes e one by my side...so wibout realising it...i feel muchh more betta tokin to her...and tellin her bout my feelings. i think she realli understands wat i'm goin through...then she console me..of cox..then she promised mi tt nxt time when we go dere again..she'll accompanni me into e sea...hehe..i feel so happi to hearr tis..hahah....


no matter wat happen...me and yee again talk le...she showed mii her neo wit kelvin...it looks GREAT!!! so pretti and cute...haha. then we went to com lab...yee show mi e pics in her bloogie...so nice...e one kel n her back facin us de...looks so romantic seh...notbad!!! then i command her to take e same wae when me and piggy go for e nxt sentosa trip...haha..


hais..i guess tt piggy wun be goin sentosa foreva le...he last time already sweared tt if yee they all go...he will definatelli not go..hais..i realli don understand y he don like yee so much! she's moii frend and his too loorrrrr...real sian..=(

DOLA shiteru @ 11:14 AM
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heyyiii....sian..so lazzyy to post these FEW daes..lols..haix...so mani thingiee happened...real sian..ok...i goin to change moii lovelli pink skinn to somethink else..and its pinkisshh tooo...lols..stay tuned...but i think i will not hab time to post until i get t ochange my bloggie skinn...hehess...

hais...yesterdae actualli can see yee de new target-kelvin de..but then donno wat happen to dearr...he suddenlli angry then call me not to go see those 3 guys...sian...he sae unless kelvin ishh her stead..then i can go mit them...WTH lorrr??????? he sae he wanna go in e 1st place...then suddenlli change his mind! sae wat tooo farr...town too farr...then he dun wanna go!!!!! i low morale liaos///even best frend's new target aso cant see...sucks..and i forgot to bring my most impt device..hp...sian..i left it at home chargin...sux...then i cant go dere mit them on my own...wibout hp...siannnn..

then now..i jux found out frm jov tt yee alreadii stead wib kel le...hais...and she didnt even tell mi tt...think she doesnt treat mi as her friend liaos...siann..all noes except mi...=(...haix...then now i can tell tt toopid PIG tt yee BF is KELVIN...so we all can go out together le!!!!! hahahahaha..dun understand y he is such a pain...sae wat scared tt yee will lead me to bad wae....then i will go mit other guys...sIAO DE...haix...dunno laaa...seemmed like my life suddenlli so messy...hais...how can i solve em?????

DOLA shiteru @ 4:27 AM
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~~~me n yee````


^^^^dark dark surroundinn'**

hehe...=) mi now n yee ok le..i realli feel happi n gald..keke..cant hlp it to feel happy...haha..=)...hmmm...todae very good mood..we all pon choirr..lols..cool..we very on de ok! haha...so shiok..no nid stay at e boring sch..keke..=) then actualli wanna go watch "fury" de...but shar suddelli sign out..stomach ache..so we will hab to delay to tml le...sad case! tml still hav PE lorr! after choir then we go to watch...so latee!!! -_-""" but i still wanna watch...lols..lame hor?

okie...then as mi n yee hung around tm...she told me tt tml ish yanjing's bdae!! OMG..i didnt noe tt sia!! shit...damn shit...then we both went searchinn...necklaces, anklets, bracelets, bears n mani mani more...haaa..then in e end.. we decided on somethin more interestin..heihei..its a bra!! full set de..looks somethin like swimmin suit...kkeee..hopes she realli wears it..haha =)

hmmm..tis is pureli on moii own opinion...keke..i tink tt human shd jux live happilli..we shd enjoy our lifes right now..n not tink bout heaven n hell...if u ever tried thinkin where u will end up after yur death or when you will die...dont u feel scared??? i will feel very scared and dare not go to slp..cox i m scared tt i might not wake again...but again..i tink we shdnt think of e negative thingies..jux concentrate on livin yur life...life ish precious...treasure it...don hurt it..make yurself n e ones around u happy too!!!

DOLA shiteru @ 9:49 PM
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**is tis a gal or guy???? ans:guy!****

(((mee in pinnkk)))

kinda busi these feww daes...and kinda frusterated n sad...haix...i jux recovered frm my sickness and didnt went to sch fer 2 daes..haha..i missed Pe lesson..real lucky..lols..waa..on e 2nd dae..my fever went up to 38.4 ! i was shock sia..but dunno y e sudden rose in temp..and i feel realli terrible..especialli moii TROAT!! reaalli damn pain..but luckily..its not painful anymore le..so i can eat anythinn i wan..wahahaha

ok...i now watching a 20 vcd series de taiwan show..called" dou yu" its realli nice..(although e guys not shuai la!keke)well..u can see until cry..tts true...hais..e main actress is so ke lian...after watching it..i found out tt i suddenlli dunno wats love..even they are together..they stil hav no words fer each other..nothin to sae to each other..everydae live in silence..its realli a pity..and e guy..i wonder y he alwaes left his gal at home n he can jux went out whole nite w/o telling her where n y he go out..then e gal will jux wait fer him...eveydae n nite..jux wonderin when she will see him again...hais..i didnt noe y its like tt...is tt love???? i didnt noe..

well...these feww daes...something is not right between yee n me..hais..i guess there's alot of misunderstandings between us...well...haven they notice wat had happened to our frienship???????? cant they see???? its already last year in sch le...and e 5 of us...jux within e 5 of us..we already have THREE pairs quarrelin... i noe its ridiculous...but its true..i was realli sad to see this..and tis 3 pairs are havin cold wars...it involves everyone of cox..but wif different opponents...i feel like someone just shoot a broken arrow through our friendship..n where's our bond? its all broken..its all shattered..jus like a glass..but i just wished tt we could ment it back just before e wind comes...it could just blow us in different directions.. and never letting us meet again..i realli dun wish tt tis kinda ending will b wat we will be at e end of year...think bout it...

DOLA shiteru @ 12:57 AM
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